300th Post

i don't know how to explain today.
seems bad, no?
i felt like a died thrice during training.
damn tired.
and the pain ain't helping.
have you felt like needles are pricking your insides?
that's how i feel right now,
at this moment.

rainy nights,
i love them when i'm at home and tucked in bed.
not so much when i'm outside and caught in the rain.
warmth,
none,
na-dah.
just the cold breeze hitting you in your face,
causing goose pimples, shivers and erected nipples.
LOL.

think imma rest soon,
i'm getting tired of a lot of things.
what am i here for?
why am i doing all these?
fuck.
i should i get all these out,
stop thinking,
and just sleep.

HAH.
what a nice 300th post.
bye world.