LALALA~

Hello sorry for disappearing for so long!

I went out with my Flygirls yesterday, didn't joined them for dinner but we met up after not seeing/talking to each other for soooooooooooo long! We celebrated Kat's birthday with a box full of eclairs at Clarke Quay, in some smelly spot! LOL.

Chin and Serene decided to be gung-ho and they went for the G-Max bungee jump in ClareQuay, gosh it's friggin' expensive. next time when I have money I will wanna try. Guess the experience was worth the money! Their faces/reactions were priceless though, we(the rest on the ground) had a great time laughing! Hahaha!

Next we headed to Attica Too! It was free entry before midnight, the customer relations officer, I don't know her name, but she's really nice. She invited us in and gave us free drinks! Wee! Had a blast on the dancefloor, cos it's totally ours! This time, we really freestyled and do our thing, not grinding each other, but dancing with each other! Love the feeling!

Okay, I am getting a lil bit annoying here. Hahaha. I was sharing my fun night with Baby and he was happy for me. I love it, cos he's not jealous! Plus, he's willing to inject himself with some of my happiness.


Okay I came up with some random/weird conversations with myself.

For example: I need a ride to..(some place)
Me: Dear/Daddy can send me to XXX
Dear or Daddy: Okay can I will drive you there asap. Just give me a min to start my Mini Cooper/Vespa.


I know, what the hell right. I just want a car soon so I don't have to travel on public transportation.

Oh well, more pictures soon!

Phuture Escape!

hello world!

yesterday was such an eventful day!

60% of my body hair is finally GONE!
yayness~
thanks to strip co-ed, just sign up to be a model and they will provide free waxing services done by their trainees!
it's pretty awesome, the after effects of the wax, must skin feels soft and smooth, somehow it is glowing and reflecting light at the same time.

so what are you waiting for?
go sign up now!!!

soooo i just got home from Phuture, special thanks to Fattysheep for sending me home in his car! there were tonnes of people, some familiar, most new.

the night started off with me getting burnt by a ciggarette.
damn that woman!!!
it's not like a slight touch, but it was dragged across my hand!!!!!!
ARGH!

luckily i reacted fast, i swept the ashes off my hands asap.
went to the toliet to wash as it was still stinging. soon, i started to forget about it, as there were more things happening.

alot of issues happened, and it was kinda drama, but we managed to get in after that.
kinda sad for the guys cos they came late and tickets for Phuture were sold out, Danny and Weiqiang bought Velvet Underground's tickets, but cannot go in too.
Pangyang waited for his friends, but still no sight of them though it's 2am.

so we dance dance dance in the club.
dance until this dude came up to me and said i dance very well.
then this angmoh was like "hey hey, i like you." to ahleelee, then ahleelee don't wanna dance with him, so she started battling him.
hahahaha. funny shit, everyone literally turned to look.
i can tell the angmoh enjoyed it.

that dude then wanted to tell me something again, but when he did that he accidentally XX(leaving it to your wildest imaginations) me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
sorry baby.
anyway he said: "You should continue dancing, and not stop.", i smiled at him. Thanks but unhappy thanks for the XX.

danced more and more and more.
hit guys more and more and more.
make me happy more and more and more.
got grinded more and more and more.
got digusted by the army boys more and more and more.
okay not all, but the ones that has the "i wanna feel your body up and down face." guys.
at times, when i see them dancing behind ahleelee or the girls i went with,
my face can't help but scrunch up in horror!
i think my boyfriend is the best!!
yes yes, the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dance until no more strength.
ahleelee need to go home.
sent her off, on the way this group of guys passed us by,
and pointed to me, whilst talking among themselves, "Look this girls cute.....blah blah blah."
Nicole says I'm ugly but adorable :(((((((
me so sad after that.
me so ugly.
me so ugly.
boyfriend, can tell me i'm not ugly???

we headed home after that.
was outside of the club when i saw Gerald.
yes Gerald, my NS cousin whom I haven't seen him in a long time.
anyhoo "HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and we talked.
so funny he talked to Danny too.

Danny and i later proceeded to sitting at a curb, to wait for Pangyang.
As we were waiting, this angmoh guy who just got out of the cab saw me and said: "You're beautiful."
Then he looked over to danny, who was mistaken as my boyfriend and went on.."I love her, do you love her? (Danny was like like nodding to play along. lmao.) If you don't treat her properly, I'm gonna f**king beat up you face, you know that?! I love you too."

HAHAHAHAHA.
Effing drunktards.
it was hilarious, cos we saw his friend like downing more beer into his throat after that.
oh well, but i'm always open for compliments (and love.).

i survived a dangerous ride home with Weiqiang in the driver's seat.
scary man, heard the guys views of going in a club.
LOL.

missing someone dearly,
is how i'll end this.

i need you more than i love you, and i love you to bits.

i miss my best guy friend very much (though we just met the day before.) but time was shortlived, he had to rush off and study. hopefully we can go out soon after the exams end!

okay enough of the sappy introduction, i guess i didn't mention, but i went for Uniqlo's interview on Monday and i managed to get short-listed for the second round of interviews. i really have to thank Ms Virginia Cheng(the HK communication skills tutor) for prepping me for it. you can say, the interviews went pretty well :)

headed to the library afterwards, basically i spent the entire day with myself. having some 'me' time and reminiscing the past as i walked home from Hougang Mall.

i think i left out something, that most of my Poly friends will not know, i used to walk home from school everyday to get myself in shape for prom. The walk is about half an hour to forty-five minutes long, about the same distance if you walk from Temasek Polytechnic to Tampines MRT Station.

the walk was good, i thought about the past, the memories i kept, the crushes i've had and of cos' the friends i made as i passed by my secondary school on my way home. funny how things are the same yet different. i learnt alot in there, how to protect myself and knowing who to trust. i really thank my friends for being with me in my time there, i am missing Suzianne and the rest bad.

girls and boys out there, let me ask you guys a question, haven't you wondered, how do you really know when a relationship/friendship/whatevership ends?

The Answer: When you find yourself more in love with the memories rather than the person in front of you.

True enough eh?

Sometimes we find ourselves discontented and unhappy in a relationship, but we cannot put a finger to what is the real problem. Then we start recalling the past, whereby mostly are fixations of the blissfulness that we have experienced. And... we forget that the person who is right in front of you is the same as the one in the memory, because we only remembered how happy we are then.

It made me ponder a bit on certain issues in my life, yes of cos' with my boyfriend too. I realised that I for one have been unhappy in this relationship a bit, I am not blaming him or anything, cos' I found out most of the time that I am upset and I cannot find a reason why, is because my needs are not being fulfilled.

What needs?

Recognition, affection, career, monetary, friendship... and the list goes on.

So that has nothing got to do with my boyfriend isn't it?

WRONG.

everyone just wants more and more and more. that is perhaps how the pile of issues has built up between us overtime.

at least we bothered to work it out, than to leave it hanging. hopefully, it will not happen again(the arguement on Valentine's) and we will be better partners for each other.

on a second note, special thanks to everyone for my birthday present.

jasmine yap - ferragamo Inspire perfume (i think)

andreas, iris, kat, joyce, joey, chin, bei & serene - adidas pangyang-ish hat & dustbin

joyce - notes & random korean gifts!!

nicole & ahlee - mphosis shorts & the advice on sex. LOL.

thanks to those who surprised me at my place! i was vividly surprised and horrified at the same time, cos i look plain ugly. thanks everyone for coming though, yes including beifang's brother whose name i have yet to get to know of.

pictures below!

wishes with my family

the tpde love!

clubbing the day after i'm 19.

anyway, i'm gonna be hanging out with my girlfriends tomorrow. a night fun and partying. heh.

NICOLE & AHLEE: I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS TONNES!

okay, like they will read.

ciao mamacitas~

Happy Belated Valentine's Day y'all!

love is in the air.
during the month of February,
everyone will be looking forward to St. Valentine's.
(i wonder why not my birthday!!!!)
hahahaha.
okay, i had a pretty fruitful one this year.
on Valentine's eve,
I went round the East on my sturdy legs to give out Valentine's Day presents!
Picture the long ride from Punggol to Pasir Ris to Bedok to Simei and lastly, Tampines.

i victimized certain loves of mine.
hahahaha.
all i can say is their reaction when they received their present(except iris, i gave her something else) is: GRABS IT AND HIDES IT.
LOL.
pictures below!!!!!!!!!

St. Valentine's Eve

Victim 1: JOEY CHENG

Victim 2: JOYCELYN CHEW

Victim 3 & 4: SERENE V. LIM & TAN MEICHIN

Victim 5: KATHERINE LIM

----------UNAVAILABLE COS YET TO MEET UP WITH HER------------------
VICTIM 6: LEE BEI FANG

UNVICTIMISED VICTIM: IRIS NG

YES THEY ALL GOT BARNEY UNDERWEAR EXCEPT IRIS.
hahahahaha.
super funny.
i bought them cos, it somehow suits everyone's favourite colour(except joyce's but got the naughty on hers okay!)
heh.
yet to give ahleelee, nicole-curry-puff, meimei and gin theirs.

so Valentine's day was spent at East Coast,
with a boyfriend in hand and pikunikku materials in the other.
he brought along 'XXL' mat to lay on the grass,
i was kinda embarrassed when he starting unvieling the mat.
IT'S MEGA EFFING HUGE.
both of us can lie down and there's still extra space.
bought, black pepper chicken, grapes, egg mayo sandwich(made by boyfriend), two small bottles of white wine, 1.5 litres of Mineral water, pooh bear tissue packs, Subway cookies, beehoon(his mum bought) etc.

ate alot.
felt like a pig after that.
cos basically what we did from 4pm to 12 midnight was:
eat, sleep, talk, quarrel, make up, eat, sleep, quarrel, solve the quarrel, eat, sleep, get bitten by mosquitoes, eat, sleep...
shan't bore you all with out pikunikku outing already.
peektures below!

fat face.

the quirky underwear that i got for him.

model wannabe.

giving me his heart. <3

playing foodsie.

'you sing me praises of no other.'

my long skinny pig :)

how deep is your love?

i really need to know.

our erotic picture.
WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA. it was an accident seriously.

LOL. sorry for the boobies.

gangsta chin!

PIG MAN.

sequel to IP MAN.

'the wind in your hair, is like my love enveloping you.'

hahaha! sorry to my friends who have to see this super discreet post, but it's valentine's day! enjoy(my bra too. hahahaha!).

love is you.

under the canopy of love.

snuggled up.

love in the first degree.

blue sky paradise.

if only time could pass slowly, i would make the most with you.

kaiwen's feet is tickling my armpit!!!!!!!!!!!

after the entire day of pikunikku.

i love my boy very much,
even though we argue and cannot stand each other sometimes.
he'll be there holding my hand no matter how pissed he is.
and i will be secretly feeling loved by that act.
our 4th month when February ends.
i love you. plenty. :)