Days like this.

"Miss Lee, I want to press the player!"

"Miss Lee, I want to hold your hand!!"

"Miss Lee, ........................."

The constant droning of these little kids are stuck in my head. No matter how mischievious they are, they are still very adorable! My already burnt hand from Arnold's Fried Chicken @ City Plaza, was feeling way my sore then ever! Imagine 4 kids trying to hold your hand. I was literally stuck in a rut. Like what should I do? Then, I cam up with a solution, taking turns. Somehow, it has little effect on one of the boys... Cheeky!

Days like this seem to pass so slowly. After class today, I was feeling super worn out and dreading each movement I make. Just wanna fall into the embrace of my bed and sleepy like there's no tomorrow. But of cos, I can't! I had to walk that 29307349303km path to the bus-stop that has my bus, just to get home. Oh my sore body was calling out to me, but I just had to keep on walking to my destination. On the path there, loneliness kinda hit me hard. I watched the kites flying individually in the sky and I felt like I was one of them. Alone. I contemplated calling people, but I just can't find the right person. Before I get too in my head, my latest book reading collection got me busy and I totally forgot about it.

I love myself! *chuuuuu*

Okay, I am really tired, gotta wake up early for training tomorrow! Yay!

BEEEEAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTT ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

DANCE DANCE BABY!

I AM SO TIRED.

My goodness. Today's the first time I taught kids for Hiphop. Cheeky, mischievous yet super potential dancers. I believe they have a lot of potential man! One girl she has the stature of a ballerina, the other is a agogo dancing kid and the last female looked like she grew up watching Hi-5. However, I feel that the two boys in this class were the ones with a lot of potential, one has what it takes to be a bboy and the other a true blue hiphop dancer!

Seriously, I will just keep trying to impart my knowledge to these young ones and hopefully they will fall in love with dance. I know it is difficult for them to make a decision at such a young age, but seriously, I think it is possible. Check out all the young japanese kid dancers!

I remembered vividly, I was the one who chose dance when I was 5 years old. My mum brought me to a ballet studio and asked me: "Do you want to learn how to dance?" and I replied: "YES!".

Till now, dance has always been with me through thick or thin. I never regretted making that decision. Even though it is tough but Dance has taught me to persevere and has taken all the boundaries the world has set.

Today's advance class was dope. I felt so chill and relax. Reminds me of the old times, during my growing up yearss, I used to dance in my bedroom to these kinda songs. Hmm...I really want a breakthrough this year. I think I should pray to God for more revelations right now, I feel so stagnant and restless.

I am sure, this dance year will be an amazing journey. :)

Dancepointe Bi-Annual Recital

had performance at victoria theatre just now.
for dancepointe.
i would never do it again.
seriously.
alot of waiting and time wasted doing nothing,
when i can be at home studying.
and now,
i have yet to do my revision on A&P,
and i feel like sleeping......

made a lot of new friends though.
two whom i can talk on the same level with,
the rest are...
yeah.
had alot of fun with bboy alex(medium) and hanafi today!
we went to walk while waiting, shop, eat, smoke session(hanafi only, we are good kids), playing with the kids etc.
see pictures for more details!

my two new friends!
hanafi and bboy alex(medium)

In the holding area:

a lot of ballerinas

cuter ones

hiphop students.

While waiting we...

explored the star changing room.

hanafi found the Puss In Boots sword!

and we realised it's super budget!
alex was saying we can make mango pudding out of the cup. LOL.

We also...

slept :)))))))))))))

with our Santarina hats on! :D

And we made...

NEW-VERY-ADORABLE-4-YEAR-OLD-FRIENDS!!!!!!

i became a mum after that.

they were asking me to take photos of them!!

For those who have not seen me for long:

this is my daughter.

her name is ng yu yan.
(OH NO WHY NOT ZHENG!, p.s boyfriend don't kill me. LOL)

she is my favourite sotong(i mean shark.)! :)

my daughter and her friends.
they were telling me how to wear my shirt and not show my bra.
if not shame shame!
LOL.

innocence :)

hanafi stole her away a after that!

with his subcrew cap!

i got so depressed, i went on to becoming a shark. LOL.

till my second daughter came. :))))))))

i seemed to be losing confidence.
i feel greedy,
the need to get attention from friends.
i feel pretty lost from them,
it's like the term test has been swallowing me up.
i just can't wait for it to get over.
and i think it's time to buck up in dance.
yes,
i'm determined.
i'm so excited about the KL trip!
time to booooooooook.

and i saw a rat today...
and i yelped yet again!!!!!!!!
ARGH.
darn rats.