RAIN rain RAIN rain.... hiYA rainy folks! darn... the weather is jus so cold... i'm so weak! I'm wearin a long sleeved shirt n here i m shiverin... havin cramps to0.... cannot be my period la... it jus passed a few weeks ag0... or can it b? haix... i feel that something is amiss, like i didn't complete it.. I dun wanna lose out on it, fearin that i could lose somethin... Today can consider an improvement in our relationship bah... but the point is.... how come i dun feel aroused by him? weird.... lolx.. oh well, i guess this way is much better =D... He was rather sweet today i guess, talked about some stuff n he shows that he cares f0r me... *happy* hahaha *smilEs* haha he went offline not long ag0.... n here i m like a retarded idiot (i m one) missin him.. hMm... weird huh... I'm really wacko rite nw... i jus feel so weak.... Need his warm embrace, but does it help? haha... i hav no idea... I guess the long feelins for him r rushin back... feelins of love? hEhEheEheHe.... so freaky.... I guess i m goin to keep myself busy for the weekends and the holidays... I dun wanna plant my butt on the computer chair, n sit in front of the computer all day long... i wanna do stuff like take up hip-hop dance classes, yoga n tuition... Mayb then i wouldn't feel lazy... hehEhe... oh well go0d people out there... the lil' gal neEds 2 slp! nitE all! -lovepat4eva-