Today's one of the most dumbest days of my life.

Firstly, I broke a glass.
As in usually I will push the glass towards the center of the table,
somehow, today I thought, the oh-so-careful me would not have any mishaps.
Then, my computer chair spinned, my arm hit the glass and down it went.
Shattering into a million individual pieces.

Next, I was changing my clothes for school.
I was supposed to throw the used clothes into the laundry basket for washing.
Yeah, I threw everything except my underwear.
My brain somehow couldn't processed my actions,
in the end, it ended up in the toliet bowl.

As you can see,
I am a very clever person.
So, next time please remember to remind me that I am holding onto your stuff,
if there is a next time that is.

This is one emo post.
PLEASE DO NOT READ.

I have never been so alone in my life.
Perhaps I did, just that I didn't realise it.

I should have know,
ever since the day I couldn't cry in front of anyone.

Someone rescue me.

Ouote Annie Lennox's Why

"I was covered up with sadness,
I was droned in my own tears,
I've been cynical and twisted,
I've been bitter all these year."

Wee~
I am finally back from camp!
The TPSU's Freshman Orientation Camp is definitely the most awesome camp I have ever had.
Bintan can never beat this.
I enjoyed myself thoroughly, even though I feel like a dead log.

I have never had so much fun, cheering, playing water games and doing really crazy stuff to earn points.
Heh, I tell you those who decided not to come, you guys really missed out!
I made a couple of friends and hopefully, we'll keep in contact :)
Oh and of course we stunk Macdonald's and the bus yesterday!
FOC OI!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll be leaving for TP's Student Union Freshman Orientation Camp in an hour.

It's better than being stuck in this hell hole.

I really really hate you for making my life so miserable.

Every time we fight,
I see the same scene in my head,
Delicate hands squeezing your throat.
You tried to fend me off,
but I know I was too strong for you.
Hysteria reeked in every corner.
Fear was the only thing you could consume.
I just want you to disappear.
Leave.
I will never forget how you ruined my life.
It is you, who made me not believe in Love.
You, who made me close off the world.
You, who destroyed me.

Just murder me before I kill you.

Everyday seems different.

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
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Amon-Ra Very generous, fruitful, people feel reassured around you, and willing to give their best. Colors: male: yellow, female: orange Compatible Signs: The Nile, Horus Dates: Jan 8 - Jan 21, Feb 1 - Feb 11 Role: A god of the creation of the earth; the patron god of Thebes; and the king of all the gods of Egypt Appearance: Form of a man, wearing crown with the sun disc and double feather plumes. Sometimes shown with blue skin. Sacred animals: ram, goose What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign? Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

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Yesterday night was one hell of a family gathering.

We started off by celebrating Grandma's birthday at Punggol Marina Country Club. Dinner at Punggol Seafood Restaurant. Personally, I do not really like the food there, the only two dishes that are worthy of being named are the Sambal Kangkong and the Black Pepper Crab. Even though we did not really enjoy the food, the bill was like $340 for 18 people(there were like 2 kids, 2 tweens, 4 teens and the rest were adults.)

After that we proceeded to a Family KTV on the third floor the the country club. Okay, here the real fun began. Some of us played pool for a bit, before joining the already-very-crazy-soon-to-be-going-bonkers Sparrow Room, where Cousin Clare was doing this manly rendition of a Mandarin song. It was pretty fun, I was going mad too, in a sense that I was up on my feet dancing and singing off pitch :D When the birthday song appeared on screen, everyone was like "Quick, quick, candle!!!!" In panic mode period. I reckon Grandma was happy, she was laughing so hard I was afraid her dentures might fall out. Heh. Guess what? Uncle Ron, who missed the birthday song said that we were singing the birthday song so loudly that he heard it all the way from the ground floor!

We finished partying around 11 odd, we started at 9 or so, the bill was $150 inclusive of 3 jugs of beer and another 3 jugs of fruit punch. It was pretty worth it as we enjoyed ourselves. My family got home around midnight and we were skewered, showered and we headed to Dreamland, not even Jacky Wu can keep us awake.

I love my family so so much. Can't wait for school to start!