the heartbeat runing through my head.

yesterday was fun and painful at the same time.

it started of with Comm Skills at 9am,
super early!
i wason the brink of being a zombie and my brain was just not working yet.
so marcus, sarah and i had a little karaoke session!
lol.
it was fun~
singing tonnes of Old stuff and the latest hits too.
check ut marcus in his MTV mode below!

serenading

in another music video. lol

then the rest of school proceeded with me falling asleep in between and during classes.
lol.
talked to kat about our relationship,
i refuse o be in the honeymoon stage,
i mean all these stages are so shortlived and it only makes people OVERLY happy for that duration.
i don't want to succumb to that and end up having like problems that we don't know how to deal with.
i rather it smooth saiing like a constant heartbeat,
calm and peaceful.
yes, i like it like that better.
don't you agree?
:)

went for recital training after that,
had so much fun there.

say "yo!" to my pudgy fingers!

*pokes joey in the butt*
*pokes kat in her nether region*
LOL.
hahahaa.
it was hella fun yet enriching at the same time.
got a headache halfway through dancing,
damn it hurts like shit.
think it's the lack of sleep.
became quite moody cos the headache is irritating the hell outts me.

thanks boyfriend for his lap,
so i can lie down and rest.
don't know how to explain my feelings,
excited, nervous, happy?
thankfully he's always there for me :)
love you! <3

love

he's the tall one and i'm the dwarf.

kat's version.
LMAO. -.-

i can only think about it

just came back from chin's place just now.
alot has been going on but i am just too lazy to update.
shall do a summarised version some day.

i don't understand why people always bring up the past.
somethings that i have already forgotten,
came flying smacked into my face.
i just cherish and enjoy the relationship we have right now.
i don't wanna fall back into the past,
like last time again.


oh no, prince charming come save me!
hahahaha.
what the hell.

i found my answer through prayer today,
about my dance life.
i'm working towards it.
devil, get outta my sight!

as the bird god dictates, this is one chapalan post

it's been a couple of days since com-based training started.
it's like so friggin' early in the mroning luh!
i have not been getting enough sleep.
always end up sleeping in weird places,
TP dance studio, bus rides and O School.
anyone care to lend me your shoulder/stomach as pillow?
lol.

anyhow,
decided to try a different style some days back.
my mum reckons i've gone mad.
think colourful and adorable.
ahahahahha.
i like so thick skin,
call myself adorable.
well, if i say cute,
nelson will say it means ugly but adorable.
i rather just the latter.

been talking about relationships recently,
funny how my ex boyfriend was considered my first and not second,
and how our relationship was so innocently simple,
considering i know soooooooo much now.
LOL.
i think i have been lacking in the romance department.
it's like i can remember how awkward and shy i used to be.
i kinda admire joyce and frank's relationship,
loren's and chong's one too.
but they have been through alot together.
i guess time, love, trust and commitment between the two parties will determine a couple's future.
oh yeah, the girls talked about how guys are becoming so weak,
and the girls being the more independent and strong ones in this generation.
it's quite true.
kinda weird somehow,
cos aren't the guys supposed to lead and the girls supposed to support them?
hmmm...
hopefully i will find a strong(as in emotionally and mentally) strong guy,
i don't want to deal with suicides and unstability.
i mean if it's like once or twice it's okay,
but too many times,
just say bye bye bye!
AND AND AND,
i hope my boyfriend can cook, serenade and sew!
LOL,
after the experience during suntec dance finals,
whereby we had to sew our buttons on our jackets,
i pricked my finger a million times to get the buttons on.
but he better not be lazy man,
like frankie,
he just used safety pins for joyce's jacket.
initially i was like so sweet,
but when i saw the safety pins,
i was like OH MY ASS,
that lazy monster.
hahahaha.
oops, joyce please don't kill me.

anyway, training's been fun with the people involved for city harvest new youth service performance.
i hope all my good friends will be able to come and support!
though it's far,
please show some love!!!!!
hahahaha.
funka grouping next,
hmmm... i'm thinking bout my goal for joining funka...
to win or to gain another experience?
this is so frustrating.
anyone wants me in their team?
heh.

i want to be claimed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

breakfast in the lift

scattered images of you

hahahaha, i know you all will say "ACT CUTE."

the sun's shining the path for the unseen