hiyA go0d ppl~ hmM... thEse few days.. l0tsa thingiEs happEned... but onE thing f0r surE tt it's ovEr is thE EXAMS!!! thAnk g0d.. hEhe~ l0lx.. kindA c0nfused... i dunn0 wat i'm thiNkin.. wat i'm d0in.. alL i wanna d0 is slp... i miss xXx al0t... i dunn0 y lEh... n0w listEnin to [ blink's i miss u ] makin it w0rse sia... aiyEr... fucked up life.. i fEel so guilty... i dun wan to causE sk so much pr0blems... it's likE he's suffeRin c0s hE wans t0 bE with mE.... i fEel so fuckin bAd... frEns say... accEpt him, hE's nicE to u... but my hEart d0esn't wanna brEak thE frEnship wE hAve... i mEan.. i dun thiNk i'm go0d en0ugh f0r him.. i kn0w it';s stupid to thiNk this way... but i sEri0usly thiNk i suCk... hAixXx... s0meb0dy savE mE!!!! i've l0st everythin i've g0t, n0w it's timE to eArn thEm back... i'm tryin rEally hard t0 grab h0ld of thEm... it hits mE oncE & flEes off thE next... fuckEd up life.. whEn will this st0p? everythin i've g0t n0w is mE, mysElf & i... nvm la.. l0lx.. i'm powerw0man.. hAhahAh~ s0 bhb... *paisEh* l0lx... hMm... currently thinkin of blah-x... dunn0 wanna tEll him mAh... l0lxXx... eh... n0wadays likE g0t l0ts of tai ji.. zhEn the 0ther day g0t "callEd" by an ah liAn fr0m scho0l.. s0rtz dE.. say shE dia0 thEm... sia0 lo.. wh0 so frEe g0 lo0k at thEm... tmd~ stilL say wat dEcidin slAp hEr.. i actuAlly vEry w0rried for tt sia0zab0r de... but thEn h0r... latEr i g0 find hEr whEn they stilL sEttling thE pr0blEm shE was likE "i w0n't lEt thEm slAp mE dE" hAha.. go0dx2.. shE already vEry angry with thEm lo... c0s thEy calL hEr xialAn... l0lxXx... mAd gAls... hMm... but zhEn sh0uld appreciatE her frEns n0w bah... l0lx.... whEn i t0ld bingcha0 thEy alL ab0ut zhEn thE pr0blem.. thEy were like " lEt's go & hElp zhEn" wah.. so wei da h0r... thEn even the sia0x2 weiming als0 wanna call thE nchs the gAng.. hAha~ sia0lia0.... thEn zhEn stilL g0t hEr yingtiNg & j**** t0 bAck up.. wah.. bigx2 gAng... l0lx... dun w0rry lA.. we alL very guai de... not say vEry naughty la... l0lxXx... hMm... these few days muSic is my life lo.. depending on it t0 survive... hAha.. h0pe it's useful... miss s0me ppl al0t.. hAixXx.. dun wanna think ab0ut it lE... smilE everyb0dy.. hEhe~ muAcki muAckxXx.. miSs yA all!!!
[xXx] s0rry for the 0ther day at stArbucks... didn't mEan to be s0 rudE.. but tt timE feel dAmn weird c0s only gAl.. neEd zab0r likE u t0 pEi mE mah.. l0lxXx... pAisEh...

blastin' Dido's - Whiteflag

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be