with really random people,
like andreas, kat, iris, pangyang, meiqi, ahlee, jj, melissa, hazrul.
hahaha, weird combination right.
anyway it was ladies night, so the girls got in for free,
we had an additional 5 drinks, YAY!
the guys had to pay like $25 which is like giving free money.
i mean the music is okay,
the crowd was alright,
and there were transvesites and gays....
so yeah, not much hot chicks either.
so poor thing.
HAHAHA.
that night was hilarious cos,
melissa took over ahlee's role as the crazy girl that's in her own world.
she was like holding the podium, and dutty wining like crazy.
ahlee was tired lah, but i think both of them can fight man.
meiqi as usual, dance a bit then tired. HAHAHA
managed to have a small cypher.
it's quite pathetic,
bboy pawprints did HIPHOP!
oh my ass~
okay, this time round not only did we own the podium again,
we also owned the dance floor,
cos after awhile everyone was looking at us,
and we had ALOT of space.
LOL.
woke up at 11am,
left the house ten minutes before noon to meet
revogue, nelson and andreas.
discussed about our upcoming church performance and we learnt bboying!
oh my ass,
so friggin' tiring!!!!!!!!!!!
i keep thinking, i must be like hazrul/dope bgirl when i'm doing.
to portray the FEEL, you know?
glad that i had fun.
the lack of sleep made me pissed with myself,
iris too i suppose, cos she was crying.
HAHAHA.
cheer up girl, sleep early!!!!
went to O School,
joined Gin for her reggae class.
was quite stressed cos i cannot afford to make mistakes!!!
and i'm like super tired,
so i had to force myself to keep awake.
i really enjoy helping her teach the reggae course.
it's fun and i get to learn new things :)
it's quite an experience,
being an instructor assistant.
hopefully in the near future i will be good enough to stand beside a dope dancer and be their assistant too.
someone like...rino nakasone.
HAHAHAHA.
lyrical recital thereafter,
ryan's really mad.
he comes up with these weird choreography that i am so in love with.
hee~
i really wanna do well for this recital!
i came to realised that,
after steeping into poly,
i became more straightforward in terms of facing my emotions.
in the past, i tend to bottle everything inside,
how much i care for people, how much i want to be there for them,
i was to embarrased to say it out.
but now, i finally said it out,
it's tough, difficult and weird.
i felt so naked,
but knowing that your friends know how much i care for them,
its a very soothing feeling.
i know this friend of mine is going through a tough time right now,
facing his problems and people who opposes him.
i think you should not think so much,
you're looking into too many details.
people don't hate you,
i think they just dislike certain actions that you are doing.
since you have already apologised to a handful of us,
i think you should talk to the others about it too.
we have already forgiven you,
and you have the chance to repent.
so fret not, we'll try to understand you.
but you must know that the impression you left in other's mind/hearts is already there.
and it takes time to change it.
so don't give up.
andreas tan, we;ll be here for you!
:)
a photo i forgot to upload in the previous post.
badd and bimbo reliving their childhood :)
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