On Friday, Alex said a really depressing thing to me on MSN,
and he talked to me ONLY to tell me that..
I AM SHORT!
THANKS ALOT!
Lol.
Baka!

This is how I look after a long nap.

The girls.

Me trying to be a rocker with 4 pudgy fingers. :)

Flyboy totally made my day today!
lalalalalala~
I'm a happy girl!
Heh.
Okay, the funny thing that happened today was during Apel lesson.
We were in this classroom on the 4th floor, Business Block.
I noticed this HUGE fly on the OHP, near our CP,
and so i told Luke aka Flyboy beside me.
Our CP noticed the HUGE fly and decided to "sweep" it out.
However that naughty-HUGE-fly decided to play around with us,
so it flew around in the classroom.
I was seriously freaked out by it(I don't like flies),
then suddenly our CP said the fly's on your....
I thought it was on my cap,
but it turned out to be "resting" on Flyboy's hair.
AND SO I LAUGHED.
LOUDLY.
UNCONTROLLABLY.
CRAZILY.
It made me cracked up whenever i think of the scene.
It's just hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
Thank you Flyboy for making me laugh till my jaws ached!

I think I screwed up Communication Skills big time.
That is the worst.
I am supposed to do well academically.
As a promise I made my mother.
The pains in my stomach just makes me feel more crappy.
GO AWAY!
Sickening.
Constipation?

I WANT TO FALL IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha not.

Hey hey people!!!
I am sorta half dead right now.
We had CCN day in school today,
Erina and I had to go mobile, selling Konnyaku Jelly and Kueh Kosui.
It was fun, but tiring!
Charlene came to school today, she looks good in red.
Lol. I cannot believed I just said that.
Anyway, Erina and I went for lunch at Design canteen when i starting annoying her with my worries,
because of Dance.
Apparently, I didn't have to worry at all as they called me at night.
I know, I feel so retarded recalling that scene.
HAHA.
After that, I went to have dinner with Benn, Ah ma and Yuan Qi at Chomp Chomp.
Yummy. I think I am gonna fall asleep soon.
OH YEAH.
Happy Sexy Seventeen Jacq!

Fuck.
Super bad mood.
The PMS kicks in.
I do not know what is wrong with me.
I see anger, frustration, irritation and defence.
I learnt during OB that one exudes Perceptual Defence in order to protect one's values.
This is annoying the hell out of me too.
I thought about tonnes of stuff today.
I thought of making out with you-know-who again.
I thought of the night we made out.
I thought of the passion.
I thought of my disgust.
I thought of my confusing state of mind.
I thought of Suyin and Prem,
and how Suyin and I used to call him by his full name.
Premnath Son of Nadison Latchmanan the Second.
I feel much better already.

I have been eating alot.
Especially when I am not hungry.
Someone please help me.
I really hate this vicious cycle.

Today's like the Celebration of Mother's Day, Day 1.
Went over to my uncle's place and had a potluck with family from mum's side.
Ate alot, probably have put on 1kg.
Then my 5 year old cousin suddenly said this to me:
"Why you so fat one...?"
I was like..
WHAT THE?!?!
You hurt my tofu heart!
Lol.
10 minutes later, I asked:
"Why you say I fat?"
Then she replied in a cute manner:
"Your there so big."
The first thought that ran to my mind was my tummy fats,
then i saw her looking..
AT MY BOOBS.
Is it a crime to have big bosoms?!?!
I thought they had shrunk, but apparently they are still as huge.
Hahaha.
This was definitely the climax of the night.

There are plenty of ongoings happening recently.
Firstly, UNIQO, MR WIGGLES SON & WRECKING CREW ORCHESTRA ARE COMING TO TOWN!!!!!!!!!!
I so can't wait!
They will be coming down during June, hopefully by then I will have saved enough to attend the workshops and masterclasses.
Anyway, I am going through a phase known as: The influx of projects.
God save me!
Oh well, I guess this is poly life after all.
By the way, I went for Modern and Hip Hop tryouts on Wednesday and today respectively, hopefully I will make the cut!
I really want to be in Temasek Dance Ensemble!!!!!!!
Pray hard for me people!

Perhaps what you choose not to acknowledge is already there.
Perhaps you should face reality.
Perhaps you should see people as how they really are inside than materialistically.
It's a little too late I suppose.
I feel like I'm in a hell hole.

I am sick.
Not in the head(as what my mum says),
just sick physically.

I think I better go sleep now,
before I pass out.