in despair

I am not angry.
I am hurt, upset and insecure.
I couldn't do anything about it just now as I still had to be professional and teach.

Insecurity sets in, I ain't thinking too much, it's just that certain things that was said and done made it this way.

I just hope tomorrow will be a better day for you and me. :)

This song expresses how I feel.
Ahn Trio - All I Want

Too many times, I have wondered
What all the tryin' is for.
You come around, I feel so down
I'm gonna drown
'Cause I know that you've fallen short

But do you know?
Doesn't change
The way I feel 'bout you, at the end of the day
'cause I know, that I all I want is what you got.
All I want, is what you got.

Too many times, I have wanted
To turn around and walk away
Knowing deep inside, I can't provide
What I need from you, anyway

Do you know?
Doesn't change
The way I feel 'bout you, at the end of the day
'Cause I know
That all I want is what you got
All I want is what you got

Tell you that I wanna go
But I wanna stay
Tell you that I wanna go
But I wanna stay
Tell you that I wanna go
But I wanna stay
I wanna stay
I wanna stay
I wanna stay

But I know I'm gonna lose myself this way

I wanna stay
I wanna stay
I wanna stay

But I know I'm gonna lose myself this way

Do you know?
Doesn't change
The way I feel 'bout you, at the end of the day
'Cause I know
Aall I want is, what you got
All I want is what you got

But this
Romantic
is all
I got