i love...

i love the smell of brand new leather,

the smell of a new start, a new beginning,

the smell that reminds me of city skylines and skyscrapers,

the smell that brings me present memories with you.

i love the smell of paper bags,

yes, those brown little things that you get from McD's or Starbucks.

there's something inexplicable about this smell.

perhaps it was a long lost childhood memory that i have forgotten,

but it never fails to en trail me.

i love the smell of McD's washing hand soap.

i know, i know.

as weird as it seems,

it makes me feel clean.

perhaps i am really suffering from OCD.

oh well what the heck.

you know what i dream about?

a lifestyle together,

living together,

cuddles, hugs and warm kisses.

doing the laundry,

cooking for each other.

i wonder if it's still possible?

since young, i guess the 'living alone' idea has crossed my mind many a times.

the independence,

the freedom is what i have always earned for.

until i found someone that i wanna be together with my whole life.

i have asked you,

but there were many reasons why you can't.

of cos i am a little sad and disappointed.

but i have to respect your decision, like how you respected mine.

sometimes i wonder,

are we really in for it?

or am i really alone?

there are so many differences that we have always tried to compromise with.

be it religion, upbringing, friends etc.

and we're still going strong.

and i hope we stay that way,

cos i really do love you.

you may think things have changed,

or like things are different now.

but i am still the same.

Love is Patient and kind;

it does not seek to please itself, nor does it delight in evil, but is always hopeful