i am scared.. s0 very scared... i wan 2 cry lE... t0day ah ma n yj br0ke up le... is it g0in to b my tuRn? i've neva been this afraid... my heart is beatin so fast n hard that i fear it may jump out anytime.... y? y r guys like that? i feel like thr0win up everythin i had eaten... my heart is achin... mus we really g0 thr0ugh this? this pain? he isn't livin in fear... he's jus fakin it... omg...omfg... my heart is really breakin.... int0 pieces..... i'm the one wh0 is livin in fear... *s0b* my go0dness... n i said i dun wanna care ab0ut him... omg....h0w? fuck... i wanna diE... i really d0.... pls tell mE the anS... i dun wan 2 b kept waitin... 4mins past le... he still nv reply me... m i supposed to trust him? i l0st his trust in him... i'm s0 fuckin g0in 2 diE... *help* pls...... haix....... i really cann0t take it anym0re... my heart is really breakin... y d0 i l0ve u so muCh? i wish i c0uld take back my feelins... i really m dyin... i dun wan 2 c the c0uples breakin up..... i wan pat n mE 2 last f0reva... cos i like him.. al0t... alot... alot..... i still will... 1st cut is the deepEst... the very 1st time i ever l0ved some1 this muCh... -w0aini-