Wednesday, September 24, 2008

as the bird god dictates, this is one chapalan post

it's been a couple of days since com-based training started.
it's like so friggin' early in the mroning luh!
i have not been getting enough sleep.
always end up sleeping in weird places,
TP dance studio, bus rides and O School.
anyone care to lend me your shoulder/stomach as pillow?
lol.

anyhow,
decided to try a different style some days back.
my mum reckons i've gone mad.
think colourful and adorable.
ahahahahha.
i like so thick skin,
call myself adorable.
well, if i say cute,
nelson will say it means ugly but adorable.
i rather just the latter.

been talking about relationships recently,
funny how my ex boyfriend was considered my first and not second,
and how our relationship was so innocently simple,
considering i know soooooooo much now.
LOL.
i think i have been lacking in the romance department.
it's like i can remember how awkward and shy i used to be.
i kinda admire joyce and frank's relationship,
loren's and chong's one too.
but they have been through alot together.
i guess time, love, trust and commitment between the two parties will determine a couple's future.
oh yeah, the girls talked about how guys are becoming so weak,
and the girls being the more independent and strong ones in this generation.
it's quite true.
kinda weird somehow,
cos aren't the guys supposed to lead and the girls supposed to support them?
hmmm...
hopefully i will find a strong(as in emotionally and mentally) strong guy,
i don't want to deal with suicides and unstability.
i mean if it's like once or twice it's okay,
but too many times,
just say bye bye bye!
AND AND AND,
i hope my boyfriend can cook, serenade and sew!
LOL,
after the experience during suntec dance finals,
whereby we had to sew our buttons on our jackets,
i pricked my finger a million times to get the buttons on.
but he better not be lazy man,
like frankie,
he just used safety pins for joyce's jacket.
initially i was like so sweet,
but when i saw the safety pins,
i was like OH MY ASS,
that lazy monster.
hahahaha.
oops, joyce please don't kill me.

anyway, training's been fun with the people involved for city harvest new youth service performance.
i hope all my good friends will be able to come and support!
though it's far,
please show some love!!!!!
hahahaha.
funka grouping next,
hmmm... i'm thinking bout my goal for joining funka...
to win or to gain another experience?
this is so frustrating.
anyone wants me in their team?
heh.

i want to be claimed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


breakfast in the lift

scattered images of you

hahahaha, i know you all will say "ACT CUTE."

the sun's shining the path for the unseen

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