The end of a storm.

Dancing makes me happy.
Talking with the flygirls, jj, beibei, erina makes me happy too.

I really thank them for today, to hug me, hear me cry and most of all understand. Really appreciate you girls for that!! I LOVE REVOGUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We have been through so much together, all the shitty-ness (if there's such a word) and joy. Till date, I feel that we have really grown as a team. Like we are willing to accomodate, compromise and understand each other better. I like the fact that we can talk openly and honestly with each other now with no grudges or whatsoever. :)

On a side note, I will become stronger. Shall not let things like this happen again, I am willing to accept people for who they are, so please accept me for the way I am. It is just life, you cannot have everything you want, you can work for it but when it comes to relationships, there must always be some form of compromise and understanding.

I still feel flamed for no reason, I guess nobody will truly know the truth accept for me and the other party. Just that the small details are still there that really hurt me. There's so much things thrown at me where I wan to say "But..." as the situation was really unfavourable towards me. Somehow, no one bothers to ask, so I assume they know the whole situation? I still feel angry, hurt and most of all tired. I just wanna enjoy my day before meeting those little kids tomorrow again. Hopefully they will take the class more seriously this time!

God, just give me faith and strength right now. I know I am not perfect, that is why I always come running back to you with broken wings. Just sometimes wish I can just cry out and you would listen and come for me.


Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NELSON! You are an old man already hitting the big 20! Heh~

Tomorrow will be a better day! I just cannot wait to have some time off to chill by the beach and maybe get a burn or even start melting. Anyone up for it?

Hey people,
I feel so happy today.

I managed to do a double pirouette without falling halfway!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Lorencia saw it.
I'm really glad with myself.
Even though its like once in a million tries,
but my effort paid off!!
I just smiled myself silly today during dance.
I feel happy,
really happy.
I have no idea why.
Perhpas because I know I'm feeling the dance,
emotions of me facing my problems flowed through my veins.
Break through, break through.
I just want to laugh myself to sleep.
Heh.

I'm so glad that you would call me.
This was enough to make me smile like a cheshire cat.
Double joy.
I want you to be happy too! :)

Sensitivity issues are all i ever have,
seems like they ain't going no where.
Whenever I think of this uncertainty,
I get all riled up.
Teary, furious and confused.
Emotions all jumbled up into one.
Perhaps its the coming of the time of the month.
Or perhaps its because I have not fully regained this trust we have.

In times like this,
You step into my darkness and bring out the light.
You don't know how grateful I am to you.
You make me smile, laugh and my heart race with my little secrets.
Thank you. :)