hiEeE~ hAhax.. life still sucks as usual... bAllet.. studiEss.. wAteva~ yA kn0w? hmMm.. exAm rehersAls are next weEk and i'm still n0t stable yet.. i d0n't keep f0rgettin my stuff if Miss Ong d0esn't screAm at me 24/7.. i'm just tired.. i wish i c0uld like tAke a l0ooOoOoong break f0r just a weEk.. then i'll bE so damn satisfied.. but i guess my wish cann0t be fufilled... l0lx~ oh wEll, wat cAn i d0? l0lx~~ neway, we are playin thi angel*mortal game for netball.. so fun.. hahaha i wanna wh0 is my angel.. but it w0uld'nt be fun anym0re rite? l0lxXx.. kinda fun t0 c everyone so secretive.. hAha.. but this Lilian reveAled t0 Lydia wh0 her angel is lE!!! piAngzz.. LiliAn ahh~ l0lx.. hmMm.. dunn0 wat to do lEh.. these few dAys cann0t wake up early f0r scho0l.. causing my sis t0 get reprimanded by her discipline master.. so s0rry w0rx~ hAhaxx.. i'm kinda confused these few days.. i dunn0 over wat.. but am i n0t really sure if i really like -.- mAh.. cos it's like i reallyx10000000000000000000 dun wAnna l0se our friendship over my so called "infatuati0n" bAhx.. i als0 dun wAn to get jeal0us over smAll lil things ab0ut him l0h.. hAhaxx.. i think it's bEst t0 n0t like anyone.. EXCEPT DREAM OF VIC CHOU & EDISON CHEN bahx.. hAhahAHah.. thEy so dAmn shuAi l0h!!! wAh.. h0pe next time my lAo g0ng will bE like thEm like tt.. hAhahAHahhA~ reAlly l0h! l0lx.. n0w i'm saving m0ney to buy al0t of things siA.. i wAn my Love Storm Vcd, Poor Prince Vcd, Jay's new album, Proactiv Stuff, New Clothes.. and t0 l0se weight? hAhaha~ i'm on a diet.. a stupid diet.. t0 be slim bef0re my ballet exams stArts.. i dunn0 wat risks i am putting myself int0..but anyway.. i wanna be slim.. n0t flabby & disgusting.. hAha.. k lA.. i'll try to update as so0n as i hav free time aiight? lAter~ oh hAppie dAy~~ l0lxXx.. l0ve ya l0ts~ muAcki muAckxXx~~

blastin' Jojo's - Leave ( Get Out )

I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know when it's late at night
I hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused

When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused

I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeee-eeee-eeees
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused

haixx.. i feel like cryin.. i'm so tired.. jus really wish that time could stop f0r awhile and let me catch s0me rest bef0re chArgin t0wards the future.. t0day straight after scho0l fr0m 5pm to 9pm i hav ballet.. I'm like so dead tired rite n0w? reach h0me ar0und 10++pm c0s my dad has t0 bring my out f0r dinner, g0 back to his fact0ry [ in wo0dlands ] t0 settle s0me stuff.. me?? i really dun care tmr hav wat hmwk le.. i'm g0in to slp. thAt's finAl.. i think neEd t0 hAnd in the writing tAsk lEh.. hAixXx.. i g0 xplAin to mrs sAnkar myself bAhx.. everyday i rush here and there jus t0 fufil others wishes.. i jus wish i c0uld slp.. i wAn my slp!! give me my slp!!! others out there hAvin a greAt time celebratin the nAti0n's bdAy.. i'll be like hAvin bAllet? [ fri - bAllet, sAt - bAllet, m0n - bAllet, tues - bAllet, fri bAllet... & the circle g0es on & on & on ]

in scho0l like so siAn? hAhax.. i dunn0 leh.. i g0t a feelin pf4 w0n't last very l0ng le... jus the 0ther day when chAr asked whether wAnna g0 watch ' The Village ' i was like ' ok ' then i t0ld her to cAll m0re ppl.. i scAred mAh.. hAhahA.. thEn i sAy.. ' cAll zhEn? ' she was like.. ' zhEn g0 i dun wAnna go lE ' hAix.. i dun understAnd chAr.. wat's up with her? whenever we like s0 called nv tell her things.. she'll be like ' y0u all always nv tell me things de.. u kn0w i feel very left out mAh?? ' then n0w she like this.. mAn.. she chAnge damn fast... hAix dunn0 la.. n0wadays in scho0l.. i'm always al0ne? i think tt each & every one of us in L6 will get left out in one way or an0ther.. n0w is my turn bAhx.. zhEn was like " Sam, if u really think u're n0t in L6 le.. mAybe by then it will reAlly hAppen " mayb bAhx.. i mean.. whAt can i sAy? i g0t so much things on my mind le.. bAllet, fAmily pr0bs, scho0lw0rk, netbAll... n0w every time u still wAn me to chAse after them.. lo0k f0r them..? i'm really tired lE l0h.. feel like dr0ppin d0wn dead this instAnce.. tt's y the 0ther dAy we [ zhEn, ahmA, lydiA ] were jus j0kin ar0und when we were g0in to PS they were like.. " u wAn life or deAth? " i sAy i'd rAther die.. mAyb it's a stupid ans. yes i knw. mAyb when i really die, i'll be regrettin thAt m0ment.. c0s i w0uld hav l0st it all... my frens, fAmilies.. everythin.. but tt's my only wish n0w.. so i can be peaceful & hAppy...

hAix.. tmr hAvin netbAll agAin.. i must w0rk d0uble times hArder thAn every0ne.. i feel so bAd f0r missing so mAny less0ns.. ok tmr i'll c0me h0me deAd agAin.. wAteva.. btw, t0day i wasn't mo0dy.. i was just feelin left out. dun keep askin me why i'm mo0dy or h0w's bAllet~! if n0t i'm fArkin g0nna kill u.. whEn i recuperate & hav my strength bAck.. hAhx.. nitE all~

blastin' Ashlee Simpson's - Pieces of me

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings,I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me
Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath,
I hope it lasts

Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care
Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
Well, I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have

Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...
I hope it never goes away... yeah

On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...
So I can breathe
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...