hiyA go0d ppl~ hmM... thEse few days.. l0tsa thingiEs happEned... but onE thing f0r surE tt it's ovEr is thE EXAMS!!! thAnk g0d.. hEhe~ l0lx.. kindA c0nfused... i dunn0 wat i'm thiNkin.. wat i'm d0in.. alL i wanna d0 is slp... i miss xXx al0t... i dunn0 y lEh... n0w listEnin to [ blink's i miss u ] makin it w0rse sia... aiyEr... fucked up life.. i fEel so guilty... i dun wan to causE sk so much pr0blems... it's likE he's suffeRin c0s hE wans t0 bE with mE.... i fEel so fuckin bAd... frEns say... accEpt him, hE's nicE to u... but my hEart d0esn't wanna brEak thE frEnship wE hAve... i mEan.. i dun thiNk i'm go0d en0ugh f0r him.. i kn0w it';s stupid to thiNk this way... but i sEri0usly thiNk i suCk... hAixXx... s0meb0dy savE mE!!!! i've l0st everythin i've g0t, n0w it's timE to eArn thEm back... i'm tryin rEally hard t0 grab h0ld of thEm... it hits mE oncE & flEes off thE next... fuckEd up life.. whEn will this st0p? everythin i've g0t n0w is mE, mysElf & i... nvm la.. l0lx.. i'm powerw0man.. hAhahAh~ s0 bhb... *paisEh* l0lx... hMm... currently thinkin of blah-x... dunn0 wanna tEll him mAh... l0lxXx... eh... n0wadays likE g0t l0ts of tai ji.. zhEn the 0ther day g0t "callEd" by an ah liAn fr0m scho0l.. s0rtz dE.. say shE dia0 thEm... sia0 lo.. wh0 so frEe g0 lo0k at thEm... tmd~ stilL say wat dEcidin slAp hEr.. i actuAlly vEry w0rried for tt sia0zab0r de... but thEn h0r... latEr i g0 find hEr whEn they stilL sEttling thE pr0blEm shE was likE "i w0n't lEt thEm slAp mE dE" hAha.. go0dx2.. shE already vEry angry with thEm lo... c0s thEy calL hEr xialAn... l0lxXx... mAd gAls... hMm... but zhEn sh0uld appreciatE her frEns n0w bah... l0lx.... whEn i t0ld bingcha0 thEy alL ab0ut zhEn thE pr0blem.. thEy were like " lEt's go & hElp zhEn" wah.. so wei da h0r... thEn even the sia0x2 weiming als0 wanna call thE nchs the gAng.. hAha~ sia0lia0.... thEn zhEn stilL g0t hEr yingtiNg & j**** t0 bAck up.. wah.. bigx2 gAng... l0lx... dun w0rry lA.. we alL very guai de... not say vEry naughty la... l0lxXx... hMm... these few days muSic is my life lo.. depending on it t0 survive... hAha.. h0pe it's useful... miss s0me ppl al0t.. hAixXx.. dun wanna think ab0ut it lE... smilE everyb0dy.. hEhe~ muAcki muAckxXx.. miSs yA all!!!
[xXx] s0rry for the 0ther day at stArbucks... didn't mEan to be s0 rudE.. but tt timE feel dAmn weird c0s only gAl.. neEd zab0r likE u t0 pEi mE mah.. l0lxXx... pAisEh...

blastin' Dido's - Whiteflag

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

y0x everyb0dy!! hMm.. t0day dunn0 y g0t mo0d to bl0g leh... ytd g0t al0t of things happEn bah.. mAyb that's y... ytd wE g0 compass mAh.. actuAlly wannA g0 play bbAll dE but thEn s0 lEss ppl g0in, so wE g0 starbuCks find thEm l0... thEn sit thEre study maths... *sibEh guai ritE?* l0lx.. thEn zhEn, suz & ahma g0 find bryan c0s of thE "dEar" plan.. l0lx... n0w i think hE very scarEd of us lE.. everyday harass him.. hAha.. dEar~ l0lx... sibEh sad.. tmd~ farkin USA dunn0 h0w to v0te izzit... lA t0ya l0nd0n sing so0o0o go0d lo... thEy g0 kiCk hEr out... mAkE me wanna cry lE la... hAhax... & erm.. xXx ah.. in c0ffEe bEan thE thing h0r.. i didn't mEan t0 b s0 rudE t0 u la... vEry s0rry l0... thE bingcha0 say i trEat u likE d0g likE tt.. wah sEh... likE i vEry bad... i dunn0 lEh.. vEry bad ah.. k la.. nExt timE trEat u bEtter.. hAha... blah-x g0t talk to mE... s0o0o happy~ l0lx... signin off t0 lAla lAnd lE... nitE y'all... l0vE ya!! muAcki muackxXx...

blastin' Joss Stone's - Fell in love with a boy [ go0d catch ]

Fell in love with a boy
I fell in love once and almost completely
He's in love with the world
And sometimes these feelings can be so misleading
He turns and says, "Are you alright?"
Oh, I must be fine cause my heart's still beating
Come and kiss me by the riverside,
Sarah says it's cool, she don't consider it cheating

Oooh ooh ooh [x4]

Red hair with a curl
Mellow roll for the flavor and the eyes were peepin
Can't keep away from the boy
The two sides of my brain need to have a meeting
Can't think of anything to do
My left brain knows all of love is fleeting
He's just lookin for somethin new
I said it once before but it bears repeating

Oooh oooh ooh [x4]

Can't think of anything to do
My left brain knows all of love is fleeting
He's just lookin for somethin new
I said it once before but it bears repeating

Oooh oooh ooh [x4]

Fell in love with a boy
I fell in love once and almost completely
He's in love with the world and sometimes these feelings can be so misleading
He turns and says, "Are you alright?"
Oh, I must be fine cause my heart's still beating
Come and kiss me by the riverside
Sarah says it's cool, she don't consider it cheating, oh

Don't go telling all my
Don't go telling all my
Don't go telling all my lies on Sarah
Don't go telling all my
Don't go telling all my
Don't go telling all my lies on Sarah

Ooooh oooh oooh [x4]

Can't think of anything to do
My left brain knows all of love is fleeting
He's just looking for something new
I said it once before but it bears repeating

Oooh oooh oooh [x4]

Gonna tell you what's on my mind
I'm gonna tell you what's on my mind
Cause it bears repeating

hEy ppl... I had this urge to blog here today, and i will.... I realised that after i broke up with xXx, i have m0re frens, as the saying g0es, whEn one do0r cl0ses an0ther opEns... we sEemed to be better off as frens... and i have suddenly taken a liking for blah-x, we just seemed to click even th0ugh we haven't talked for ages.. [ about 2yearS? ] a little bit feelings f0r him... a little still for xXx.. so mixed up & confused.. I've been trying to divert my attenti0n to blah-x... It was successful, I've like only friend - friend relati0nship for xXx n0w? I jus dun feel the l0ve anym0re... & i dun rEally kn0w if i wannA dig it back out agAin... But i dunn0 y this very day, i missed xXx al0t... ALOT.... ALOT... It's driving me nuts... I dun like the feeling, i dun like misSin ppl!!!!!! hAhahA~ but yEah i'm stilL the samE ol' crazy mE.. jus a little stressed fr0m the exams.. wh0 cares? i l0ve the stress hEhEhehE~ i'm crazy... miSs ya l0ads xXx... hAha... infatuati0n... *wo0tw0ot*

blastin' Twiggy's - On my own [ peeps wanna hear tt s0ng can ask fr0m mE, twigg u r0ck the hell outta my w0rld.. l0ve ya!! ][ writtEn & comp0sed by twiggs, he sent me this s0ng to heal my br0ken heart.. it helped.. thanks! ]

Dream, I'll dream of you, I'll dream of us, fade away
Pain, It'll never go, Its part of me, need a cure
Numb, numbly depressed, I'm getting dressed, to depress
Lost, i'm not myself, I'm paranoid, no surprise

Now I'm all alone,
Gotta struggle to survive,
And I'll start to wonder,
How I'll make it on my own

Fake, fake smiles and joy, put up an act, i'm appalled
Tears, my only friends, they'll only leave, when you're here

Rose, A Crimson Rose, it signifies, your beauty
End, is this the end? I'll wave goodbye, with a tear

y0x ppl... im kinda wo0zy rite n0w.. so i w0uldn't be sayin much.. jus had s0me wine... my sis says i'm already half drunk.. i dunn0.. haha.. feel so high n0w... any0ne wanna r0ck de h0use? l0lxXx... hMm.. jus talked to that bastard jus n0w.. anyway, i dun gv a shit lo.. whEther u regret stEadin with mE or wats0eva.. pls la.. dunn0 leh, thinkin back, dunn0 whether i really l0ve him mah.. like pls l0.. so fast like an0ther gal le.. like cheatin my feelins say wat shit, huh.. like her since 2 years ag0... aiyah crap la... wat eva l0.. lo0k at my face, d0 i care? No. hahaha~ feelin damn high lo... bEin single de feelin is s0 shuang.. likE a bird.. nExt time lo0k at shuai gE w0n't so guilty lE... hahahaha~ alth0ugh n0w i still feel abit JIAN to like an0ther guy lo.. but wh0 cares ab0ut that jErk? hahaha~ i'm smilin =).. hey syed, i'm smiling like an idi0t rite n0w.. haha... feelin h0rny? hahahaha~ l0lx... had so much fun this week, eh.. can say i f0rget ab0ut him le.... hahaha, or m i jus drunk? i dunn0 leh... w0ozy po0zy.. l0lxXx... hahahaha.... raped s0me guys [ ivan 7 bingcha0... my wife leh ] l0lxXx... hahaha~ kinda fun... ivan so cute sia... l0lx.... yuEn tuck practically to0k off his pants... we g0t pics of him... hahah rape. rape. rape!!!! bingcha0 also hav pics.. so po0r thing sia my la0 po.. nvm la... la0 po they jeal0us of ur b0dy mah... hahaha... po0r thing leh they all, s0me more is gals rape!!! hahaha... l0lxXx.. went out t0day with F4.. fun sia... l0ng time nv like this le.. m0rnin go swimming, then go VJC, then g0 marine parade, thEn g0... orchard, then g0 istana [ i first time g0 in w0r ], thEn g0.... compass.. saw the 1e2' 03 there.. haha fun bunch man... all crazy pE0ple... l0lx... g0t a henna tatt0o... did i tell u this - VJC al0t of shuai gE!!!!!! ahahahha... chi0 bu also al0t w0r.. hMm... co0l scho0l sia.. hahaha... fundae f0r me.. g0nna study like n0w.. but dunn0 h0w to c0s im half drunk.. hahahaha... jus study la babe.. l0lx.. k la, i g0 le.. if n0t later i talk to myself.. l0lx... nite cutiEs~ l0ve ya!

blastin' Groove Coverage's - Mo0nlight Shad0w

Moonlight, Moonlight...
Moonlight shadow

The last that ever she saw him
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
He passed on worried and warning
Carried away by a moonlight shadow

Lost in a riddle that Saturday night
Far away on the other side
He was caught in the middle of a desperate fight
And she couldn't find how to push through

The trees that whisper in the evening
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
Sing a song of sorrow and grieving
Carried away by a moonlight shadow

All she saw was the silhouette of a gun
Far away on the other side
He was shot six times by a man on the run
And she couldn't find how to push through

I stay, I pray
See you in heaven, far away
I stay, I pray
See you in heaven, one day

Four A.M. in the morning
Carried away by a moonlight shadow
I watched your vision falling
Carried away by a moonlight shadow

A star moved slowly in the silvery night
Far away on the other side
Will you come to talk to me this night
But she couldn't find how to push through

I stay, I pray
See you in heaven, far away
I stay, I pray
See you in heaven, one day

Moonlight, Moonlight...
Moonlight shadow
Moonlight, Moonlight
Moonlight shadow

Caught in the middle of a hundred and five
The night was heavy and the air was alive
But she couldn't find how to push through

Carried away by a moonlight shadow
Carried away by a moonlight shadow