Dance Factory

Hey guys, the studio that I am currently teaching at Dance Factory, will officially be having their Open House this Saturday on the 6th of June! Do come down and show some support for the instructors (Hanafi, Orange, Malex, Robin, Calvin etc.) and support the growing dance industry! Best of all? IT'S FREE! $.$ :)

Okay the poster will give you more details on the schdeule and location!

Do check it out and can tag on my tagboard if you guys are coming! :)

By the way, the nearest MRT station is Pioneer!

COME AND SUPPORT!

a lil bit of craziness in my life

Hello!

This week is gonna be a crazy one for me!!
Picture this, I am busy for most days but I do have short, weird timing breaks(eg. Now, 3.50pm @ TP Library.).

My schedule for this week:

Monday:
4 - 6pm School
6 - 7pm Meeting with the fly girls
7pm onwards Meet my darling

Tuesday:
9 - 9.30am Consultation @ Skin Clinic in Kovan
10 - 12noon Dance Rehearsals for Emerge
1 - 2pm Group project meeting
2 - 4pm School
7 - 10pm Training for Dancepointe Performance

Wednesday:
12 - 3pm School
3.30 - 5pm Modern Open Session @ RP
8.45pm - late Rehearseals for Emerge @ Jurong West

Thursday:
9 - 11am School
12 - 1pm Lunch with Kenny
6 - 8pm Training for Jim Beam
8 - 9.15pm Dancepointe Rehearsals @ SMU
9.15 - 11pm Emerge Training @ O School

Friday(have yet to plan finish):
11 - 4pm School

Saturday:
9 - 12noon Dancepointe Showcase
1 - 6pm Emerge
(Shall not go KO night this week! Need to study!!!)

Sunday:
9 -2pm Emerge

Hahaha! I think I am crazy I kinda like this kinda schedule, like busy and I won't be able to day-dream, build castles in the sky and question myself stupid things. Then again, if it carries on in the long-run my body will fail me and I'll get tired. Thus, I will be able to appreciate my carefree days.

Life is like that, don't you think? You will ask God, why I don't have this, I don't have that. Then when you grab hold of what He has given to you, you'll be like: "God, I can't take it anymore, it's too hard for me to handle!". That's why I feel these few weeks ahead I want to appreciate all the things God has provided for me. Besides opportunities, I really thank Him for giving me abilities, special and unique abilities that He has provided for each and everyone of us. Faith is leading me right now, and I know through faith, I can achieve greater things in store for me.

I wanna say right now, my flygirls, thank you for letting me take one step closer to my goals and dreams. I wouldn't be able to do it without you guys, not just the minimum requirement for a group but also the abilities and support each of us has given each other! I really thank you girls for that, like Beautiful Chin says: "LET'S WIN THIS THING! :-D".

I'll definitely miss my baby boy. No matter what, or how busy/tired I am, I will definitely make time for you! So don't hesitate to call me, despite the fact that you know I will be busy. Each call you make, is like a energy + love supply for me! :) I love you beautiful. <3

Like what Meiqi would say right now, let's CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!

The Obvious Reasons

This ain't the first, but I hope it'll will be the last.

I have told you countless times, my beliefs that a relationship needs a lot of communication. I find it absurd that you can wait the entire day for me to go Online, then you start talking to me. So, if I don't go Online, you wouldn't even bother to contact me at all?

VERY ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :@

Some times I wonder if I am asking for alot? These are simple acts that I have been asking for, yet I have to keep repeating my request. I can just forget about other things already.

perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

when will you learn?

some things you just have an opportunity.

a once in a lifetime kinda thing.

maybe i shouldn't care so much, i'm really tired.
i just wanna grow old with you.

400 the prequel.

Listen up Spartans!

The 400th post is here!!! It gets better with more tickles (inside joke) and dance!

Okay first things first, if you are sitting next to someone, tickle the person and see who drops to the floor first! If you are alone, find someone to tickle! Winners get an all expense paid trip to http://lo0-l0o.blogspot.com!

I love lying on your bed and tickle you at all your weak spots!

My easily tickled boy!

this is the part whereby the greatness of the hurt could not be express out by crying or talking.

Days have past and I am here to talk about it.

First things first, I'm glad that the civil war in Sri Lanka between the Tamil Tigers and militants have came to an end on the coast of Sri Lanka. People were rejoycing on the streets and celebrating it. Finally peace has come for them, they waited their entired lives for this, but those people, selfish and ignorant only caring about themselves, continued it for many years despite the civillians plea. Now, they day has finally come! So happy for peace!

These days past slowly and I got myself thinking again. Ever felt that you were close to this person, but the person does not feel the same? Where did all the effort in the friendship go to? So it was plainly based on gifts, late night talks and fame? I don't get it why people are like that. I thought there was this mutual trust, but it is all based on my one person's point of view. Seriously, if you don't like me just say, no point putting up a facade just to accomodate people around you. I don't think I did any wrong, I may not be a perfect person, but at least my conscience is clear.

I know I am not 100% pure or great in any sense, I do have bad intentions in my head sometimes when things pisses me off. However, I am not that bad to the extent whereby I CARRY OUT MY ACT. It's so disgusting to do such a thing! So what? You think everyone revolves around you and has to give in to you so that you can get the best out of it? Please la, I don't know whether you'll still change, I've told myself countless times, forgive and forget. I think by the time all these ends, the amount of forgiveness I have put into for you, I would have become a well that doesn't run dry.

Maybe things have changed, I don't know. To me the friendship is still there, just that it is in coma. I don't get it.Why it would turn out like that. I just hope that you'll know your mistakes and change for the better.

Next, I am quite upset by something that has been lingering in my heart for so long. I remembered there was once we had an arguement about it, you all said we were being too close and felt leftout. Now who's the one leaving who out? It is not as if we did not try to reach out to you guys again, I mean things were a tad bit sensitive after that, but all in all it turn out well. There goes my hopes again, I feel very 'thrown away' in a sense whereby, the 4 of you will always be the 4 of you and we whom I thought were the best girls, never existed. I know these are all my thoughts, but evidence was thrown right smack in my face. I just have to suck it up and accept it. I know some loves of mine feel the same, others who are stronger told me it's okay to move on. I don't wanna get stuck in a rut because of it either. Just swallow it up and move on.

It is very heartbreaking to be going through this time and again. I just wish my circle of friends, who I can depend on for life will appear in my eyes. I have been searching and searching but to no avail, my only comfort and listener right now is the Boyfriend. I wonder, when will they appear? Individuals with like minds, compassion, individuality, similiar goals? I hope God plants them on Earth asap!

I'm just sick and tired of all these nonsense, but I am not wavering out, I am just taking my time to overcome it and I know I will be able to. Days ahead will be going to pack and busy, perhaps by then I would have forgotten and will be too busy to think about it anymore. I wanna strive for my goals: Dance. I had a feeling this year will be a year full of self-actualisation and achievement. I don't know why I had these kinda thoughts, I believe it is a revelation and I am going to work for it. Slough it out till my skin wrinkles and muscles ache.

I am trying to revive a group that has been very important to me, I hope you guys will support and not back down. The only reason why I didn't want it at first cos I wanted to try something new, something that I had faith in too. I hoped for all of us to be in, but there were too many complications and I could not make any particular decisions cos I know I will be ousted if I did. But you see, nobody will be able to see this, except me. So, please stop assuming what so ever,I tried my best but this is life, it doesn't go the way you want it to.

Sorry for this major post! It is just everything that I have been bottling up. I caught a cold over the weekend and I ain't feeling too good. Oh yeah, I danced to a praise song in church over the weekends too, it had been an amazing experience!

Last thing before I go, the dance studio that I am teaching a will be having their openhouse on the 6th of June, details will be posted up again. I hope you guys will come as I will be having a FREE REGGAE DANCE trial class! Hahaha! Support the dance industry yo! Other instructors include, Hanafi, Malex, Orange and Robin! I will post the details later, so remember to keep your day free! :)

LALALA~

Hello sorry for disappearing for so long!

I went out with my Flygirls yesterday, didn't joined them for dinner but we met up after not seeing/talking to each other for soooooooooooo long! We celebrated Kat's birthday with a box full of eclairs at Clarke Quay, in some smelly spot! LOL.

Chin and Serene decided to be gung-ho and they went for the G-Max bungee jump in ClareQuay, gosh it's friggin' expensive. next time when I have money I will wanna try. Guess the experience was worth the money! Their faces/reactions were priceless though, we(the rest on the ground) had a great time laughing! Hahaha!

Next we headed to Attica Too! It was free entry before midnight, the customer relations officer, I don't know her name, but she's really nice. She invited us in and gave us free drinks! Wee! Had a blast on the dancefloor, cos it's totally ours! This time, we really freestyled and do our thing, not grinding each other, but dancing with each other! Love the feeling!

Okay, I am getting a lil bit annoying here. Hahaha. I was sharing my fun night with Baby and he was happy for me. I love it, cos he's not jealous! Plus, he's willing to inject himself with some of my happiness.


Okay I came up with some random/weird conversations with myself.

For example: I need a ride to..(some place)
Me: Dear/Daddy can send me to XXX
Dear or Daddy: Okay can I will drive you there asap. Just give me a min to start my Mini Cooper/Vespa.


I know, what the hell right. I just want a car soon so I don't have to travel on public transportation.

Oh well, more pictures soon!

hurt

After many sleepless nights and countless thinking, I have decided on something that you and I share. I was afraid initially, cos it could mean risking everything we have and losing whatever we have yet to get. I don't know what lies ahead, whether things will change, but I have faith in us. I really hope you share what I have to.



I want this relationship to work, simply because I have fallen deeply in love with you. Many people out there probably think that love can easily be replaceable, but once you found your soul-mate, best friend, lover, how can you ever say that?



I am filled with fear now, what tomorrow will bring, even though you said just be normal, but you know your super-worrisome-think-alot-girlfriend, will just think alot. Lol. You know I just talked to you for some help, but somehow it just turned cold. Your words.



Don't know what to do anymore.



It was supposed to be a determined yet happy post. Seems like I have to pick myself up again. I hoped you would support and love me the same or even more. :(

It has Taken me with It.

I feel kinda sick after having my first Carl's Junior. Don't know why, it made me nauseas and all I taste is bitterness.

Anyway, I went to catch Taken alone after much persuasion by bff Jas, Xuehui etc. All i can say is, it was an AWESOME show, the best this year in fact. It has action, emotion, thrill and slapstick comedy. My face contorted alot of times, from smiling ear to ear to a scrunched up frown, tense with anticipation. Halfway through the show, I found myself gripping the handles of my seat, biting my index finger raw and sore. Teared a couple of times during the movie. Guess this is what happens when I watch such a show alone. HAHA! Anyhoo, I wouldn't mind catching this show once more it is JUST AMAZING!

Sypnopsis:

Former government operative Bryan Mills begins the longest 96-hours of his life--and the hunt for the fearsome organization that has taken his daughter Kim. Mills had only recently given up his government career as what he calls a "preventer" to be near Kim, who lives with Bryan's ex-wife Lenore and her new husband. To make ends meet, Bryan joins some former colleagues for special security details (like guarding a pop diva), but most of his time and energy are spent re-connecting with Kim. Bryan's familial goal is nearly derailed when Kim requests his permission to spend time in Paris with a friend. All too aware of the dangers that could lie ahead for Kim in a foreign land, Bryan says no, but Kim's disappointment leads him to very reluctantly relent. Bryan's worst fears are realized when Kim and her friend Amanda are suddenly abducted--in broad daylight--from the Paris apartment at which they've just arrived. Moments before Kim is dragged away by the as yet unseen and unknown assailants, she manages to phone Bryan, who begins to expertly piece together clues that will take him to the darkness of Paris's underworld, and to the City of Light's plushest mansions. He will face nightmares worse than anything he experienced in black ops--and let nothing and no one stop him from saving his daughter.

This show kinda reminds me of the many encounters I had with perverts/molesters/weirdos in my life. I trust too easily and too much some times, that people take advantage of it and where do I end up? On the losing end.

When I was about 6, going to some corporate building together with my parents. We were together in the life with some big shot and his bodyguards. I don't know if he was trying to play with me or what, he started touching me. I was wearing a cute little midriff thingy (well, I was young!). He started to touch my bare stomach. I didn't know what to do. To scream? Tell him off? Mum tried shielding me with her bag, but it didn't help much. My dad? Didn't even notice me. It kinda shows how pathetic I was, in such a situation and my parents couldn't help much.

When I was in Primary 4, this weird guy from school started stalking me. He would follow me to this before and after school care place EVERY SINGLE DAY. On days where he failed to show up, he was busy stalking my other friends, going to their homes, stealing their underwear! Sick eh? I still remembered once, I got so scared, I ran all the way to the centre and he of cos, followed suit. My care person helped me and from then on, he didn't show up. Thank goodness!

I was around 15 when I met this psychotic ass on the bus. We boarded the same bus, 136. I was on the way to meet my sister at her school and he was... stuck on trying to get his dirty hands on me. I was sitting on the outside of an empty two seater seat, there were many seats available but he chose to sit next to me. I didn't realise this of course. So I proceeded to let this oily stinky guy sit inside. I sat a small distance away, cos I didn't wanna touch him . Lol. I started noticing that his hand was doing something weird... Like coming nearer and nearer towards me. I started freaking out then, luckily I had the outside seat advantage and I stood up fast and alighted at my stop. I thought that was the end of it. Until I saw him coming down the bus too. Too bad, stupid molester, I think he thought I was going home, so he can rape/molest me under the block of flats. I headed to the school instead and I think he was surprised and decided to look for more preys.

So guys/fathers/guy friends, if your female friends/girlfriend/daughter is going back home alone or anywhere. Please escort them! You don't know how dangerous the world is, especially with such people existing on Earth. Even though it is troublesome, you can do alot more when you send them off. Rid geeting girls into such situations and please anyone if you happen to notice weird behaviours, do something! Before others get it too.

I am Hugo, You are my Boss

HELLOOOOOOOOOOO PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Haven't been blogging for ages. Sorry about that. I wanted my love-filled poset for the previous entry to remain as the main article for discussion. Love-u love-u desu! HAHAHA. However, as you know, Life, is like that. We have to move on and get over the past. Not stuck in a bind, staying like that forever.

Anyhoo, I was supposed to meet my beloved Erinanako today! BUT BUT BUT, I overslept till 11am(we were meeting at noon.) and I told her i'll be late. So she went to do some stuffs, and in the end she can only make it at 1pm which is quite pointless when you put 2 Aquarians together for endless catching up. So we're meeting next week instead! Okay, I promise I'll wake up earlier! :)

This week is going to be an exciting week for me. I am quite hyped up about the projects I have in school. Our clients include, AVIS, Nike & Ben & Jerry's! Wee~ I'm like working very hard at night these days to not waste time while I am suffering from insomnia. Kat, Marcus and Daron, your ex-groupmate will do you all proud! Lol. Though it is pressurizing and such, I really wanna do my best, score well so that I won't have to worry later.

Another highlight would be, I finally got to contact Hanafi and Malex for our upcoming showcase together with Orange from NRA! I cannot wait to learn house from Jack Han who's bringing his House. Lol! Get it? Plus, know the rest of them! It's so exciting to dance with new people everytime, you get to learn and experience what their dancing lifestyle is like. Anyway, the dope Jack Han said TPDE people house not bad! AHHAHAHA! (psssst, i showed him our Open House performance.) He says our basics are there :D I think ours is the American style, cos we jack too much, while his is the Japanese style, crazy techniques and footwork.

I learnt that different people have different perceptions of jacking, for example Caleaf said that when you don't jack you're not doing house. On the other hand, Terry said, it is not a neccesity to jack all the time. I think it depends on individual style, just do what you wanna do! Anyway, dance has no wrong or right, just ways to improve all the time.

Okay, I think this is going to be a major post. Today, I went to Silver Corner by Nouveau @ Tampines to get my baby something. Somehow I felt like I was shopping for an engagement ring! Felt so awkward!! HAHA~ Anyway, I wonder when my ring will come *HINT HINT*

Anyway, we cooked for dinner today, Seafood Aglio Olio! Yum! :) Sorry for the major long post! See you guys!