Every time during this month, I ask myself, have I ever loved you?
I think the answer is still negative.

How can I love someone I harbour so much hate.

Fuck.

I don't understand why you always do this to ruin my life, I really wanna grow up fast and leave sooner because of you.

I don't want you in my life, no matter how much I need you. I don't think I deserve this, fucking me up out of the blue when I did no wrong. Seriously, I just want some peace and quiet, but you always have to ruin it.

I hate you, every time I try, you just have to spoil it.
This time around, I am not gonna try anymore.