I AM TALKING TO MYSELF IN THIS POST.

things have changed.

i am going to be stronger for myself, i can't just depend on someone for the rest of my life. i may not be a perfect person, but i know i'll do my best at everything i have at hand. I am hurting, but who am I to blame but myself? For being insensitive and spouting those hurtful words. Just like how I get over many faults in the past, I have to forgive myself and start over. It will probably take time, loads of time in fact, but I just have to do it. I need to love myself, before I can love you.


there's many things i hoped it would happen, but it never did. you know how as a kid you wished for many things like santa to come, but he never did.


wishlist:
-watch x-men: wolverine
-someone to serenade me
-endless love
-dance career
-happiness
-assurance
-care and love
-friends :)
-discipline

baby, i'm really tired of trying all the time. it doesn't mean i have given up. i just need...

keep moving on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!