i dunno whether 2 b angry or sad... PATRICK YAP YAN DE this is it... end of st0ry, i feel so cheated? Cheated of my feelins 4 these past few m0nths? So mesmerized in him n that's it.... All g0ne, jus like tt?!?! I dunno wther 2 like him or not... Now, he's like copyin everythin of Rayson... Get a life! There's only 1 Rayson not 2!!!!! Then next, wat u wanna be? A flirt? A porn addict? A gay? A siCk idiot jus like him? FINE. It's so fuckin irritatin... N jus like, a few hours ag0, I thought u were sweet n niCe. PAH~ Wat a lie... Man, y r guys like that? I hate them 4 this, so insensitive, uncaring, not understandin.... There the list g0es on... If only ppl can sh0w their emotions... The world would b a better placE... I so fuckin hate him... But i knw i love him... Jus not as much lE? He really made his place in my heart damn shaky, it can jus leave my heart any moment... Is this a test? Well, if it is, u think it's really fun... U wan that 2 b upon u!??! ARGH!!!!!!!! WHY?!?!?!?!?!? I dunn0 wat to say le... I'm angry.. I'm g0in to kill his dog he gave me, make sure all the wo0l n beans drop out... Dismantle all the necklace n bracelets... I'm evil... muahahaahahha~ Stupid freak... U brought this upon urself! Haix... -d3ar- w0 zhEn dE hen xi huan ni... ni bu ya0 zai shang w0 de xin lE ke yi mah? Ni mei ci da ying w0 zhe hui shi zui hou yi ci, dan shi, ni mei ci dou rang w0 shang xin, shi w0 nan gu0... wo bu d0ng ze me ban... dan shi w0 zhi da0 wo hen ai ni... -l0veya4eva-