HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

the eve of his birthday started out with me having my plans with him.
secret plans,
which he spoiled cos he ended class early and caught me by surprise!
wanted to do his birthday amazing race style,
ahhhhh..
but too bad,
i'll think of something more fun next year :)

met up at the mushroom(MARCHroom,for iris. lol),
waited and he finally appeared with his mate.
hur hur,
make me wait!
LOL.
headed to somewhere which has been reclaimed.
at least that was the clue.
EAST COAST,
here we come!

we were friggin' early
and not very hungry,
so we walked around for a bit.
went to the foul-smelling arcade with tonnes of rich kids.
headed to katong,
to look for the dining place.
came across this dessert place that serves shaved-flavoured ice(our new secret hideout!).
it's really goooooooooooooooooooooood.
we had the milk one with fruits,
it tastes like shredded ice cream with tonnes of fruits.
totally delectable.
baby was impressed with it i guess?
heh.
talked a bit,
bout dance, life and friends.
these talks make me understand him more,
which i totally adore~

they had a Mac in their store!

the menu.

heeee~

his new cap.

filling our tummies.

yeah baby~

oishii!

too busy eating.

i love you!

headed to our dining location for the night after dessert.
De Bali Affair Stonegrill.
okay we were too lazy to try cooking on the stone,
so we got them to serve by plate instead.
i tell ya the food is awesome!
i love baby's ribeye!
it's succulent and wholesome~
every bite you take,
the juice just bursts in your mouth.
yum yum.
my beer battered fish and chips looks like whales instead,
as quoted from the boyfriend.
humongous portions,
served together with dope salad and i love the salad dressing,
plus plus plus,
doper wedges!!!!
it's damn dope,
but i was too full to finish.
anyhoo,
the ambience is nice,
cosy, lovely music, dimly-lited with candles, hearts all over the place :)
baby got a lil worried cos he is stressing for my birthday!
hahahahaa.
plan christmas first okay!

the date.

interior.

cocktail menu.

ahh~

sorry bad pic! was trying to take a good one though :(

his: vogue de bali

mine: de forbidden apple

beer-battered fish and chips!

their oh-so-good wedges!

his ribeye!

our food!

made him open his present there.
bought him dope looking speakers!
shape of an ipod earphone.
heh.
i hope you'll like it!

open, open, OPEN!

lemme see....

WOO-HOO NEW GADGETS!

awww

hello!

hello love,
i hope you had a great time on your 18th birthday.
i did :)
there's still a long way ahead for us,
and i'm sure we'll go through it together.
i pray that your wishes and dreams will come true,
and i hope that your life will be filled with happiness every single day.
i love you.

will you think of me?

late for school today,
and got found out by mum cos she saw me getting into a cab.
what a bummer,
got told off for that.
but but but,
today has been relaxing yet fruitful.
i managed to do some work for A&P project(together with Kat),
and ms regina koh said it was relatively good.
yayness~
went to tm straight after school to get my things done.
hee!!
calvin and kat was with me.
first time using the instant print machine,
i felt like a total retard standing there,
wondering where my pictures will come out from.
random note to calvin: get yourself and girlfriend and quit smoking! LOL.

was having lunch in biz park when i saw this weird guy walking down the stairs.
he was wearing a fedora,
country-ish shirt,
skinny jeans,
and patented loafers/i don't know how to call them shoes.
suddenly,
he just popped in front of me,
sitting right in front of me.
i looked up,
and started laughing like shit.
LOL.
i've never seen him wear such clothes before.
NELSON TAY PU ZHONG,
you definitely made my day.
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA.
tivona and eulene walked past without saying hi to him while we were on the way out,
i think they couldn't recognise him.
wee ming was laughing when he saw nelson.
LOL.
that's how different he looked okay!
i have pictures to prove!

Nelson, the metrosexual version.

hahaha. acting cute as always.

big big shocker eh???????????
heh.

by the way,
a couple of weeks back tpde conquered the adidas sale held at SAM.
i got my hands on two new kicks,
two t-shirts and a trackpants.
andreas was the biggest winner with 7 new pairs of kicks.
boyfriend was close with 6 pairs of shoes and 5 tees,
but his mum paid for him.
NO FAIR.
anyway, this was the amount of stuff we bought!
some of the rest went home/wasn't in picture.

SALE SALE SALE!!!!!!!!!!

anyway,
i can't wait for tomorrow to come.
i hope it'll be your best birthday gift ever!

on a side note.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN!!
wow, we have known each other for 6 years and counting.
my one and only BENTOS!
thanks for all the laughter and joy,
i can't believe you are finally growing up!
i'll miss all the fun we had and i know there's more to come.
have a very sweet 18th!
and all the best in your future endeavours!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY 18th Big Boy! :))))))))

i miss my dad.
i love you daddy,
come back soon! :(

i'm yours

got home at 7ish this morning,
was supposed to be a drinking cum bonding session,
turned out to be a sleeping session.
the only sole survivors were weiqiang, andreas, beibei and kat i guess.
most of us were knocked out on the couch and bed.

was by the pool side with baby,
and i swear i saw someone spying on us in the bushes.
my instincts were right,
andreas, frank, bei, iris and wq were like acting like detectives.
i think we gave quite a good show,
at least 4/5 stars!!!
hahahahaha.

of cos i was a lil affected,
i mean like you know embarrassed.
but to him it doesn't matter cos he's with his girlfriend :)
that's what i like about him i guess.

learnt new choreography for Lyrical recital too,
i'm loving it!!!
but my brain has absorbed all the nutrients already,
so i cannot really remember the steps.
ugh.
need to practise more.
plus i will be lifted by the boyfriend.
i feel so bad,
cos like i'm quite heavy.
okay,
i'll try my best to slim down and you better build more muscles!


okay i am getting sleepy again,
and the rain's a inducing it even more.
nights all.
LOL.

for you.
gwen stefani - the real thing
I've seen your face a thousand times
Have all your stories memorized
I've kissed your lips a million ways
But I still love to have you around

I've held you too many times to count
I think I know you inside out
And we're together most days
But I still love to have you around

You're the one I want and it's not just phase
You're the one I trust, our love is the real thing

Don't go awayMy love (my love)
I want you to stayIn my life
Don't go awayMy lover (my love)
I'm happiest when we spend time

You're a salty water ocean wave
You knock me down, you kiss my face
I know the storms will always come
But I still love to have you around

Heaven knows what will come next
So emotional, you're so complex
A rollercoaster built to crash
But I still love to have you around

You're the one I want and it's not just phase
You're the one I trust, our love is the real thing

Don't go awayMy love (my love)
I want you to stay (in my life)
Don't go awayMy lover (my love)
I'm happiest when we spend time (it's only you and I)

It's you there when I close my eyes
And you in the morning
I never thought you'd still be mine
Or I'd really need to have you around

*edited

i wanna run away.
bye.

smarty pants!

okay so the psle results have been released,
my bimbotic, smarty pants sister got a high of 244.
wow.
i'm amazed.
and happy for her.
funny how she's still so dumb on real life issues.
like a typical bimbo,
i can see legally blonde in her.
LOL.

food republic ood trail yesterday.
damn friggin tiring,
i walked a hell lot,
shopping too!!!!!!!!!!
silly boy doesn't like my new hat,
1. he wants it
2. can't smell my hair
3. i don't look nice.
4. all of the above including other hidden factors that he didn't say.

anyhoo,
i've been happy the past couple of days.
i hate it how he makes me feel like this.
hate in a good way :)
it's something new,
different.
i really wanna thank God for sending this angel into my life.
funny how we converse right now,
different yet similar topics.
i'm locking this in my heart till eternity.

TP Rawks!

okay,
today we had our earliest performance yet.
at 9ish in the morning.
*yawns*
and i was late.
very late in fact.
i was supposed to meet them at 7.50am,
but i woke up at the time instead.
plus the traffic jam didn't help me out much either.
$14.60 spent on a cab ride to school during peak period.
wth~
there goes my savings.

the performance was okay.
heard and reas and junwei shouting.
and some of the PLs too.
thanks for the support!
i almost died,
cos it was too friggin' early!

okay let the pics do the talking.

my favourite girls~

JOBEI!!!!!!!!!!! *pulls hair* HELLO!!!!!

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to roy: finally his face on my blog!

baby and i.

whatcha' looking at?

rightttttt.

i spy with my little eye!

week 3;
i'll always read the text which you said "i love you",
something so rare coming from you.
you don't know how you made me fall all over again with you :)

pissed, where's bei bei? <----- miss you, want you online!

you know i hate it when people assume something.
just say lah,
have any problems with us just tell us.
hide and write somewhere else instead will NOT SOLVE ANYTHING.
damnit.

it's super irritating when these things keep popping up,
why are people like that?
always taking in the bad things,
forgetting the good that others have done.
human, selfish with saying nice things,
retaining all the bad.
can't you all just forget it and move on?
if that doesn't work for your case,
then you should SOLVE it.
quit complaining.

the more i read,
the more i get worked up.
i hope it's the PMS.
fuck bye.

asia conference coming up.
i should look forward to that instead.
also, our performances.

saying in general;
if you have a bad feeling towards something,
definitely something bad for happen.
i believe that cos, it's like you're expecting for the bad,
and God(whatever god you believe in, but i only believe in one man, Christ) who has been comforting and assuring you all these while is sad that you choose not to believe in him,
and believe the devil instead.
that's why bad things happen.
you might be like "oh i'm spot on, i knew this would happen.",
but if you realised,
you're just selling yourself to the darkness instead.
stop screwing,
just be positive,
it's not being unrealistic or what-so-ever,
it's by building your attitude and faith,
in God,
people you trust,
and lastly yourself.

weird

somehow i just feel rather irritated with myself,
resorting to such things.
what's this feeling that i can't comprehend?

good night.

CCN DAY 2008 (TPDE)

hey guys, today has been hella fun!!!!!!!!!!
wee~
okay i was late for school,
but what the heck,
i still managed to get to class :)

went to help out at tpde's booth after lunch in Biz Park,
saw someone familiar there with his friends.
LOL.
wee~
MUAH CHEE ONE FOR $1.50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FREE WINDMILLS WITH EVERY PURCHASE.
i can't believe nelson really windmilled away.
lol~!
i think it's a very good publicity stunt for tpde's store.
anyway,
i had more fun this year,
don't know why.

oh by the way, i found a new addition to the loudhalers in tpde,
KEVON!
he can really shout man,
he said he used to help out at his aunt's pasar malam store.
no wonder!
there's even a melody in his yells.
heh.

anyway, meet kat's new boyfriend.



His name is Aaron.
LOL.



This is his sister.



And they are created by MARCUS LEE.



HAHAHHAHAA.
funny shit.
i swear these balloons have a life of their own.
somehow they'll just float back to you no matter how far they go.
imagine the tutor has to bear this nonsense during our RM tutorial.
oh by the way, we had an ongoing quiz,
and since the rest cannot be bothered,
i was like digging for answers,
till i gave up and they took over,
in the misdt of creating Aaron and his sister,
we managed to WIN the quiz.
LOL.
weird how things work eh?
plus,
kat's new found hobby,



went for reciatal training just now,
RAAZMY PULLED DOWN BIMBO ROY'S PANTS!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.
it's friggin hilarious i tell you,
it happened in a split second.
i was dumbfounded,
but it was stupidly funny,
i laughed till my insides ache like hell.
even now i'm still laughing.
LOL.

was telling baby about it just now,
heh.
share the joy :D
love love love <3

i'm getting tired already,
night all~

love

for my baby:

(sung to the tune of Almost Lover, how ironic, it's a heartbreak song.)
your finger tips across my skin,
soft sweet kisses filling me,
love so sweet.

you look so deeply in my eyes,
i'm falling deeper everytime,
embrace me.


i stoned on the bus ride home,
thinking of you once again.
how you made my heartrace,
my mind blank.
surprising me.
heh.
you won me over time and time again.
love you baby~

300th Post

i don't know how to explain today.
seems bad, no?
i felt like a died thrice during training.
damn tired.
and the pain ain't helping.
have you felt like needles are pricking your insides?
that's how i feel right now,
at this moment.

rainy nights,
i love them when i'm at home and tucked in bed.
not so much when i'm outside and caught in the rain.
warmth,
none,
na-dah.
just the cold breeze hitting you in your face,
causing goose pimples, shivers and erected nipples.
LOL.

think imma rest soon,
i'm getting tired of a lot of things.
what am i here for?
why am i doing all these?
fuck.
i should i get all these out,
stop thinking,
and just sleep.

HAH.
what a nice 300th post.
bye world.

the heartbeat runing through my head.

yesterday was fun and painful at the same time.

it started of with Comm Skills at 9am,
super early!
i wason the brink of being a zombie and my brain was just not working yet.
so marcus, sarah and i had a little karaoke session!
lol.
it was fun~
singing tonnes of Old stuff and the latest hits too.
check ut marcus in his MTV mode below!

serenading

in another music video. lol

then the rest of school proceeded with me falling asleep in between and during classes.
lol.
talked to kat about our relationship,
i refuse o be in the honeymoon stage,
i mean all these stages are so shortlived and it only makes people OVERLY happy for that duration.
i don't want to succumb to that and end up having like problems that we don't know how to deal with.
i rather it smooth saiing like a constant heartbeat,
calm and peaceful.
yes, i like it like that better.
don't you agree?
:)

went for recital training after that,
had so much fun there.

say "yo!" to my pudgy fingers!

*pokes joey in the butt*
*pokes kat in her nether region*
LOL.
hahahaa.
it was hella fun yet enriching at the same time.
got a headache halfway through dancing,
damn it hurts like shit.
think it's the lack of sleep.
became quite moody cos the headache is irritating the hell outts me.

thanks boyfriend for his lap,
so i can lie down and rest.
don't know how to explain my feelings,
excited, nervous, happy?
thankfully he's always there for me :)
love you! <3

love

he's the tall one and i'm the dwarf.

kat's version.
LMAO. -.-