last day online
end of my CYBERFREAK escapade
i will miss going online. that i definitely know.
my online tv, youtube.
and of course countless free manga downloads available online.
sad i know.

oh yeah props to paul twohill and jonathan leong for tonight's S.I performance.
they did great :)

oh hi
dance with randolf winston today was great!
my tighs and butt are aching like crazy
i wish shane sparks would come here though
it will be a dream come true if he ever did fly to Singapore to teach people like me hiphop
oh well i'll settle for randolf for now.
amazing people
extraodinary beings
randolf and derek that is

oh i have decided for the whole of June
I, Samantha Lee will not step into the cyberworld
time to prioritise!
so PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO BOTHERS TO READ MY BLOG
contact me by my mobile.

my legs are giving way for the MT Olevel
goodness and i am like so WELL-PREPPED for it
god bless samantha.
thank you! (if you did that is)

i have a stomache
it is a really bad one
but it does not want to be defaecated
what can i do?
help?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a bummer
the exams are here and i am mugging like crazy
well, i am partly at fault for not doing revision beforehand
but today's biology paper was a killer!
oh my gosh mr rashidin!! why are you killing us!?
what makes it even more dreadful is that i am having the time of the month
after so long i finally experience the pain of cramps again
horrifying indeed.

i do not know what to believe anymore
who to trust
where to head
seriously, i do not know the meaning of existence anymore
is it possible to relive the good old memories?
no
people change
and so do i
perhaps i am more suitable to be alone.
i bet you think so
i bet you think i am annyoying
full of shit
such a self-centered bitch, slut,whore
whatever rubbish things you can say about girls
you relate them to me.
perhaps i am
but have you ever thought how i feel?
no
you only live in your small little world
that is what i dislike about humans
they tend to forget the soon-to-be-invisible support next to them
all hail new pillars for them to depend on

i always thought this world is beautiful
until my third eye opened
and i saw the realities of life
humans are scarred with errs
world filled with disasters, attacks etc.
i do not want to be like them
i want to fight it
hah.
too bad for you, who thinks i will fall

my mother reckons i need to buy a T-shirt that states
I AM HAVING MY PERIOD
what a clever idea

the promise

i have no idea whether i should be happy or sad
i am happy because
i think i am free of worries and problems
i am sad because
YAP CHING KENG did not turn up for school today
you promised me, you better stay true to your words lady
i do not fancy liars or promise breakers.
you hear me!?

that is all for my blogging session today
tired, suffering from acute laziness
oh well
doctor get me a cure as quickly as possible!
oh yeah, ms zul will kick my fanny if she finds out i have not started revision!

it has been quite some time ever since i last blogged here.
countless events and tremendous happenings had occurred during my absence
as you know, i was just too lazy to put them in words
however, the english mid-year examinations are coming
so i thought, why not practice my english too?
alright, this entry my sound a little bit prim and proper
and not with the usual broken english or what us Singaporeans call Singlish

anyway, i have no idea what is wrong with me
ever since the Golden Jubilee Celebrations ended,
i have no motivation to study.
i am serious, totally zero, nah-dah.
period.
i have become a roaming spirit
wandering here and there, living a laid back life
there is not even a slightest bit of drive in me to do well
WHY!?
i am going crazy, i know i have assignments to complete
and yet i am procrastinating.
i do not want my grades to suffer
neither do i want to regret my decision to study later.
i have to do something!
i really want to prove to my parents that i can juggle dance and studies well.
it is like an invisible pact
whereby deep inside my parent's and my heart
we made a deal.
i want to prove that old hag wrong too =p

i think it is going to be a long and tiring 4 weeks ahead for me
seriously, i hope that i will not break and of my oaths i made to myself during this period
let me be enlightened and burn like a sizzling flame!
that is i will only die out after the Os!
ahhh!
I CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good night people, i have decided to zonk out.

snippets of the GJ Concert. behind the scenes










i am a mad woman













the darkness and i









mini-clubbing sessions in the dressing room

azhar and i gone nuts

we are the indie chicks

THAT IS ALL FOLKS!

yesterday was my first time at NUS University Cultural Centre.
Man.. the backstage looks exactly like the setting of a hospital.
Creepy but we had fun =)
can't wait for Saturday!