my boyfriend, the long, skinny pig.

went out for dinner with boyfriend yesterday.
finally my bedok 85 cravings have been satisfied.
satay beehoon, oyster omelette, bar chor mee, chicken wings and his ah balling.
yummy~
we ate like 4 people's share!!!
pigs.



walked all the way back to tampines,
just to digest our food.
slowly getting to know him better.
183cm, pinky fingers look like peanuts, terrapin toes and has sweaty palms(like me. lol).
thanks guys for letting me go out instead of training!
we should all have a rest day!
relax at cafe del mar, sipping cocktails by the pool~

had lunch with dad just now,
talked abit about our family situation, his job and my boyfriend.
lol.


Dad: I know la, Mummy got say.
Me: Ohhh...
Dad: Wear specs one right?
Me: How you know??!!
Dad: Tall one right?
Me(overwhelmed by his guesses): How you know???!!!!
Dad: I have sixth sense.

wow.
daddy's dope.
i got a shock when he said that.
lol.
i guess to him since it's the early stages of the relationship so it doesn't really matter.


went to the clinic as i have a forgotten appointment,
waited for about an hour and a half.
was friggin packed.
doctor prescribed me pills to clear the bumps(zits) and to control the oiliness of the skin.
Acnoticin, if i'm not wrong.
the only thing is that i canot get pregnant during the period when i'm taking the pills,
if not the baby will be deformed or something.


Doc: Cannot get pregnant ah. YOU WON'T GET PREGNANT RIGHT!
Me: Yeah!!!


LOL.
so funny, like some parent educating their kid on abstinence.
sorry boyfriend, no hanky panky till then,
all our oysters gone down the drain.
hahahahahahaha.
RIGHT.
just kiddng la.


okay imma nap soon,
before dollying up for SP's concert.
wee~
can't wait!

arghhhhhhhhh

i have been giving myself too many excuses lately.
i cannot remember cos i have TPRawks choreography to remember,
right Sam,
like others do not have other choreography? competitions?
the problem is that i have bad memory.
PERIOD.
i just keep giving myself excuses to be complacent.
there's a need to find back my sensuality,
(listen to sensual seduction more! LOL).
i feel so man,
need to feel like a girl again.
feel more...
feel more!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid worn out body,
keeps telling me to take a break.
how long?
can i even afford it?
when i see others push,
i just wanna push myself harder.
arghhhhhhhhhhhh.

i'm just venting out the disappointment i have with myself.
internal conflict.
lol.

haven't had good food for the longest time,
so went to Fish and Co. with iris and kat just now!
it was darn good!!!!!
should save up for a buffet soon.
oh then again, i'm getting fatter.
LOL.
but i want my oysters, bar chor mee, sashimi and and and seafood!!!!!!!!!
bedok 85 later i hope,
i'm really craving for it!

baby, you're my sweetest escape.
i need you, you're my love supply.
:)))))))))