I feel a little awkward now,
when I'm talking to you.
Sometimes I avoid you,
but I'll still be looking out for you secretly.
I can't believe how stupid I am.
Love makes people stupid.
Period.
I have decided,
I ain't gonna give up,
I'm gonna hang on.
I've learnt an important lesson today,
to quit procrastinating.
So if you ever feel something for me,
can you give a sign?
It will kill my nervousness,
and perhaps I will be brave enough to make the first move.
Just don't freak out and avoid me.
That's the worst outcome I expect.

Work is robbing me of my social life with TPDE.
I know its selfish of me to want them to make time for me,
but when you're away doing something repetitive for the past week,
you can't help but think of your friends right?

People who brings laughter, joy, smiles.
I'm yearning for that,
I feel I have not really had a long talk with my goodfriends face to face for so long.
I miss you people bad.
I have been reassuring myself,
its okay,
we will have time with each other after work is done.
Hopefully. :)

Have not been dancing for two weeks,
dancing as in going for classes,
taking in new choreography.
I feel so uncomfortable all over.
Thank God this week is ending soon.
I can go for classes and prepare for the Sean Kingston show.
Yay.
I love Jas,
if not for her I wouldn't have this opportunity.
Thanks babe, I love you!!!

I tried telling you,
but it ain't working like I want to.
Perhaps I'll just sit on it.
Maybe my feelings will die down,
then our friendship would not be ruined. :)

Sorry people, for being selfish once again.
Argh..... tomorrow need to climb the "mountain" again.
JIA YOU SAM, ONE MORE DAY!

Friendster has been a bitch.
Not allowing me to upload photos.
Anyway, these are from eons ago during concert rehersals.
Was feeling stressed, so Nicole decided to get my sorry ass to Zouk.

I think the time to confess will arrive soon.
And I know you would be shocked,
but I just want to tell you how I feel.
I just hope that we would still be friends no matter what happens.

Just got back from work.
It's a killer, but the pay is good.
I think.


I don't know if its a relief or not, now that we're talking.
I kinda feel this love is one-sided.
How great Sam.

I don't know if I should join K.O night.
I was thinking of it, and I decided to list out the benefits and problems to overcome.
Benefits:
-Gain experience
-Overcome my fears
-Think less about you

Problems to overcome:
-TIME.

Time is too short for me right now.
I have plenty of things that I have/want to do.
1. Work
2. Prepare for showcase at MOS
3. Spend time with ex-schoolmates.
4. Go out with dope gang.
5. Hang out with you.
6. Prepare for K.O night.
7. Go for dance lessons.

God please give me faith to carry out whatever I planned to do with confidence.






I miss you tonnes.
Get back to me soon?

Should i stay or should i go?
Maybe I will just give this love up, just like the others.
Live in solitary confinement.
Why do we keep missing one another??
Is it cos we're not fated to be together?
Or are you secretly hating me?