tired

i finally know why people get depressed.
the mind and the people around them are oblivious to it.
i don't know what to do anymore.

actually, i have been thinking.
it doesn't really matter if i die young.
i won't regret it.
i am not suicidal or anything.
i just can't seem to see my future ahead.

is there someone here for me?

i don't know if i can carry on anymore.

you might think i'm stupid blah blah blah.
maybe i really am.
i am at my wits end.
i don't even know myself anymore.

goodbye.