what a bummer
the exams are here and i am mugging like crazy
well, i am partly at fault for not doing revision beforehand
but today's biology paper was a killer!
oh my gosh mr rashidin!! why are you killing us!?
what makes it even more dreadful is that i am having the time of the month
after so long i finally experience the pain of cramps again
horrifying indeed.

i do not know what to believe anymore
who to trust
where to head
seriously, i do not know the meaning of existence anymore
is it possible to relive the good old memories?
no
people change
and so do i
perhaps i am more suitable to be alone.
i bet you think so
i bet you think i am annyoying
full of shit
such a self-centered bitch, slut,whore
whatever rubbish things you can say about girls
you relate them to me.
perhaps i am
but have you ever thought how i feel?
no
you only live in your small little world
that is what i dislike about humans
they tend to forget the soon-to-be-invisible support next to them
all hail new pillars for them to depend on

i always thought this world is beautiful
until my third eye opened
and i saw the realities of life
humans are scarred with errs
world filled with disasters, attacks etc.
i do not want to be like them
i want to fight it
hah.
too bad for you, who thinks i will fall

my mother reckons i need to buy a T-shirt that states
I AM HAVING MY PERIOD
what a clever idea