disturbed
it rings in my head
the words that you said
are them meant to be hate?

haunted
the emotions from you
what were they trying to do?
to stab, to wound
or to kill?

mess
such a mess
like a tangled web
just that it isn't as fragile
just that it is made from chains

pain
what pain?
hollow is my calling,
numbness is my middle name.

insensitivity
bears its fruit on your tree
who is there to destroy it?
you?
or me?

selfishness
is perched on your window
lingering like there's no tomorrow.
hanging onto you,
clinging tightly.
adding to your sins.

what tomorrow?
there was never a tomorrow.
just like a doll,
you were taught to follow.
same old rountine,
day and night,
same old thoughts,
run through your mind.

can't stand,
i am too weak.
can't sleep,
its haunting me.
can't feel,
the numbness override.
can't hope,
the faith has disappeared.

what am i?
what am i?
what am i?
someone tell me what am i?
someone.. just save me..