upset

i felt loved by mum this morning,
she made me beef steak for brunch :)
first time she made a western cuisine for me,
and of cos,
i am happy that i get to eat such a wonderful brunch!

school's alright,
kat stood me up for lecture,
had to sit with daron and the guys during A&P.
i was bored stiff,
resorted to playing with daron's iPhone which has photohunt in it.

dance as usual,
feeling kinda tired,
mentally and physically.
trying my best not to show it out.
thanks beibei for your concern,
at least there's someone out there who cares :)
what is enough?
i really don't know.
it seems like no matter how hard i try,
it's still not enough.
people need assurance,
and many a times we just don't get it.
feeling lousy and weak.
body's a pain in the ass,
and i am trying hard to not bother about it.
i don't feel like training later.
perhaps just go for a nice dinner,
catch a movie,
rot,
chitchat and rest!
is it even possible?
maybe i shall date myself later on.

numb.
that's all i am feeling.
maybe i presume too much?
expecting a lot too?
is this how it really works?
i just wished there was more,
but it seems like the same.
i just don't feel like trying anymore.