the road to solitution

I don't know what to say.
For something like this that shouldn't have happened.
It's like everything that built up, went all the way back to square one again.

Nobody bother to see, just sticking to their own opinions and actions.
Sometimes, I really don't see a point in it.
I don't know why I keep allowing myself to get pulled in.

Just imagine, the things you said and done to someone you love,
and that moment was the deciding factor to make or break it,
it could have been your last with the other party.

Why don't people take chances in that moment?
Grab hold of opportunties, instead of living life in regret.
I want to make the most of life, before it gives up on me.

I'm planning for the future already, I don't know if it'll happen,
but I know for certain parts of my life, I am unsure if it'll stay the same.

I read this book by James Patterson just the other day,
Suzanne's Letters for Nicholas.
It touched my heart, I recall the book saying.
In life, there is a rubber ball and the rest of them are glass balls.
What are the glass balls?
Health. Family. Friends. Relationships.
Rubber ball?
Work.
Dropping one glass ball means shattering everything, but the rubber ball will always bounce back no matter what.
Okay, I know I don't explain things well, but I hope you guys who read understand what I am trying to say.

I think it just hurts when the people that matters most in your life do not bother at all.
Ah, freakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.