hey y0x ppl~ l0ng time since i came here. erm.. the past week was kinda t0ugh & fun all the same. yeah, so0Ooo many tests.. can u imagine? h0w can we cope. i mean, couldn't the teachers like seperate the test days waAaaay away fr0m one another? anyway the exmas are in a weeks time, h0w short can tt be? oh well, i better pull up my socks and start muggin real hard. ugh. it's so irritating when ur like tryin real hard to concentrate but b4 u knw it u hav drifted off to some weirdo land. i can't just stop thinkin about him. mayb i'm a psycho or somethin. so yeah guys, u knw i'm a psycho.. muahahahaha~ i'm comin to get u~ l0lx.. aiight, but i dunno.. am i for real? is he* wat i want? is it just infatuation? i can't judge him for nuts sake cos i'll be like so biased? yeah, wat to do? i'm such a freak. *freakofnature* sometimes i really feel that i l0st something everytime i c0ntinued living in this world. why is that so? i hate someone who despise fat ppl, i hate ppl who scream at me for no reason, i hate ppl who are just downright annoying, i hate cats, i hate rats, i hate flies, i just hate being me.. but i do love myself for some reason or two. i can't possibly hate everythin of me rite? l0lx. i knw i'm retarded. so why bother readin my blog? l0lx. ok i shall cut sh0rt the craps that i was hoping to continue. heex
last sat, i went with zhen,ah ma & lydia to bugis. well, yeah i br0ught $40 for me to spend and as usual i spent m0st of it leavin myself with like $2?? l0lx.i bought this really nice taupe velvet pants so really co0l tops and i bought lydia her bday pressie. that gal, she's so hyper. she kept hinting us on wat to get her for her bday pressie.. bleahx~ we aren't that stupid.. lolx. and yeah, we did some 'feminine' shopping for ah ma as her mum said she has to dress more femininly.. lolx.. i say this really nice skirt at OG i think i might ask my dad to bring me there to buy it =pPp yes i'm a cheapo.. so wat's ur business? l0lx.. aiight i shall end here. goodnitex. love ya all~

hiyA~ i'm back again.. well, haven't been bl0ggin much.. d0n't have the mo0d to d0 so.. l0lxXx.. but oh well i'm here again.. hmm.. l0tsa stuff has been g0in round here.. lydia went to sjc f0r her prefect's attachment thingy, teacher's day celebrati0ns which was a few days ag0.. and yeah.. m0re importantly.. my damn sprained ankle.. h0w the hell did i sprain it? go0d question.. it was on friday, when we had dance rehersal at Palai Studio.. that damn small ro0m.. i w0nder h0w we are g0in to d0 our exam there.. well, matter of factly, i came late c0s nob0dy knws where that damn place is.. alright, i shall st0p cursin it.. l0lxXx.. anyway, i didn't stretched and do my warm up pr0perly, and as i was d0in my d0uble piroquettes, i went over my ankle and twisted it.. the dumbest part was.. i was in a state of sh0cked so i didn't knw where did it hurt.. and ended up icing the wr0ng part.. h0w stupid can i get? so h0px1000 all the way h0me i went.. i had gastrics that nite to0.. terrible pAin n the ass.. wat the hell.. i mean st0mach.. yeah oh teacher's day it was quite fun.. i skipped less0ns, went r0und playin, hahaha.. tellin the Mdm Lee that i had my peri0d and needed to g0 to the washro0m [ ok, lame xcuse, but wth~ ] so yeah, we had fun, d0in wanky stuff.. and damn Somu sucks.. big time she sc0lded me, char & suz c0s we weren't all0wed to g0 near the recepti0n ro0m.. man i think she failed eng to0, she d0esn't knw the meanin of PERSONALLY~ ok wateva, like i give a damn ab0ut her.. anyway it was quite fun.. went back to skps with carla haha.. she lo0ks like a h0t chick nw.. wait, she has always been the chick.. guys were like staring at her.. i dunn0 where.. l0lx.. i was f0rced to g0 to harry's place with her.. but thank g0d that qig0ng sinseh saved me.. i w0uldn't wanna walk int0 their ro0m and catch th0se 2 l0vebirds making out.. l0lxXx.. well there aren s0me other stuff i w0uld wanna say.. but n0t here i guess.. i dun wanna lEt the wh0le world knw.. anyway, i've been thinkin.. d0 i reallyx2 likE -.-? if i d0.. w0uld i ever stand a chAnce? i dun wanna break our friendship ya knw.. but i'm so curi0us... wh0's that girl in his heart? must be s0meone worth fighting f0r.. i dunno.. l0vin him fr0m a distAnce...

blastin' The Rasmus's - First day of my life

Feel like I'm stoned
wanna be alone, just for a while, unknown
Weeks on the road a long way from home
just shut off the phone

And you say I'll heal you,
I'll always be yours
and you say I'll kill you if I do something wrong
yeah, yeah, yeah ,yeah, yeah, yeah

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still fells like the first day of my life

Remember the times
together we swore, never give up this life
still hanging on, still going strong
here I belong

And maybe I'm crazy
but I just can't slow down
And maybe I'm crazy
but at least I'm still around
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still fells like the first day of my life

Feels like the first day of my life,
(feels like the first day)
Still feels like the first day of my life

Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my
still feels like the first day of my
still feels like the first day of my life