Sometime i just feel like killing the sadistic part of myself.
Just die Sam.
Goodbye.

Back from camp.
Learnt alot.
Heard alot.
Need to improve alot.

Please help me.

When Gin asked 'What is Dance?' to me,
I replied life, passion.
When I thought about it more,
I realised its not that simple.
My love for it is greater than passion,
greater than having a boyfriend.
I am even willing to go against my parents for it.
It might seemed like I am rebelling,
but if you take Dance away from me,
I don't know if I can survive.

O School Recital X'mas Party this Sunday.
And I haven't gotten a gift yet.
God just bless me.
All I want for Christmas this year is Love.

Wee~
Went to O School yesterday.
I was pretty bored initially, so i started help Jas out at O Cafe.
Pretty soon, when the customers died down, so did my enthusiasm.
So I went to disturb Gin who was happily viewing videos on Youtube.
My bad she made me show her the dancehall choreography I did for MJC.
I could not remember the whole thing, I only managed to remember the slapping move.
Pretty soon we started sessioning in the orange studio.
HAHAHA.
It was hell fun.
She taught and told me more about dancehall and we started doing moves we saw on Youtube.
Example like the head stand plus butt shake move.
Heh, we had fun, it looked pretty funny and we were laughing like mad inside the studio.
Soon, Razmy came back from Funan and we asked him to do it too.
OH MY!
HE CAN DO YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!
Lol. So we sessioned for awhile more before heading down to Code Edge Dance Battle at Zouk.
Eh, it was alright, Zaihar was hitting the beats that night and there were tonnes of hot babes.
I was screaming like crazy for Joey when she did the popping segment with Michael.
Wow, you should have seen her, can tell she was really enjoying it.
Anyway, i'll be away for the 18th and 19th, dance camp.
So see you guys after that!!! :D

Hello people, I'm back.
Enough of the emoing. My tests are over! Wee~
Anyhow, yesterday was my first time going for Fbod's training.
Man, I really like their warm up and the system there.
It's very organized and you can tell there's alot of respect given to the seniors by the juniors.
Also, people there are really friendly and fun.
In all i enjoyed myself so much :)


I really hope TPDE people will step up.
I feel that discipline in TPDE is slacking very much and we ought to learn from the FB people.
I can feel that they're close yet t when it comes down to discipline, every single one of them will control themselves.
Bascially in terms of noise level and attention.
It's pretty amazing to see it cos in TPDE it is not like that.
I guess I would join them for sessions on Friday more.
To improve and to share :)

Oh yeah one very embarrassing thing happened to me though.
While i was doing my reggae freestyle, I so happen to do a move that required alot of pants-flexibility. Lol.
And guess what, my pants split.
I felt that I didn't do to my potential.
Oh well, it's funny though.
What's more I have a feeling they thought I was a retard.
I covered my butt and ran off to sit down.
Ugh.
Please forget about this.

I feel real shitty.
I did so badly for O School Recital.
Yes, I know I am hard on myself.
I can't help it I'm like that.
MJC concert and mid-semester tests are coming ahead.
I'm just so stressed out, I want to cry every night.
Or perhaps bang my fucking messed up head on the wall.

I wonder if I am suited to be a dancer.

Okay people.
Tomorrow's the big day.
I hope I will do well, execute my movements and follow the music.
Most importantly, remember my steps!!!!
God please save me.

I don't want to keep living in the shadows.
Am i that unapproachable?
Why is it that all my bestfriends outshine me?

Jas, we need to talk.
I guess I have been keeping this inside of me for quite some time.
Recently, its building up that its making me feel more miserable than usual.
I love you tonnes.
But i hope by improving our friendship, I should tell you my emotions.

Sorry people, I just have been really busy.
I did this quiz from Erina's blog.
I thought it was pretty cool.
I just wish to see you again.

Your Score: The Carnal Lover

50% partner focus, 52% aggressiveness, 65% adventurousness

Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:



You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance.



This places you in the Lover Style of: The Carnal Lover.



The Carnal Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, though it is often confused with terms like "player" or even "slut." The Carnal Lover is not necessarily either of those things (though sometimes is) but is instead a lover of life, romance and pleasure. The Carnal Lover is a treasure to find, though can sometimes be difficult to keep happy once found, because a Carnal Lover often loves a variety-filled life.



In terms of physical love, the Carnal Lover tends to be dynamic and driven, and can therefore be quite pleasurable. Given the right motivation, and the right lover, the Carnal Lover can be a delight in bed.



Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Surprising Lover (most of all) or the Devoted Lover, or the Liberated Lover.



Congratulations!



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Professional Wrestling




Buffy the Vampire Slayer




America/Politics





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Sometimes i feel like people take me for granted.
Seriously, I feel that people especially in **** don't appreciate me at all.





I love TPDE.
Enough said.

Hey people, just had my first recital practice on Sunday.
It was tough, i need to work on my steps and musicality.
I feel that I was the worse of the group.
Time to improve.

By the way, photos from the ghetto group!

Hey blogger, finally i'm back.
Well, there was alot going on the past few weeks.
Mainly was our Children's Aid Society Home Performance which we have been working on for the past month.
I had a blast working with my dance mates and I made quite a number of good pals.
Thank you God, for blessing me with them!
Okay maybe I should thank my weird personality.
HAHA.

Anyway after that we had dance at O School the following day.
I was close to late!
Luckily Gin was late too.
So yeah.
Heh.
At night, went to East Coast to celebrate Rinna's birthday!
Stayed over as it was a chalet and had a nice talk with the girls.

Anyhow fast forward to yesterday.
It was my first time night cycling,
and also my first time going out unofficially with my dance friends.
We rented our bikes at East Coast,
and cycled from ECP to Kallang and then to town!
I am not a good cyclist so yead, the guys and girls had to compromise and help me.
Thanks alot!
Thanks corn for your guidance.
Thanks andreas for your concern.
Thanks nelson for your repeated assurance.
Thanks kaiwen for eating my half eaten hashbrown.
Thanks joyce for aiding me.
Thanks joey for helping me clean my wound.
Thanks iris for letting me not bang her when i am going to hit her.
Thanks kat for looking good. heh
Thanks jj for leading us down the wrong path. HAHAHA
Thanks weiqiang for giving me a ride when i was injured.
Thanks andy for accompanying me at the back and also being scared of cats. HAHA.
Thanks junwei for being the last man most of the time.
THANKS BEI FANG PI FOR BEING NICE FOR ONCE. lol
I really enjoyed myself despite my injury and feeling stressed.
In fact most of the time i was relaxed.
I think I was too relaxed until i can't go straight.
HAHAHHAA.

Sorry i'm a bit tipsy.
Alcohol anf tiredness do not go well together.

Lastly, i dedicate this post to Jasmine Yap Ching Kheng.
Thank you for being my bestfriend.
Happy eighteenth, I wish you well,
and I really hope that one day you wouldn't care about your age and just be who you are.

Why do people hate so much?

After much hyped anticipation,
the O School Recital Auditions had came and gone.
It was pretty nerve wrecking initially,
however towards the end I was enjoying myself so much,
I just cannot be bothered with what I was doing.

Many of you might ask,
"What the hell are the O School Recital Auditions?"
Well, O School is a dance school (check out www.oschool.com.sg for more details.)
They are holding their very first Recital for charity.
Isn't that great?
All in the name for goodwill.
Anyhow, so you guys roughly get the idea that this audition was a dance audition.
The audition was mainly divided into Hiphop (LA and Lyrical Hiphop included), Popping, Bboying, Reggae, Jazz (Street and Lyrical Jazz).
I went for Hiphop and Reggae.
Jas, on the other hand went for Hiphop and Bboying.
Both of us managed to get into the second round of the Hiphop auditions,
to determine if we are more to the LA side or the Lyrical side.
Reggae was pretty awesome.
Seriously I didn't know what I was doing during the freestyle section,
my seniors from TP who were there said Gin went high when i did the Dutty Wine(reggae move).
HAHAHA.
I think I was high too.

After that, Jas, my seniors and I went to eat Zi Char at Victoria Street.
It was pretty good.
Maybe that was because we were hungry.
Heh.
I had fun, I hoped everyone who went for the auditions did too!

I was pretty happy to see you there.
You looked good as usual.
Watch me dance next time.

Hey guys,
I broke a record today!!!!!
Danced from 10.30 to 9 plus.
With a few short breaks today.
I hope I burnt enough calories to fit into a g-string bikini.
HEHE.

Anyway, here's part 2 of the earthquake tremors ordeal.
Was supposed to wake up at 7am this morning to go for dance.
As usual,
my alarm went off,
I got up,
turned it off,
before heading back to the comfort of my bed.
Slept for about an hour,
then sudden;y,
i felt my bed shaking.
I jolted awake and said:

Me: Mum, I felt my bed shaking!
Mum: Crazy, don't have lah!
Me: looks at the chandelier swaying in the dining room. You see, you see! I never lied!
Mum: could not be bothered to entertain me. after a few YOU SEES by me, went to look at the chandelier. Oh, really leh! continued doing her work.

Man, if Singapore has an earthquake,
I am sure she will be the first to go.
I realised Singaporeans do not know what to do when there's an earthquake.
Maybe the government could do something about this.

Today's a rather eventful day.

Firstly i woke up late,
so i was late for dance.
We did our finale dance,
it was kiddy-ish
but fun :)

Then someone received their examination results,
suddenly the atmosphere during dance was very tensed.
Everyone was anticipating for theirs.
And then my phone rang.
WOO-HOO
my results are here.

B. Accounting 1: C+
Organisational Behaviour: C+
Computer System and Applications: A
Communication Skills: B
Macroeconomics: B
Apel: Pass
GPA: 3

How funky.
I expected such results,
but still I am disappointed in myself.
I knew I could have done better.

Feeling lethargic after dance,
I headed straight home.
On the bus,
I realised i have an urge to pee.
Thank god I was reaching home soon.
As soon as the bus stopped,
I ran for home.

After peeing,
I had a "fried-ish" dinner.
I stood at the end of our rectangular-shaped dining table,
with legs wide open, thrusting my hips forward.
I felt like the table was swaying,
at first I was thinking am i pushing it?
Cos my whole body was rocking.
Then...

Dad: Man man(little sister), don't shake your leg.
Sis: But I'm not shaking it!
Me: thinks that i was pushing the table.
Dad: puts down his fork, looks at the table, before diverting his eyes towards the ceiling. OMG the chandelier is swaying!
Sis and Me: stares at the swaying chandelier
Dad: tries to stabilise the chandelier but failed, runs to our maindoor and starts opening it. QUICK GET OUT OF THE HOUSE.
Sis: follows Dad.
Me: carries my dinner, with a fork in my mouth following after. Why do we need to get out?
Dad: So we wouldn't get hit by anything.
Me: Can't we just hide in the storeroom?
Dad: Can't even squeeze inside how to hide!

HAHAHA.
End of the earthquake tremors ordeal.

You see how eventful my day is.
The other days are pretty boring I guess.
Not that I do not love Dancing,
I love Dance very much.
I guess I just wanted some extra zest/spark in my life.

I'm starting to get rather annoyed.
Maybe, I fell for the wrong guy this time.
So say goodbye to this love.
I'm sorry i neglected you, Dance.
Let's make it happen.

You're driving me crazy.
I never wanted to feel this way.
I never wanted to like you.
I shall just forget about this whole thing,
and pretend this crush has never existed.
I don't feel like taking chances,
I would rather you keep gazing at me than risking this newly-made friendship.

But just so you know,
I think I like you.

Hey people.
It has been a really busy, exciting and fun week.

Anyway I went to catch Suntec Dance 2007 Finals yesterday,
heh my very first time.
It was awesome, there were a handful of good dancers and two of the PHILIPPINE ALL STARS came down to judge!!!!!!!
Imagine my exhilaration!
I screamed like hell and had loads of fun.
Man, I hope I can compete next year!

Working hard to improve my skills :D

The videos.



Awesome dancing by In Bass.



TPDE - THE EPIC CREW! :D

This seems crazy,
but you make me smile.

Hehehe.
Sorry people.
You know I love you guys alot.
Thanks for reading the blog,
even though its so boring.

Anyway, had dance from 12 to 3pm.
Was pretty fun,
more like a bonding session.

I just watched a movie called Kickin' it Old School.
It's awesome, go watch it!

Hello there.
Since no one bothers to read my blog and I cannot be bothered to update regularly.
I shall.. write random stuffs.

Okay so i had dance for 5 hours today,
from 1pm to 5pm.
However, someone misinformed me and I reached school at 11 odd.
I feel sore all over.
By the way, we're preparing for a performance in a children's home.
Can't wait for that day!!!

Anyhow O School Recitals are coming and I am pretty nervous.
Plus Floor the Love will be around the corner soon.
So excited!

Heh.
That's all bakas!

Sensitivity issues are all i ever have,
seems like they ain't going no where.
Whenever I think of this uncertainty,
I get all riled up.
Teary, furious and confused.
Emotions all jumbled up into one.
Perhaps its the coming of the time of the month.
Or perhaps its because I have not fully regained this trust we have.

In times like this,
You step into my darkness and bring out the light.
You don't know how grateful I am to you.
You make me smile, laugh and my heart race with my little secrets.
Thank you. :)

Hello exams.
Goodbye life.

HEY HEY HEY!

It's been a long time since I posted anything.
Anyway, today's national day!
How awesome, cos it means a holiday!!!
Was supposed to go celebrate with my mates,
but I was feeling lazy/tired/frustrated
So i ended up drinking,
yeah alone at home.
Right now in fact.
It's making me feel funny.
It's a wonder how alcohol makes you feel light-hearted and happy.
Hahahaha.
TATA!

I see flies in grey
Green mosses too.
They call out to me,
just like you do too.

And I sit here and wonder,
what a dead-looking blog~
(sing in tune to What A Wonderful World please, thanks.)

Just finished reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.
Never knew it would affect me this way,
well i shall not talk more about it,
in case anyone has not read about it yet!
It is really good,
go buy it!

Samantha took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Strives for a life rich in activity and experience..." Click here to read the rest of the results.

So true.

I am feeling kinda emotional right now,
so if you decide to click close, that's alright with me.

I realised I never actually fitted anywhere.
I was always in the "leftover" category of a class,
and somehow some group has to accept me.
That was how my life has always been I suppose.
I forgot how to make friends,
forgot how to preserve the friendship.
If I were a Sim,
my social bar will be negative.

Hopefully you will get what I mean.

Enjoy :)

First modelling attempt for Dad. ( In other words, testing of camera)

Second try. :S

Fugly me :D

Handsome old man. :)

People, enjoy. :)

Jas and her winnings, $300 ADIDAS Voucher

Daniel and I

UU, W.C.O, and I. He's so kawaii!!!

Shohei, W.C.O and I

Hanai. W.C.O and I. Tall dude.

Bon, W.C.O and I. He forgot my name!!!!!!! :((

Sawada, W.C.O and I

Sawada madness!

Take, W.C.O and I. House baby!

Gin and I. She totally rocked the stage that night.
P.S She taught me reggae. :)

Gonza and I. His eclipes still rule!

Jas, Dharni and I. Man his beatbox was tight!

RYAN! THE MAN!

Jas and I. Working the camera.

I saved this picture for the last. I think he's oh-so-hot.
Haha. By the way, this is Yokoi from W.C.O.
AHHHH*drools* :P

Hey hey people!!!!
Sorry for being so dead.
I have been pretty busy this whole week with The Big roove 2007 Workshops and Concert.
I have a couple of photos to upload,
but I will do so after I get this damn wireless thing connected.
Bottomline: My internet is crazy.

Anyhow, went for Contemporary Dance today at TP Dance Studio.
It was awesome.
Ryan is the MAN.
The choreography was the real deal.
I could feel it in my skins,
right through my bones.
My soul is overwhelmed by it.
Would love to show it to you guys,
It has Mia Michaels, So You Think You Can Dance judge, vibe.
Perhaps its because Ryan went to Las Vegas to learn from her.
Anyhow, its still awesome.
Thank you for this choreography Ryan!

Oh and by the way.

STRIPES HAS GOTTEN INTO ERINA'S HEAD!!
STRIPES HAS GOTTEN INTO ERINA'S HEAD!!!
STRIPES HAS GOTTEN INTO ERINA'S HEAD!!!
STRIPES HAS GOTTEN INTO ERINA'S HEAD!!!
STRIPES HAS GOTTEN INTO ERINA'S HEAD!!!
STRIPES HAS GOTTEN INTO ERINA'S HEAD!!!
STRIPES HAS GOTTEN INTO ERINA'S HEAD!!!

Hahahaa
That was just to annoy you.
I miss you pumpkin.
We'll see each other soon i suppose.
P.S I think I killed most of your Sims.
LOL.

Stripes has seriously gotten into Erina's head.
I think she should just turn Les and oogle at me. LOL

I have been sick for the last couple of days,
so sorry for the no update.
Actually, my life's pretty much like that.
Except that I am happy.
Don't ask me why.
I'm just smiling like a real retard.
Heh.

I so can't wait for June to come.
Summer love.
Summer dance.
Summer party.
Summer hungover.
SUMMER!
Wee~

Heh.
I love you people out there.
Oh Jas I love you too.
I know random, bestie.
But hey, there's nothing wrong with that right!
It's good to spread some LOVE.
I will miss you when you go to Genting.
Please come back to go dancing and shopping with me.
Um man padme hum.
HEEE.

On Friday, Alex said a really depressing thing to me on MSN,
and he talked to me ONLY to tell me that..
I AM SHORT!
THANKS ALOT!
Lol.
Baka!

This is how I look after a long nap.

The girls.

Me trying to be a rocker with 4 pudgy fingers. :)

Flyboy totally made my day today!
lalalalalala~
I'm a happy girl!
Heh.
Okay, the funny thing that happened today was during Apel lesson.
We were in this classroom on the 4th floor, Business Block.
I noticed this HUGE fly on the OHP, near our CP,
and so i told Luke aka Flyboy beside me.
Our CP noticed the HUGE fly and decided to "sweep" it out.
However that naughty-HUGE-fly decided to play around with us,
so it flew around in the classroom.
I was seriously freaked out by it(I don't like flies),
then suddenly our CP said the fly's on your....
I thought it was on my cap,
but it turned out to be "resting" on Flyboy's hair.
AND SO I LAUGHED.
LOUDLY.
UNCONTROLLABLY.
CRAZILY.
It made me cracked up whenever i think of the scene.
It's just hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
Thank you Flyboy for making me laugh till my jaws ached!

I think I screwed up Communication Skills big time.
That is the worst.
I am supposed to do well academically.
As a promise I made my mother.
The pains in my stomach just makes me feel more crappy.
GO AWAY!
Sickening.
Constipation?

I WANT TO FALL IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha not.

Hey hey people!!!
I am sorta half dead right now.
We had CCN day in school today,
Erina and I had to go mobile, selling Konnyaku Jelly and Kueh Kosui.
It was fun, but tiring!
Charlene came to school today, she looks good in red.
Lol. I cannot believed I just said that.
Anyway, Erina and I went for lunch at Design canteen when i starting annoying her with my worries,
because of Dance.
Apparently, I didn't have to worry at all as they called me at night.
I know, I feel so retarded recalling that scene.
HAHA.
After that, I went to have dinner with Benn, Ah ma and Yuan Qi at Chomp Chomp.
Yummy. I think I am gonna fall asleep soon.
OH YEAH.
Happy Sexy Seventeen Jacq!

Fuck.
Super bad mood.
The PMS kicks in.
I do not know what is wrong with me.
I see anger, frustration, irritation and defence.
I learnt during OB that one exudes Perceptual Defence in order to protect one's values.
This is annoying the hell out of me too.
I thought about tonnes of stuff today.
I thought of making out with you-know-who again.
I thought of the night we made out.
I thought of the passion.
I thought of my disgust.
I thought of my confusing state of mind.
I thought of Suyin and Prem,
and how Suyin and I used to call him by his full name.
Premnath Son of Nadison Latchmanan the Second.
I feel much better already.

I have been eating alot.
Especially when I am not hungry.
Someone please help me.
I really hate this vicious cycle.

Today's like the Celebration of Mother's Day, Day 1.
Went over to my uncle's place and had a potluck with family from mum's side.
Ate alot, probably have put on 1kg.
Then my 5 year old cousin suddenly said this to me:
"Why you so fat one...?"
I was like..
WHAT THE?!?!
You hurt my tofu heart!
Lol.
10 minutes later, I asked:
"Why you say I fat?"
Then she replied in a cute manner:
"Your there so big."
The first thought that ran to my mind was my tummy fats,
then i saw her looking..
AT MY BOOBS.
Is it a crime to have big bosoms?!?!
I thought they had shrunk, but apparently they are still as huge.
Hahaha.
This was definitely the climax of the night.

There are plenty of ongoings happening recently.
Firstly, UNIQO, MR WIGGLES SON & WRECKING CREW ORCHESTRA ARE COMING TO TOWN!!!!!!!!!!
I so can't wait!
They will be coming down during June, hopefully by then I will have saved enough to attend the workshops and masterclasses.
Anyway, I am going through a phase known as: The influx of projects.
God save me!
Oh well, I guess this is poly life after all.
By the way, I went for Modern and Hip Hop tryouts on Wednesday and today respectively, hopefully I will make the cut!
I really want to be in Temasek Dance Ensemble!!!!!!!
Pray hard for me people!

Perhaps what you choose not to acknowledge is already there.
Perhaps you should face reality.
Perhaps you should see people as how they really are inside than materialistically.
It's a little too late I suppose.
I feel like I'm in a hell hole.

I am sick.
Not in the head(as what my mum says),
just sick physically.

I think I better go sleep now,
before I pass out.

Today's one of the most dumbest days of my life.

Firstly, I broke a glass.
As in usually I will push the glass towards the center of the table,
somehow, today I thought, the oh-so-careful me would not have any mishaps.
Then, my computer chair spinned, my arm hit the glass and down it went.
Shattering into a million individual pieces.

Next, I was changing my clothes for school.
I was supposed to throw the used clothes into the laundry basket for washing.
Yeah, I threw everything except my underwear.
My brain somehow couldn't processed my actions,
in the end, it ended up in the toliet bowl.

As you can see,
I am a very clever person.
So, next time please remember to remind me that I am holding onto your stuff,
if there is a next time that is.

This is one emo post.
PLEASE DO NOT READ.

I have never been so alone in my life.
Perhaps I did, just that I didn't realise it.

I should have know,
ever since the day I couldn't cry in front of anyone.

Someone rescue me.

Ouote Annie Lennox's Why

"I was covered up with sadness,
I was droned in my own tears,
I've been cynical and twisted,
I've been bitter all these year."

Wee~
I am finally back from camp!
The TPSU's Freshman Orientation Camp is definitely the most awesome camp I have ever had.
Bintan can never beat this.
I enjoyed myself thoroughly, even though I feel like a dead log.

I have never had so much fun, cheering, playing water games and doing really crazy stuff to earn points.
Heh, I tell you those who decided not to come, you guys really missed out!
I made a couple of friends and hopefully, we'll keep in contact :)
Oh and of course we stunk Macdonald's and the bus yesterday!
FOC OI!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll be leaving for TP's Student Union Freshman Orientation Camp in an hour.

It's better than being stuck in this hell hole.

I really really hate you for making my life so miserable.

Every time we fight,
I see the same scene in my head,
Delicate hands squeezing your throat.
You tried to fend me off,
but I know I was too strong for you.
Hysteria reeked in every corner.
Fear was the only thing you could consume.
I just want you to disappear.
Leave.
I will never forget how you ruined my life.
It is you, who made me not believe in Love.
You, who made me close off the world.
You, who destroyed me.

Just murder me before I kill you.

Everyday seems different.

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Amon-Ra Very generous, fruitful, people feel reassured around you, and willing to give their best. Colors: male: yellow, female: orange Compatible Signs: The Nile, Horus Dates: Jan 8 - Jan 21, Feb 1 - Feb 11 Role: A god of the creation of the earth; the patron god of Thebes; and the king of all the gods of Egypt Appearance: Form of a man, wearing crown with the sun disc and double feather plumes. Sometimes shown with blue skin. Sacred animals: ram, goose What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign? Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

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Yesterday night was one hell of a family gathering.

We started off by celebrating Grandma's birthday at Punggol Marina Country Club. Dinner at Punggol Seafood Restaurant. Personally, I do not really like the food there, the only two dishes that are worthy of being named are the Sambal Kangkong and the Black Pepper Crab. Even though we did not really enjoy the food, the bill was like $340 for 18 people(there were like 2 kids, 2 tweens, 4 teens and the rest were adults.)

After that we proceeded to a Family KTV on the third floor the the country club. Okay, here the real fun began. Some of us played pool for a bit, before joining the already-very-crazy-soon-to-be-going-bonkers Sparrow Room, where Cousin Clare was doing this manly rendition of a Mandarin song. It was pretty fun, I was going mad too, in a sense that I was up on my feet dancing and singing off pitch :D When the birthday song appeared on screen, everyone was like "Quick, quick, candle!!!!" In panic mode period. I reckon Grandma was happy, she was laughing so hard I was afraid her dentures might fall out. Heh. Guess what? Uncle Ron, who missed the birthday song said that we were singing the birthday song so loudly that he heard it all the way from the ground floor!

We finished partying around 11 odd, we started at 9 or so, the bill was $150 inclusive of 3 jugs of beer and another 3 jugs of fruit punch. It was pretty worth it as we enjoyed ourselves. My family got home around midnight and we were skewered, showered and we headed to Dreamland, not even Jacky Wu can keep us awake.

I love my family so so much. Can't wait for school to start!

Tagged by the oh-so-lovable Nadia :)

These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird
things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of
their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.
In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you
tagged them and to read your blog!




1. I talk to myself when I am watching movies/telly/Youtube. I will ramble on and on and on, and even break out into hysterics when it gets too funny/irritating/draggy.



2. I always poop in the morning, approximately 45mins after having breakfast.



3. I like being romanced but I am not much of a romancer. Probably deep in me yes, but on the surface HELL NO!



4. I have always hoped my parents will treasure me and treat me like their precious little one a bit more.



5. I like being surprised. Yes yes yes, just scare the hell outta me already.



6. I get excited over little things. :)




I'm tagging: Suzanne, Benjamin, Amanda, Nicholas, Siti, Zhen Hui

Hey guys, it has been quite some time since I last updated. Anway, for the past few days I have been pretty busy, it started since the first day of Floorskills Asia. Man, this event is getting bigger each year, this year bboys from all over came to join this competition. I can tell you guys, for those who have missed out this year, you guys just passed on an awesome show. If you think last year's was great, this year's is even better! Anyhow, I spent my Friday - Sunday with Ah Hong, Ah Su, Bgirl D and the Taiwanese bboys, we had a blast at the events, having dinner together, at Butter Factory and at Sentosa! Fun fun fun!

Butter Factory was fun, jas had her usual Lesbian tendacies, tried dancing with some girls and succeeded! Netty and i were "There she goes again." HAH. The Thai bboys were super funny, they did their signature dance, their one of the most comical people I have ever met! Yes yes yes, Bboy Jojo is so cute! Lol, as a transvestite that is!

Sentosa was fun, i managed to play the Luge! have been wanting to ride it for quite sometime, but the skyride was pretty freaky alright!

Yesterday, I had my first reggae class with the juniors, they are pretty alright, most of them are spontaneous and I like some of their attitudes. At least the guys bothered trying too!

Will be going to O School later for Reggae 3 Class, hope my ass/tighs/back would not hurt that much!

Have been wanting to do this quiz from Jas's blog :)

i think my parents will kill me if they ever found out i am learning reggae
the spandex, hot pants, midriff tops,
are incredibly over-exposing for my liking.
i don't know
maybe i am just paranoid due to my extra baggage.
its the culture, i respect that,
but some moves/clothes are way too shocking for my heart to handle it.
i wanna meet & dance with the Harajuku Girls,
they are amazing!!!!
someday.. i will.
its kinda weird that Singapore doesn't have a reggae scene yet,
there aren't any reggae events or whatsoever.
Japan has them, and boy are they BIG.
hopefully, i will be able to go and experience such an event in Japan one day.
toodles!

P.S You know how i used to complain i don't have a Levis? Guess what? My parents finally cave in and bought them for me! Not 1 but 2!!!! In total i spent like 200+SGD on them and I have yet to wear them. I wonder if they're worth it...? Well if it makes my ass shrinks then.. maybe. lol.

Hello people!
I have officially put on weight!
I am serious, all those late night eating/bingeing/food temptations has resulted in a layer of spare tyre!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thou shall not dwell on it, as there is dance later! YAY!
Some pics for the new year~

Second day of STEAMBOAT!

Oh-so-adorable Cousin Nicole.

She didn't want me to take her picture as she wasn't looking good. By the way that's Grams(from mum's side).

Dad and I

Cousins and two guests!

This has got to be one of the most hilarious St Valentine's in my whole life.
My otou-san(dad) questioned my sexuality!!!!!
I can't believe, i was literally choking with laughter.
Oh well, didn't do too well for my Os..
I wonder where i will go...
Turned 17.. :)

Results out this Friday.


I am so not looking forward for it.
I guess the celebrations and such can wait. i just feel like crying.

hello there earthlings!
just here to update some crap.

1. I have been immersing myself into this REGGAE CULTURE

It is pretty difficult to adapt to, especially when you see the stuff they do.

2. I CUT MY HAIR!

It is short. lol

3. Yes, and i mean it, February can wait.

I do not care if my seventeenth birthday never comes, i just do not want to face reality yet.

To all the people whom i have loved so much, thanks for whatever you have done for me and also for being there when needed.
Okay, this is getting a little emotional.
Haah, anyway every week i lose 20 years of my life, that is because this stinking cat is always prowling along the path i use when i need to get to the Mrt station.
baka neko!!!!(it means stupid cat by the way)

It is funny how we always talk about addiction.
People addicted to smoking, drugs and so on.
I never realized it could happen to me!
Yes, ME!
Seriously, I am addicted to this stinking computer and the games i installed,
to be exact THE SIMS.
I would be overjoyed if someone bought me a The Sims 2 PC Game,
period.
But, I would just be falling into a deeper chasm,
in the end, i will lose everything.
Sorry to my friends, for forgetting birthdays and not picking up calls,
I could not be bothered when I was super hooked on the game.
Sorry to my mother, for my short temperament and sudden outburst these few days.
Anyhow, I just want to tell my Dad, Happy Belated Birthday!
Lol. Okay, i should uninstall the game.... SOON...

pronounce mores
many of us would have pronounce it as the plural for of MORE
BUT the actual pronounciation is MOR rayz!
adapted from the Today newspaper.

i saw the most hilarious classified ads ever:

Looking for young, pleasant and SEX-LOOKING female waitress for Indian Restaurant.

LMAO.

you drive me crazy,
and that's how i want it to be.
i am trying not to go near you,
because danger is your middle name.
but i can't help it,
that's what i like about you.

hello earth!
once again the ever nutty butty crazy me is here again!
okay wait, i am just ranting to myself so that this dead blog will come "alive"
anyway, i have been pretty happy these few days.
i have no clue why this sudden emotional change, but i am so glad for it!
well perhaps it could be the fun time i had annoying the hell out of my sister and my mum.
see, that's what people do when they are bored!
by the way, i have just signed up for O School's Reggae Introductory Class
so excited for Wednesday to come!
Guess it'll be a pretty busy week ahead with job interviews and classes!
there's tonnes of stuff to buy, thus the need to work.
alright, i have nothing to say now, except that i feel like farting.
haha, that's so random.
anyway, my 2007 wishlist is out(i just hope it doesn't grow)!

1. Vivienne Westwood (Jewellery, Clothes, Shoes, etc. i just love this brand)
2. Guess (Clothes, handbags and shoes (:)
3. CDs! (Peaches, Goldfrapp, Tommy Heavenly/February, The Clash, The Cure, Blondie, Siouxsie and the Banshees, KISS, OLIVIA, Anna Tsuchiya and tonnes more..)
4. More Dance Classes!
5. MORE LOVE FROM MY FRIENDS & FAMILY! (You guys better read this! HAH.)

this is a very random post, I LOVE WHOEVER IS READING THIS! SPREAD SOME LOVEEEEEE!