hey y0x ppl~ l0ng time since i came here. erm.. the past week was kinda t0ugh & fun all the same. yeah, so0Ooo many tests.. can u imagine? h0w can we cope. i mean, couldn't the teachers like seperate the test days waAaaay away fr0m one another? anyway the exmas are in a weeks time, h0w short can tt be? oh well, i better pull up my socks and start muggin real hard. ugh. it's so irritating when ur like tryin real hard to concentrate but b4 u knw it u hav drifted off to some weirdo land. i can't just stop thinkin about him. mayb i'm a psycho or somethin. so yeah guys, u knw i'm a psycho.. muahahahaha~ i'm comin to get u~ l0lx.. aiight, but i dunno.. am i for real? is he* wat i want? is it just infatuation? i can't judge him for nuts sake cos i'll be like so biased? yeah, wat to do? i'm such a freak. *freakofnature* sometimes i really feel that i l0st something everytime i c0ntinued living in this world. why is that so? i hate someone who despise fat ppl, i hate ppl who scream at me for no reason, i hate ppl who are just downright annoying, i hate cats, i hate rats, i hate flies, i just hate being me.. but i do love myself for some reason or two. i can't possibly hate everythin of me rite? l0lx. i knw i'm retarded. so why bother readin my blog? l0lx. ok i shall cut sh0rt the craps that i was hoping to continue. heex
last sat, i went with zhen,ah ma & lydia to bugis. well, yeah i br0ught $40 for me to spend and as usual i spent m0st of it leavin myself with like $2?? l0lx.i bought this really nice taupe velvet pants so really co0l tops and i bought lydia her bday pressie. that gal, she's so hyper. she kept hinting us on wat to get her for her bday pressie.. bleahx~ we aren't that stupid.. lolx. and yeah, we did some 'feminine' shopping for ah ma as her mum said she has to dress more femininly.. lolx.. i say this really nice skirt at OG i think i might ask my dad to bring me there to buy it =pPp yes i'm a cheapo.. so wat's ur business? l0lx.. aiight i shall end here. goodnitex. love ya all~