Happy 6th Months!

This is specially dedicated to my darling :)

Hello baby, time really flies doesn't it? It's been 6 months since we first got together. This 6 months was a long and ardous process, brimming with good memories and bad. We got to know each other inside out in such a duration and everyday I feel that I am learning somthing new about you. Perhaps you did not realise, but I found myself looking at you everyday. Seeing the way you touch your Botak head, how you long and skinny fingers hold a bottle and the way you mouth contorts when you feed me. It is an art to me, how you move, is deeply imprinted in my head,making me miss you when you are not around.

You were there for me when I am at my lowest and when I am happy. Everytime I spend each moment with you is a happy one. We don't have to talk, your presence is enough to fill me. So much so that, everytime shit happens, I think of you and happiness surge through my veins once more.

I love the way you laugh, curved lines guide your smile upwards and your eyes show me that you are genuine in your actions. I love the way you walk, a slow slouch, breaking into an occasional run. I love the way you hold something, the way your finger grabs an object is so magical. I love the way your butt is so bouncy, it makes me laugh when I see strong vibrations on your basketball pants. I love the way you smell, its so distinctive and it gives me a longing to see you. Lastly, I love the way you love me. :)

Baby, thank you for this 6 months, it has been an awesome journey with you. It is like a discovery route, letting me know more about myself and more about you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, through thick and thin, through joy and despair. You are the one that fills me and appreciates me for who I am. It doesn't matter anymore, what we do or not do. I just want to enjoy every moment spent with you.

I'll always remember this conversation on the way home from Bedok 85, our first dinner together:

Kaiwen: Promise me you'll never leave me.

Me: I promise I'll never leave you.

Thanks for loving me.

I love you. :)