Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Hey hey,
it's been quite some time.
I have tonnes to update!!!!!
Anyway, I just came home from TBg training,
Gin's style changed again.
I feel the need to go for LA classes every Thursday at OSchool.
Can you believe it,
we learnt 4 eighths in like 2 hours?!?
There were like a hundred steps in it though.
Its challenging, but I like it.

Had Dance Orientation 2008 on Saturday.
I had fun working with Kevin,
we like MSNed the night before for some ice-breaking games.
Its really fun, cos Kevin was funny shit.
Heh.
Thanks Kat, Steph and Nelson for helping out.
And of cos AH LEE!!!
Wow, I was trying to avoid her gaze,
had the urge to call her real name,
when she was acting as a fake freshie.
Anyhow, Effing rocks big time.
HAHAHA.
I feel quite sad,
the Group Leaders' didn't managed to perform our Mass Cheer.
It goes like this:
DENG DENG DENG DENG
Don't tell TA MAMA
I'm EFFING like a PORNSTAR
na na na na na.......
LOL.
I had to give mad props to Kaiwen Banks and Royston Klum,
they were like stars of the show.
Hella funny bumbos.
HEHE.
The Mass games were fun tooo.
I had no idea why are we doing it,
I mean there isn't any prize or anything,
and we still followed their instructions,
which were damn lame.
Anyhow,
DOC 2008 was a success!!!!

What exactly am I expecting?
Return of feelings?
You don't even care about me, the way I do about you.
Should I just give up?
You don't know how a simple phonecall can make me happy.
Or how you are willing to send me off will make me fly to the moon.
I guess I'm just falling.
Deeper and deeper into this abyss.
I can't blame anyone but myself for it.
It's not about the hurt,
but I'm just willing to take this risk,
grab an opportunity.
This is how much you mean to me,
do you even realise it?
Will you give me a chance?
Try going out with me?
I wished to ask all these,
but boy am i so afraid.
Afraid that you would just drift further away from me.
Don't you understand?
We are striving to become better in the thing we are passionate about,
so why can't we work together?
On most days I think of you,
the rest of it will be spent on trying to get you outta my head.
I kept telling myself move on,
but why does my heart and mind say no?
I just pray for a chance,
the on day you would give me the green light to ask you out.
Haha, fancy that coming from a girl.
This is bad.
I still like you,
alot.
You could be my sweetest mistake.

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