Tuesday, September 22, 2009

6 days more to You and I

These days past so slowly, like how the long nights of winter are coming to stay, like the wait of the maiden, for her soldier to return.

Week 3 of the intership and I am already looking forward to more holidays and the week of Week 16. Goodness, I don't even know if I am able to survive the working world right now. I mean, I am able to do my tasks and such, but I wished hours can be more flexible and the environment more fun. Seeing how a company works makes me wanna be a student forever! Geez, I shall stop complaining and get on with the next 72 days.

Yesterday was Karaoke madness at Beibei's! Okay at least I was mad and enjoying myself, my lungs were getting a breather which I felt rather refreshed for the start of the week! Okay, back to Beibie... It was her 21st big bash, I realised I forgot to hug her :( Major booboo! The food was awesome, the cake was dope and the company was great! I hoped she had a great time despite being so busy and uncoordinated! Lol. 21st birthdays are so expensive. I'm gonna work hard and save all my money so that I will be able to pay for it!

Anyway, Daddy bought me my new phone! I owe my parents alot of money now. $480 to my Mum, $178 to my Dad, so much so that I am going to get a 3rd job! Meiqi (thank God for her!) asked me if I wanna tuition a Primary One kid English, and I was like "Okay!". It's near my place and the time slots are flexible! Yeah! If I have that job, I will be holding on to three jobs now! Whoa! I need to be a superwoman soon!



Aside from all those worldly issues, I find myself questioning the relationships that I have. No matter where I go, I will never fit in. Always the "extra" in any group of friendships that I have. Even though I tried my best to put in effort in all of them, but somehow, people will not remember me. It is always them and some other people, them and someone else. I am not saying this out of hurt/feelings or what. I just took a sit back and observed everything that's going around me. I really feel that the only people who will be at my funeral is my family... and perhaps Kaiwen. I don't know how to say this, I just felt that it does not matter who I bother about anymore. Cos' no matter what, that person will find someone else in the end. Guess my true friends are the ones that will bother to understand all this shit? Haha. I don't even get it in the end. Oh well, this is Life.

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