Sometimes I really wonder what am I here for.
I preach about faith.
And I'm losing it fast.
I don't wanna fall.
It's just that your ignorance really hits me hard.
I have never felt so ugly in my life.
Someone just give me a hand,
pull me up from all these falling debris.
I'm stuck in a rut.
I can't help feeling like this.
When it comes to emotions,
all of me just falls apart.
Are you still in love with her?
What's with this jealousy that I don't understand.
You never say anything about you anymore.
I don't get it,
why am i still waiting.
Oh you don't know how much you mean to me.
I think I'm just ugly and tomboyish and just FUCKING UGLY, fugly for short.
Goodbye.

You don't know how many times I said goodbye to you in my heart.