i don't know how to put this

You know how it feels like to be balancing on the edge of the road shoulder, you have to look ahead and be very straight and still. Walking with confidence on this long narrow road ahead. I feel like that now, minus the confidence and I am stumbling all over. I hopeits cos' I am tired, PMSy and all the shit. I don't get it, why do I have to constantly put down myself every time when the period's nearing? It is a vicious cycle that I am sick of.

I wished I had more friends, good friends, best friends, whatever. I know I am not very sociable, neither am I initiative, plus I have this major traffic jam face. It just refuses to soften. I ain't pretty, neither am I slim, I am straightforward (tone down al lot already loh!) and not many people like that. I wish my social circle will broaden and for me to open up more. I don't know why I always clam up whenever I see people, I get nervous and eh yeah... So if you wanna make friends with me, I am pretty open! Haha, like self advertising.

This week was a really lonely one, thanks to Ah Lee Lee and Beibei for spicing up my weekends. I really gotta thank Ah Lee for inviting me to the OTT gathering with the other girls, it was the first time this week I had so much fun! Thanks you all~ Beibei, thanks for hanging out with me today! Sigh sigh, now money issues are a big problem!

OH YEAH! Speaking of which, ReVogue, the payment is here, so can someone text me their account number so I can transfer one of you the money? We transfer one by one can? If not will be very taxing on me. Okay, you all don't read this blog anyway. Hahaha!

2 more days! Hope my baby can pacify me for the whole of the next few weeks. My love supply, happiness supply, comfort supply and money supply. LOL! Kidding. I just want him to accompany me. One week was long! :)

Okay, I love the 6 readers who read my blog today. LOL.

Bunny hop out~