i wonder how many times do i have to kill myself to wake me up from everything?
when will my resurrection take place?
how can i make it happen?








you know i still have the hots for you?
i wished i could bring about your happiness,
but i can't even seem to obtain mine.
i hope you would just stop tearing yourself apart from the inside.
i could feel your sadness for that decision,
but you just refused to show it.
just have faith in yourself that you can make it,
remember that there are many others rooting for you.
don't give up nor should you run away,
just face it bravely like how you used too.
when your time is right,
i'm sure you'll shine :)