I'm having a fever now.
Like wow.
I just want to fall into bed.
An sleep..
and sleep...
and sleep..........

I don't like people talking behind my back.
Just tell me.
I know i will be affected in some ways,
but that doesn't mean I will crumble and fall.

I don't like assumptions.
I'm in for clarifications.
Just ask and you will know the real reason.

I tried talking to God last night.
I found some answers to my question.
What about the many more I have inside?
I wish you could read my mind.
I can't fall in love with her, cos You are more important.
But I want to reliquish the feeling of getting loved once again.
How?
God, give me an answer to my unsolvable question.

Lastly I wish my friends happiness.
To Nicole, I'm here for you :)
To Jasmine, Goodluck for JAE!!
To Andreas,stop blaming yourself and start asking questions!!
To myself, GO FOR IT!

Hey guys latest updates on my 18th birthday celebrations.

Okay as you guys know, it will be a Pajamas themed party.
As you know my organiser for this party, Nicole, is such a kind soul.
She has decided that there will be prizes given out for the
BEST DRESSED FEMALE AND BEST DRESSED MALE
that night.

So people, don't be a party pooper, put on your Pajamas and have a hella good time!

By the way there will be some games that night, so I hope y'all will be sporting enough to play them :D

Anyway the food will be ready around 6pm.
So be early if you want to feel full!!!

I'm so looking forward to this Saturday and I hope you guys are too :)

P.S Dancers if you guys want to dance, I suggest someone to bring a speaker.
ALSO please inform me who's coming via the tagboard.
Thanks!!!

Hey guys my birthday party will be on the 2nd of February 2007

Venue: Downtown East Chalet (Sorry you guys have to pay $1 for entry.)
Will confirm with you guys the block and room when I check in.
Time: 6pm.
Theme/Dress Code: PJs

Those who are staying over please tell me in advance. :)


PLEASE COME AND BRING ME TONNES OF PRESENTS. LOL.
SEE Y'ALL THERE!

Hey people I've gotten food poisoning on the first day of my period.
Wow.
This is the second time that this has happened to me.
I pray for y'all's health since projects submission is nearing.
All the best.

Oh man.
I strained my tendon of the right shoulder.
Now i have problems wearing my clothes, taking them off, showering, scratching and even popping/locking/latin dancing.

Dudes, please do not carry heavy school bags on one side of your shoulder.
It will result in my condition.
I am serious, that was my diagnosis.

Went to City Harvest Church today with Gin and Xuehui and their cell group members.
You can say that I learnt alot after today's prayer.
After yesterday's breakdown, I finally understood what Gin was trying to explain to me.
I have a past that I need to forgive unconditionally and also a future to focus and embrace.
It is time for me to let go of the past and head into 2008 with a fresh start.
I realised, I seemed to depict myself living in 2007.
I have yet to move on from that amazing year.
God gave me many great things in 2007.
I have amazing buddies, dance experiences and an above average school grade.
This year, instead of living in my cage, I am going to step up and experience more things God has in store for me.
I do not want to whine, "Oh how I wish I can go back in the past."
I want to smile and say "I am looking forward to tomorrow.".


To all my friends who have shown concern for me before and after my breakdown.
And whenever I have problems, thank you.
Sorry forlying all these while, I am sensitive yet insensitive.
I crave for care whenever the time of the month is coming or I will just push you away.
I hate waiting for people, it just pisses me off. Cos' I feel like the whole world is condemning me. LOL.
But people can wait for me though. HAHAHAHHA.

Bei, Andreas, Iris, Kat and Kaiwen; I never told you guys this, but most of the time when we hang out, I feel very very very happy. :)

Erina, Ham, Chee, Esther and Try; you guys really save my ass during tutorials and lectures. Without you all, I think I would have quit school a long time ago.


To my mother who I have also felt this strong sense of resentment,
I want to forgive you for all those hurt you have caused me, dampening my spirits, causing both of us and the family so much pain.
I cannot say that I will forget, but I will forgive.
Cos you are my mother afterall.
Due to pride I never really had a chance to say this to both you and Dad, I love you guys alot.
More than anything.
So please do not claim that I do not love you, ask yourself this have you ever once said that you loved me too?


To my annoying as hell sister.
Actually most of the time I enjoy your company. :)

To everyone out there who is reading this,
Forgive the past and embrace the future!
God bless.