haix.. so many days i havE n0t updatEd le... feEling s0 siCk... l0nely...... every0ne so craZed over mahj0ng... fun la, fun until n0 onE to talk t0.. i say "hi" t0 pat dunn0 h0w many timEs le.. he never reply... s0me more everytme aftEr i say "hi" he g0es offlinE... bl0ck mE izzit.. *lao ma, i takin initiativE h0r... but everytimE i did, i'm negleCted? *sighs... i t0ld myself lE.. get 0veR him, get ovEr him, gEt oveR him!!! but in thE end i end up thiNking ab0ut thiS kinda stuff... s0metimEs i wiSh we weRe nevEr t0gethEr.. just bE friEnds will d0... maybE then i wilL n0t g0 thr0ugh so many sad timEs bah.. i think iS bec0s of him dE... *sighs... dunn0 wat 2 say, dunNo wat 2 beliEve, n0thin u saiD bef0re is c0ming truE... i likE mahjong, u likE it to0.. but onE day if i lay siCk here... n ovEr there is a mahj0ng gamE where all uR friEnds r asKin y0u to j0in... whiCh wilL u cho0se? mahj0ng or seE me? surEly mahj0ng dE... no d0ubts ab0ut it... wat's supposed to b thought ab0ut hav already beEn thought... wat's supposed to be cried ab0ut.... thE tears have already dr0pped... can't changE time... n0w things can only be healed... i dun wanna think so much about u le.. wastin my time, love, makin me so heartbr0ken.... i'm giving u the freed0m to cho0se le.... maybe somewhere out there, there is the right gal f0r u... cos i kn0w i'm not the one... so s0rry... haix.... really tirEd n0w.... but dun feel like sleEpin... ytd was the suCkiest day ever in hist0ry.... havin mo0dswings... ppl who not afraid to hav a crappy timE... comE talk to me.... haix..... so l0nely... wanna talk to ppl.... ARGH....

sui ran bu xiang he ni zai yi qi,
dan shi xin li bu xiang fang qi,
yuan ben yi wei wo men neng yong yuan de,
dan ni de biao qing shuo de gang hao xiang fan,
wo bu d0ng zi ji zai xiang she me...
zi chi da0 xin li hao fan, zhen de hen fan...

blastin' Ewan Mcgregor's - Your Song [soundtrack from the musical - moulin rouge]

My gift is my song
And this one's for you
And you can tell everybody
That this is your song
It maybe quite simple
But now that it's done
Hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Sat on the roof
And I kicked off the moss
Well some of the verses well
They got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind
While I wrote this song
It's for people like you that
Keep it turned on

So excuse me for forgetting
But these things I do
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody
This is your song
It may be quite simple
But now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words

How wonderful life is now you're in the world
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world