hey y0x ppl~ l0ng time since i came here. erm.. the past week was kinda t0ugh & fun all the same. yeah, so0Ooo many tests.. can u imagine? h0w can we cope. i mean, couldn't the teachers like seperate the test days waAaaay away fr0m one another? anyway the exmas are in a weeks time, h0w short can tt be? oh well, i better pull up my socks and start muggin real hard. ugh. it's so irritating when ur like tryin real hard to concentrate but b4 u knw it u hav drifted off to some weirdo land. i can't just stop thinkin about him. mayb i'm a psycho or somethin. so yeah guys, u knw i'm a psycho.. muahahahaha~ i'm comin to get u~ l0lx.. aiight, but i dunno.. am i for real? is he* wat i want? is it just infatuation? i can't judge him for nuts sake cos i'll be like so biased? yeah, wat to do? i'm such a freak. *freakofnature* sometimes i really feel that i l0st something everytime i c0ntinued living in this world. why is that so? i hate someone who despise fat ppl, i hate ppl who scream at me for no reason, i hate ppl who are just downright annoying, i hate cats, i hate rats, i hate flies, i just hate being me.. but i do love myself for some reason or two. i can't possibly hate everythin of me rite? l0lx. i knw i'm retarded. so why bother readin my blog? l0lx. ok i shall cut sh0rt the craps that i was hoping to continue. heex
last sat, i went with zhen,ah ma & lydia to bugis. well, yeah i br0ught $40 for me to spend and as usual i spent m0st of it leavin myself with like $2?? l0lx.i bought this really nice taupe velvet pants so really co0l tops and i bought lydia her bday pressie. that gal, she's so hyper. she kept hinting us on wat to get her for her bday pressie.. bleahx~ we aren't that stupid.. lolx. and yeah, we did some 'feminine' shopping for ah ma as her mum said she has to dress more femininly.. lolx.. i say this really nice skirt at OG i think i might ask my dad to bring me there to buy it =pPp yes i'm a cheapo.. so wat's ur business? l0lx.. aiight i shall end here. goodnitex. love ya all~

hiyA~ i'm back again.. well, haven't been bl0ggin much.. d0n't have the mo0d to d0 so.. l0lxXx.. but oh well i'm here again.. hmm.. l0tsa stuff has been g0in round here.. lydia went to sjc f0r her prefect's attachment thingy, teacher's day celebrati0ns which was a few days ag0.. and yeah.. m0re importantly.. my damn sprained ankle.. h0w the hell did i sprain it? go0d question.. it was on friday, when we had dance rehersal at Palai Studio.. that damn small ro0m.. i w0nder h0w we are g0in to d0 our exam there.. well, matter of factly, i came late c0s nob0dy knws where that damn place is.. alright, i shall st0p cursin it.. l0lxXx.. anyway, i didn't stretched and do my warm up pr0perly, and as i was d0in my d0uble piroquettes, i went over my ankle and twisted it.. the dumbest part was.. i was in a state of sh0cked so i didn't knw where did it hurt.. and ended up icing the wr0ng part.. h0w stupid can i get? so h0px1000 all the way h0me i went.. i had gastrics that nite to0.. terrible pAin n the ass.. wat the hell.. i mean st0mach.. yeah oh teacher's day it was quite fun.. i skipped less0ns, went r0und playin, hahaha.. tellin the Mdm Lee that i had my peri0d and needed to g0 to the washro0m [ ok, lame xcuse, but wth~ ] so yeah, we had fun, d0in wanky stuff.. and damn Somu sucks.. big time she sc0lded me, char & suz c0s we weren't all0wed to g0 near the recepti0n ro0m.. man i think she failed eng to0, she d0esn't knw the meanin of PERSONALLY~ ok wateva, like i give a damn ab0ut her.. anyway it was quite fun.. went back to skps with carla haha.. she lo0ks like a h0t chick nw.. wait, she has always been the chick.. guys were like staring at her.. i dunn0 where.. l0lx.. i was f0rced to g0 to harry's place with her.. but thank g0d that qig0ng sinseh saved me.. i w0uldn't wanna walk int0 their ro0m and catch th0se 2 l0vebirds making out.. l0lxXx.. well there aren s0me other stuff i w0uld wanna say.. but n0t here i guess.. i dun wanna lEt the wh0le world knw.. anyway, i've been thinkin.. d0 i reallyx2 likE -.-? if i d0.. w0uld i ever stand a chAnce? i dun wanna break our friendship ya knw.. but i'm so curi0us... wh0's that girl in his heart? must be s0meone worth fighting f0r.. i dunno.. l0vin him fr0m a distAnce...

blastin' The Rasmus's - First day of my life

Feel like I'm stoned
wanna be alone, just for a while, unknown
Weeks on the road a long way from home
just shut off the phone

And you say I'll heal you,
I'll always be yours
and you say I'll kill you if I do something wrong
yeah, yeah, yeah ,yeah, yeah, yeah

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still fells like the first day of my life

Remember the times
together we swore, never give up this life
still hanging on, still going strong
here I belong

And maybe I'm crazy
but I just can't slow down
And maybe I'm crazy
but at least I'm still around
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still fells like the first day of my life

Feels like the first day of my life,
(feels like the first day)
Still feels like the first day of my life

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my
still feels like the first day of my
still feels like the first day of my life

hiEeE~ hAhax.. life still sucks as usual... bAllet.. studiEss.. wAteva~ yA kn0w? hmMm.. exAm rehersAls are next weEk and i'm still n0t stable yet.. i d0n't keep f0rgettin my stuff if Miss Ong d0esn't screAm at me 24/7.. i'm just tired.. i wish i c0uld like tAke a l0ooOoOoong break f0r just a weEk.. then i'll bE so damn satisfied.. but i guess my wish cann0t be fufilled... l0lx~ oh wEll, wat cAn i d0? l0lx~~ neway, we are playin thi angel*mortal game for netball.. so fun.. hahaha i wanna wh0 is my angel.. but it w0uld'nt be fun anym0re rite? l0lxXx.. kinda fun t0 c everyone so secretive.. hAha.. but this Lilian reveAled t0 Lydia wh0 her angel is lE!!! piAngzz.. LiliAn ahh~ l0lx.. hmMm.. dunn0 wat to do lEh.. these few dAys cann0t wake up early f0r scho0l.. causing my sis t0 get reprimanded by her discipline master.. so s0rry w0rx~ hAhaxx.. i'm kinda confused these few days.. i dunn0 over wat.. but am i n0t really sure if i really like -.- mAh.. cos it's like i reallyx10000000000000000000 dun wAnna l0se our friendship over my so called "infatuati0n" bAhx.. i als0 dun wAn to get jeal0us over smAll lil things ab0ut him l0h.. hAhaxx.. i think it's bEst t0 n0t like anyone.. EXCEPT DREAM OF VIC CHOU & EDISON CHEN bahx.. hAhahAHah.. thEy so dAmn shuAi l0h!!! wAh.. h0pe next time my lAo g0ng will bE like thEm like tt.. hAhahAHahhA~ reAlly l0h! l0lx.. n0w i'm saving m0ney to buy al0t of things siA.. i wAn my Love Storm Vcd, Poor Prince Vcd, Jay's new album, Proactiv Stuff, New Clothes.. and t0 l0se weight? hAhaha~ i'm on a diet.. a stupid diet.. t0 be slim bef0re my ballet exams stArts.. i dunn0 wat risks i am putting myself int0..but anyway.. i wanna be slim.. n0t flabby & disgusting.. hAha.. k lA.. i'll try to update as so0n as i hav free time aiight? lAter~ oh hAppie dAy~~ l0lxXx.. l0ve ya l0ts~ muAcki muAckxXx~~

blastin' Jojo's - Leave ( Get Out )

I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know when it's late at night
I hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused

When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused

I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeee-eeee-eeees
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused

haixx.. i feel like cryin.. i'm so tired.. jus really wish that time could stop f0r awhile and let me catch s0me rest bef0re chArgin t0wards the future.. t0day straight after scho0l fr0m 5pm to 9pm i hav ballet.. I'm like so dead tired rite n0w? reach h0me ar0und 10++pm c0s my dad has t0 bring my out f0r dinner, g0 back to his fact0ry [ in wo0dlands ] t0 settle s0me stuff.. me?? i really dun care tmr hav wat hmwk le.. i'm g0in to slp. thAt's finAl.. i think neEd t0 hAnd in the writing tAsk lEh.. hAixXx.. i g0 xplAin to mrs sAnkar myself bAhx.. everyday i rush here and there jus t0 fufil others wishes.. i jus wish i c0uld slp.. i wAn my slp!! give me my slp!!! others out there hAvin a greAt time celebratin the nAti0n's bdAy.. i'll be like hAvin bAllet? [ fri - bAllet, sAt - bAllet, m0n - bAllet, tues - bAllet, fri bAllet... & the circle g0es on & on & on ]

in scho0l like so siAn? hAhax.. i dunn0 leh.. i g0t a feelin pf4 w0n't last very l0ng le... jus the 0ther day when chAr asked whether wAnna g0 watch ' The Village ' i was like ' ok ' then i t0ld her to cAll m0re ppl.. i scAred mAh.. hAhahA.. thEn i sAy.. ' cAll zhEn? ' she was like.. ' zhEn g0 i dun wAnna go lE ' hAix.. i dun understAnd chAr.. wat's up with her? whenever we like s0 called nv tell her things.. she'll be like ' y0u all always nv tell me things de.. u kn0w i feel very left out mAh?? ' then n0w she like this.. mAn.. she chAnge damn fast... hAix dunn0 la.. n0wadays in scho0l.. i'm always al0ne? i think tt each & every one of us in L6 will get left out in one way or an0ther.. n0w is my turn bAhx.. zhEn was like " Sam, if u really think u're n0t in L6 le.. mAybe by then it will reAlly hAppen " mayb bAhx.. i mean.. whAt can i sAy? i g0t so much things on my mind le.. bAllet, fAmily pr0bs, scho0lw0rk, netbAll... n0w every time u still wAn me to chAse after them.. lo0k f0r them..? i'm really tired lE l0h.. feel like dr0ppin d0wn dead this instAnce.. tt's y the 0ther dAy we [ zhEn, ahmA, lydiA ] were jus j0kin ar0und when we were g0in to PS they were like.. " u wAn life or deAth? " i sAy i'd rAther die.. mAyb it's a stupid ans. yes i knw. mAyb when i really die, i'll be regrettin thAt m0ment.. c0s i w0uld hav l0st it all... my frens, fAmilies.. everythin.. but tt's my only wish n0w.. so i can be peaceful & hAppy...

hAix.. tmr hAvin netbAll agAin.. i must w0rk d0uble times hArder thAn every0ne.. i feel so bAd f0r missing so mAny less0ns.. ok tmr i'll c0me h0me deAd agAin.. wAteva.. btw, t0day i wasn't mo0dy.. i was just feelin left out. dun keep askin me why i'm mo0dy or h0w's bAllet~! if n0t i'm fArkin g0nna kill u.. whEn i recuperate & hav my strength bAck.. hAhx.. nitE all~

blastin' Ashlee Simpson's - Pieces of me

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings,I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me
Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath,
I hope it lasts

Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care
Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
Well, I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have

Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...
I hope it never goes away... yeah

On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...
So I can breathe
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...

hiya angels~ hEex dunn0 wat i'm feelin n0w.. hAhx.. yeah t0tally mixed up.. and tt sucks.. hEex.. oh well.. hAha.. yAy!! mr dAwn ne0 finally left us!! hE w0n't be teachin us bAllet anym0re.. mayb f0r repert0ire w0rk next year.. but by thEn.. i w0uld've quit lE.. hAhahA..=) wat can i say? ok.. alth0ugh he sucks s0metimes when he screams his heAd off.. but hE's so cuteEee~ one lEss gAy in my life.. *sighs* erm yeah.. feelin kinda d0wn.. c0s feel so left out? i dunn0 every recess it'll b like ok i'm with L6.. but i'll still b al0ne after tt.. tryin t0 lo0k for them.. yAdax2.. aiyAh.. anyway i very suibian de l0h.. c0s used to it le mah.. i g0t very pissed l0h.. everytime leave me behind then i hav to go lo0k for them? suan le.. n0w got ballet i dun wan to always keep them in mind le l0h.. everytime plan things i also nv go de l0h.. hAix.. wateva~ thx zhen bah.. i t0ld her tt le.. she faster c0me pei wo.. hEex~ shAre wo de l0neliness.. i will l0ve u f0r tt de ger! hAhax i t0ld james tt he was a go0d guy on his bday.. really mah.. he quite understandin bahx.. knw his stead de fren g0t problems very kan de kai.. alth0ugh they supp0sed to spend his bday t0gether... he all0w me to be the go0seberry.. hEhe.. i'm givin u s0me credits here h0r idi0t! l0lxXx.. k lAa... anyway.. dunn0 wat to say.. i'm like n0t so into class w0rk all these lE lo.. n0t really cl0se with them le bahx.. n i really miss nEtball.. fuck bAllet.. it has taken away my lifE!!! oh yeah.. zAizai dAmn shuAi~!~! i think i fell in l0ve with him lE ahh~~~ hahahahah l0lx.. k la dun <> lE l0lx.. but in the real w0rld i still think -.- is bEtter.. hAha.. shHhHhHh... dun say wh0 w0r!!! k la i end off le.. reAlly miss u guys!!

blastin' Katy Rose's - Overdrive

Out of bed at the crack of noon
Blare the music and have a swoon
I can't stop thinking of your face
La la lee la lee loo lace
I'm six feet under the Bhodi tree
With my crap new-age philosophy
Diamonds where there once were stars
I'm sitting in Jayne Mansfield's car

Yeah yeah I'm independence
Yeah yeah I'm borderline
Yeah yeah I'm California
My minds all screwed and upside down
But my hearts on overdrive
Yeah my hearts on overdrive
I need to take a shower when I look at you
You sting and hurt like a bad tattoo
I wish you'd change my point of view
I cruise the canyon to get some breeze
With hidden treasures up my sleeve


I like the light and hate the heat
But I'll lick the blood right off your street
Yeah yeah I'm cherry cola
Yeah yeah I'm Candy-eyed
Yeah yeah I'm California
My minds all screwed and upside down
But my hearts on overdrive

They all come here to find a scene
But end up girls on Methedrine
Naked on a TV screen
The dreams that fall beneath my feet
Make my footsteps feel so sweet
But your kisses are my fate accompli

Yeah yeah I'm independance
Yeah yeah I'm borderline
Yeah yeah I'm California
My minds all screwed and upside down
But my hearts on overdrive
Yeah my hearts on overdrive

y0zziE ppl~ cr4ppy dAy f0r mE... i dunn0 y.. t0day jus kEep.. eAtin, shittin & lAzin ar0und.. wEllx2.. n0w pf4 alL hAv stEads lE.. fEel dAmn wEird with thEm siA.. hAhx.. c4nn0t go out with thEm lE.. if n0t i'lL bE l0nely.. l0lxXx... nvm bAhx.. c0s in my hEart i wilL miss thEm dE!! hEex =)... i dunn0 lEh.. i've mAde up my mind lE.. i m giving up. i dun wAnna wastE my timE with xXx... i givE up on him d0esn't mEan i wilL accept **** la.. so dun w0rry.. i guEss bEing singlE very go0d bAhx.. hAv l0tsa freed0m.. l0tsa frEns to0.. hEex.. mAyb i rEally cann0t win hEr... truE l0h... shE's prEtty, slim & friEndly... i dunn0 wat m i, mAyb s0me retArded idi0t ppl c lE wilL 4gEt th0se kind.. hAhax.. only m0rons will ever think i'm go0d bAhx.. & mAyb my r0ttEn clAn.. hAhx.. i hAte t0day so g0ddam much... i've ruinEd every singlE thing.. my mum's bdAy, my spirits, my lifE.. i fEel so bAd... hAixXx.. whEre's my s0ulmate? thx gErAld f0r tAlkin to me jus n0w... c0uldn't hElp it.. i criEd ag4in... escAped fr0m the cr0wd.. jus lAid whEre xXx and i lAid lAst timE.. th0ught ab0ut thE past.. it's timE t0 cArry oN with lifE... hEez... w0 bu ai tA... zhEn de bu ai tA lE... hAha.. h0pe xXx wilL rEad this.. hAhx.. dA zhu t0u!!!!

blastin' The Cheetah Girl's - Cinderella

When I was just a little girl,
My mama used to tuck me into bed,
And she read me a story.

It always was about a princess in distress
And how a guy would save her
And end up with the glory.

I'd lie in bed
And think about
The person that I wanted to be,

Then one day I realized
The fairy tale life wasn’t for me.

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free. (Come and set me free)
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Oh, no, will survive,
Unless somebody’s on my side.
Don’t wanna be
No, no, no one else.
I’d rather rescue myself.

I can slay (I can slay) my own dragons. (My own dragons)
I can dream my own dreams. (My own dreams)
My knight in shining armor (shining armor) is me.
So I'm gonna set me free.

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free.
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Oh, no, will survive,
Unless somebody’s on my side.

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free.
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Oh, no, will survive,
Unless somebody’s on my side.
Don’t wanna be
No, no, no one else.
I’d rather rescue myself.

niha0 ah~~ fArkin bl0gger i typE so l0ng thEn dElete everythin awAy f0r mE fEel likE killin it l0h.. wAste my preci0use timE u knW an0t!!! fArk la idi0t!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hAhahA.. hmMm... k lA b0 biAn i sAy fr0m thE stArt agAin... l0lxXx..

1st 2 weeks of the scho0l h0ls, i spEnt my timE idling at h0me l0h.. tAlkin to thE f0ur wAlls, wAitin f0r ppl t0 g0 onlinE.. wAtchin mEte0r gArdEn... l0lx.. but i nv jus lAzed ar0und k!!! i wEnt t0 w0rk lEh!!! *quick prAise mE* hEez.. went f0r somE w0rk expErience.. w0rked as a chArity sAles pers0n l0h.. very t0ugh j0b ok... must prEpare f0r l0tsa setbAcks & yAda yAda.. hAha.. hmMm.. must g0 r0und sAyin this lEh:
"hEll0, i'm fr0m FLC, can i hAv a m0ment of ur timE? [ if yEs, c0ntinue rEadin, if n0.. scr0ll d0wn bAh!! l0lxXx ] We are currently d0in a chArity drivE to c0llect funds to aid br0ken fAmilies.. We are seekin out to thE public t0 hElp by d0nating a sum of $10 t0 hElp thEm, in return u'lL gEt a cAlendar n0tEpad.. It's very w0rth it! " hAha.. so mAfAn h0r..? But nvm lA.. d0 with a fEw of my go0diE frEns so quitE ok l0h.. hEez =P

3rd weEk ah.. i wEnt t0 thAiland f0r h0lidAy l0h.. in t0tAl went thEre 4 6dAys bAh. 1st 2dAys we went t0 KanchAnaburi & Ratchaburi.. weird nAmes eh? l0lxXx.. quitE fun bAh.. i get t0 ridE in a trAin lEh!!! my first timE hEez.. we r0de on thE dEath rAilway.. supErb l0h thE scenEry!! l0lxXx thE tEmples were bEautiful... s0me even mAde of g0ld lEh.. wh0a... thE "bEst" are thEir t0liets l0h.. hAv 3 to 4 m0squit0es pEi ni nia0x2 dE!! shi0k h0r?!?! l0lxXx.. thEn the rest of thE trip we hEaded bAck to bAngk0k f0r 3dAys full of sh0ppin!!! yEAH!!! l0lxXx.. our lEgs alm0st br0ke l0h.. hAha.. so mE & my mum went f0r a thAi trAditi0nal mAssage!!! l0lxXx.. vEry funny siA!! shE kEep scrEamin insidE.. i cann0t stAnd lE, thEn lAughed at hEr.. l0lxXx
so cutE mAh.. HAhahAHha.. l0lxXx.. b0ught so0OOooOOo much stuff thAt my pArent's p0ckets b0th hAv extrA lArge h0lEs.. i vEry lihAi bAh.. l0lxXx..

lAst wEek.. wEnt to chAlet l0h.. vEry go0d siA go thEre c0me bAck with xtrA things.. likE bug bitEs & rAsh!!! shi0k h0r? l0lxXx.. hMm.. actuAlly quitE fun dE bAh.. gEt t0 c al0t of shuAi ge's & thE hAlf-nAked b0ds.. hAhahA.. rEally l0h.. rAys0n & my pApa thE b0dy dAmn nice ahh~ pAtrick de als0 n0t bad.. but his skin c0lour nicer l0h.. l0lxXx.. oh yEah the fun pArt is c him drunk siA.. drunk until dAmn cutE ah!! hAhahA i stilL hAv his drunkEned pics insidE my hp.. any0ne wannA c? l0lxXx... thEy sAy i drunk lEh... think so bAh.. i dunn0 wat hAppen only knw thAt i very hAppy & i slApped zhEn & i washEd my fAce whEn zhEn t0ld me t0o.. c0s chAr & zlEx missin mAh.. l0lxXx.. thEn we wEnt f0r a trEasure hunt t0 find th0se 2 ppl.. l0lxXx.. shi0k siA.. wAlk so l0ng.. als0 cann0t find thAt tw0 piggiEs.. hEez =) quitE happy bAh.. i at thE chAlet.. l0lxXx.. hAha

lAtest news ah.. vEry siAn de l0h... **** confessed to mE.. sAy he likEs mE.. s0rt siA.. his eyEs g0t stAmp.. hEhe.. i w0n't accept him bAh.. i mEan.. if i accept him h0r.. i will b lyin t0 him & mysElf l0h.. i dun likE him.. i still likE xXx thEn like this i w0n't b hAppy.. hE als0 mAh.. so.. cann0t l0h.. hAha.. 31st August c0min so0n lE.. i must f0rget ab0ut xXx by thEn bAh.. try l0h.. it's a pr0mise to mysElf lAh.. but arEn't pr0mises mEant t0 b br0ken? hAha.. anywAy.. i think hE trEats my bEtter as a frEn l0h.. l0lxXx.. chErishing every m0ment bAh.. anywAy.. i wAn my ZAIZAI l0lxXx.. mAddiE!!! hEhe.. k lA nitE ppl!!!

blastin' Avril Lavigne's - Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...