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I've been pretty busy lately and I have many things to update about, for example Bangkok Trip 2009, filming for KFC commercial, training for Hair Show showcase, hanging out with JJ at Orchard Central etc.

I am just too tired and plain lazy to do it right now, just wanna muck around in bed, fall asleep and live in my dreams. I really hate this part right here, this period of moodswings just before my period starts. Moodswings + Tired = VERY PMSY. I still know how to control la, but I feel so uneasy and frustrated all the time. I have tried very successfully to keep my cool, except for that one time with Mum, I completely blew up and WW3 almost occurred.

I can't stand it when people touch my things now.
I hate it when the Boyfriend 'plays' with other girls.
Can't take it when he doesn't give in to me (very selfish i know).
I will get pissed when I talk about irritating people.
Can't stand some people.
Cannot stand myself even more.
ARGH.

Okay, I must just psycho myself to think that periods are a good thing.
Hurhurhur.

I feel so unloved.

All the best to Appendix D and the other TPDE teams!