spinning spinning
my vision has gone hazy
this whirlpool,
this blackhole,
is sucking me in.

pictures of memories,
the shattered past,
and the short-lived present,
have come to bid goodbye.

i dance in circles
like a merry-go-round.
listening to the inaudible melody
playing inside my very own jukebox.
bass beats flow throughout my body,
feeling it, feeling this,
something so sacred and precious
that's only meant for me.

longing, longing
this desire to hold you,
is killing me.