hiya angels~ hEex dunn0 wat i'm feelin n0w.. hAhx.. yeah t0tally mixed up.. and tt sucks.. hEex.. oh well.. hAha.. yAy!! mr dAwn ne0 finally left us!! hE w0n't be teachin us bAllet anym0re.. mayb f0r repert0ire w0rk next year.. but by thEn.. i w0uld've quit lE.. hAhahA..=) wat can i say? ok.. alth0ugh he sucks s0metimes when he screams his heAd off.. but hE's so cuteEee~ one lEss gAy in my life.. *sighs* erm yeah.. feelin kinda d0wn.. c0s feel so left out? i dunn0 every recess it'll b like ok i'm with L6.. but i'll still b al0ne after tt.. tryin t0 lo0k for them.. yAdax2.. aiyAh.. anyway i very suibian de l0h.. c0s used to it le mah.. i g0t very pissed l0h.. everytime leave me behind then i hav to go lo0k for them? suan le.. n0w got ballet i dun wan to always keep them in mind le l0h.. everytime plan things i also nv go de l0h.. hAix.. wateva~ thx zhen bah.. i t0ld her tt le.. she faster c0me pei wo.. hEex~ shAre wo de l0neliness.. i will l0ve u f0r tt de ger! hAhax i t0ld james tt he was a go0d guy on his bday.. really mah.. he quite understandin bahx.. knw his stead de fren g0t problems very kan de kai.. alth0ugh they supp0sed to spend his bday t0gether... he all0w me to be the go0seberry.. hEhe.. i'm givin u s0me credits here h0r idi0t! l0lxXx.. k lAa... anyway.. dunn0 wat to say.. i'm like n0t so into class w0rk all these lE lo.. n0t really cl0se with them le bahx.. n i really miss nEtball.. fuck bAllet.. it has taken away my lifE!!! oh yeah.. zAizai dAmn shuAi~!~! i think i fell in l0ve with him lE ahh~~~ hahahahah l0lx.. k la dun <> lE l0lx.. but in the real w0rld i still think -.- is bEtter.. hAha.. shHhHhHh... dun say wh0 w0r!!! k la i end off le.. reAlly miss u guys!!

blastin' Katy Rose's - Overdrive

Out of bed at the crack of noon
Blare the music and have a swoon
I can't stop thinking of your face
La la lee la lee loo lace
I'm six feet under the Bhodi tree
With my crap new-age philosophy
Diamonds where there once were stars
I'm sitting in Jayne Mansfield's car

Yeah yeah I'm independence
Yeah yeah I'm borderline
Yeah yeah I'm California
My minds all screwed and upside down
But my hearts on overdrive
Yeah my hearts on overdrive
I need to take a shower when I look at you
You sting and hurt like a bad tattoo
I wish you'd change my point of view
I cruise the canyon to get some breeze
With hidden treasures up my sleeve


I like the light and hate the heat
But I'll lick the blood right off your street
Yeah yeah I'm cherry cola
Yeah yeah I'm Candy-eyed
Yeah yeah I'm California
My minds all screwed and upside down
But my hearts on overdrive

They all come here to find a scene
But end up girls on Methedrine
Naked on a TV screen
The dreams that fall beneath my feet
Make my footsteps feel so sweet
But your kisses are my fate accompli

Yeah yeah I'm independance
Yeah yeah I'm borderline
Yeah yeah I'm California
My minds all screwed and upside down
But my hearts on overdrive
Yeah my hearts on overdrive

y0zziE ppl~ cr4ppy dAy f0r mE... i dunn0 y.. t0day jus kEep.. eAtin, shittin & lAzin ar0und.. wEllx2.. n0w pf4 alL hAv stEads lE.. fEel dAmn wEird with thEm siA.. hAhx.. c4nn0t go out with thEm lE.. if n0t i'lL bE l0nely.. l0lxXx... nvm bAhx.. c0s in my hEart i wilL miss thEm dE!! hEex =)... i dunn0 lEh.. i've mAde up my mind lE.. i m giving up. i dun wAnna wastE my timE with xXx... i givE up on him d0esn't mEan i wilL accept **** la.. so dun w0rry.. i guEss bEing singlE very go0d bAhx.. hAv l0tsa freed0m.. l0tsa frEns to0.. hEex.. mAyb i rEally cann0t win hEr... truE l0h... shE's prEtty, slim & friEndly... i dunn0 wat m i, mAyb s0me retArded idi0t ppl c lE wilL 4gEt th0se kind.. hAhax.. only m0rons will ever think i'm go0d bAhx.. & mAyb my r0ttEn clAn.. hAhx.. i hAte t0day so g0ddam much... i've ruinEd every singlE thing.. my mum's bdAy, my spirits, my lifE.. i fEel so bAd... hAixXx.. whEre's my s0ulmate? thx gErAld f0r tAlkin to me jus n0w... c0uldn't hElp it.. i criEd ag4in... escAped fr0m the cr0wd.. jus lAid whEre xXx and i lAid lAst timE.. th0ught ab0ut thE past.. it's timE t0 cArry oN with lifE... hEez... w0 bu ai tA... zhEn de bu ai tA lE... hAha.. h0pe xXx wilL rEad this.. hAhx.. dA zhu t0u!!!!

blastin' The Cheetah Girl's - Cinderella

When I was just a little girl,
My mama used to tuck me into bed,
And she read me a story.

It always was about a princess in distress
And how a guy would save her
And end up with the glory.

I'd lie in bed
And think about
The person that I wanted to be,

Then one day I realized
The fairy tale life wasn’t for me.

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free. (Come and set me free)
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Oh, no, will survive,
Unless somebody’s on my side.
Don’t wanna be
No, no, no one else.
I’d rather rescue myself.

I can slay (I can slay) my own dragons. (My own dragons)
I can dream my own dreams. (My own dreams)
My knight in shining armor (shining armor) is me.
So I'm gonna set me free.

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free.
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Oh, no, will survive,
Unless somebody’s on my side.

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella,
Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar,
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free.
I don’t wanna be like someone waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
Oh, no, will survive,
Unless somebody’s on my side.
Don’t wanna be
No, no, no one else.
I’d rather rescue myself.

niha0 ah~~ fArkin bl0gger i typE so l0ng thEn dElete everythin awAy f0r mE fEel likE killin it l0h.. wAste my preci0use timE u knW an0t!!! fArk la idi0t!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hAhahA.. hmMm... k lA b0 biAn i sAy fr0m thE stArt agAin... l0lxXx..

1st 2 weeks of the scho0l h0ls, i spEnt my timE idling at h0me l0h.. tAlkin to thE f0ur wAlls, wAitin f0r ppl t0 g0 onlinE.. wAtchin mEte0r gArdEn... l0lx.. but i nv jus lAzed ar0und k!!! i wEnt t0 w0rk lEh!!! *quick prAise mE* hEez.. went f0r somE w0rk expErience.. w0rked as a chArity sAles pers0n l0h.. very t0ugh j0b ok... must prEpare f0r l0tsa setbAcks & yAda yAda.. hAha.. hmMm.. must g0 r0und sAyin this lEh:
"hEll0, i'm fr0m FLC, can i hAv a m0ment of ur timE? [ if yEs, c0ntinue rEadin, if n0.. scr0ll d0wn bAh!! l0lxXx ] We are currently d0in a chArity drivE to c0llect funds to aid br0ken fAmilies.. We are seekin out to thE public t0 hElp by d0nating a sum of $10 t0 hElp thEm, in return u'lL gEt a cAlendar n0tEpad.. It's very w0rth it! " hAha.. so mAfAn h0r..? But nvm lA.. d0 with a fEw of my go0diE frEns so quitE ok l0h.. hEez =P

3rd weEk ah.. i wEnt t0 thAiland f0r h0lidAy l0h.. in t0tAl went thEre 4 6dAys bAh. 1st 2dAys we went t0 KanchAnaburi & Ratchaburi.. weird nAmes eh? l0lxXx.. quitE fun bAh.. i get t0 ridE in a trAin lEh!!! my first timE hEez.. we r0de on thE dEath rAilway.. supErb l0h thE scenEry!! l0lxXx thE tEmples were bEautiful... s0me even mAde of g0ld lEh.. wh0a... thE "bEst" are thEir t0liets l0h.. hAv 3 to 4 m0squit0es pEi ni nia0x2 dE!! shi0k h0r?!?! l0lxXx.. thEn the rest of thE trip we hEaded bAck to bAngk0k f0r 3dAys full of sh0ppin!!! yEAH!!! l0lxXx.. our lEgs alm0st br0ke l0h.. hAha.. so mE & my mum went f0r a thAi trAditi0nal mAssage!!! l0lxXx.. vEry funny siA!! shE kEep scrEamin insidE.. i cann0t stAnd lE, thEn lAughed at hEr.. l0lxXx
so cutE mAh.. HAhahAHha.. l0lxXx.. b0ught so0OOooOOo much stuff thAt my pArent's p0ckets b0th hAv extrA lArge h0lEs.. i vEry lihAi bAh.. l0lxXx..

lAst wEek.. wEnt to chAlet l0h.. vEry go0d siA go thEre c0me bAck with xtrA things.. likE bug bitEs & rAsh!!! shi0k h0r? l0lxXx.. hMm.. actuAlly quitE fun dE bAh.. gEt t0 c al0t of shuAi ge's & thE hAlf-nAked b0ds.. hAhahA.. rEally l0h.. rAys0n & my pApa thE b0dy dAmn nice ahh~ pAtrick de als0 n0t bad.. but his skin c0lour nicer l0h.. l0lxXx.. oh yEah the fun pArt is c him drunk siA.. drunk until dAmn cutE ah!! hAhahA i stilL hAv his drunkEned pics insidE my hp.. any0ne wannA c? l0lxXx... thEy sAy i drunk lEh... think so bAh.. i dunn0 wat hAppen only knw thAt i very hAppy & i slApped zhEn & i washEd my fAce whEn zhEn t0ld me t0o.. c0s chAr & zlEx missin mAh.. l0lxXx.. thEn we wEnt f0r a trEasure hunt t0 find th0se 2 ppl.. l0lxXx.. shi0k siA.. wAlk so l0ng.. als0 cann0t find thAt tw0 piggiEs.. hEez =) quitE happy bAh.. i at thE chAlet.. l0lxXx.. hAha

lAtest news ah.. vEry siAn de l0h... **** confessed to mE.. sAy he likEs mE.. s0rt siA.. his eyEs g0t stAmp.. hEhe.. i w0n't accept him bAh.. i mEan.. if i accept him h0r.. i will b lyin t0 him & mysElf l0h.. i dun likE him.. i still likE xXx thEn like this i w0n't b hAppy.. hE als0 mAh.. so.. cann0t l0h.. hAha.. 31st August c0min so0n lE.. i must f0rget ab0ut xXx by thEn bAh.. try l0h.. it's a pr0mise to mysElf lAh.. but arEn't pr0mises mEant t0 b br0ken? hAha.. anywAy.. i think hE trEats my bEtter as a frEn l0h.. l0lxXx.. chErishing every m0ment bAh.. anywAy.. i wAn my ZAIZAI l0lxXx.. mAddiE!!! hEhe.. k lA nitE ppl!!!

blastin' Avril Lavigne's - Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...