good day :)

hey guys,
today i went bowling with kat, daron and marcuslee after school today.
iris was supposed to join us,
but she shy la...
because of the two of them :)

anyhow,
after not touching the bowling ball for 394750735737 years,
i really really suck at it.
LOL.
daron initially suggested boys vs. girls,
okay fine,
we lost but the huge difference between the scores were seriously an embarrassment!!
hahahaha.
kat and my score could not even beat daron's score alone.
pathetic right?
but we had fun luh.
hahaha,
and daron had his unique way of bowling,
the spiderman style, with a lil hop.
FUNNY SHIT.
marcus toooooo,
hahaha same hand same leg bowling technique.
kat and i tried the professional style, but we were quite bad,
the ball went into the gutter a million times(okay, i am exaggerating).
lol.
thanks aunt angie for the 4 free games :)

by the way,
we got to know a new friend!!
his name is ronaldo(not the soccer star, but the bowling star. heh)!
he was playing in the lane beside us,
with a coach to aid him that is.
guess what?
he's only ten!
and he's a very cute boy!!!!
looks like marcus's younger brother.
hahahaa.
he did something really sweet,
when we were walking back to TP,
there were like these man cutting the grass along the path,
so kat, marcus and i were like afraid the grass would hit us,
and didn't dare to walk past it.
but the little boy shouted,
"OI!" *puts up hand to signal the man to stop cutting*
so that we can all walk.
SO SWEET RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha,
i find him very adorable when he did that.

HAHAHA.

Stupid Daron and Marcus's doings.

After the game.

Bowling shoes or Nike kicks?

Us :)

Wednesday in the background.

This is Ronaldo.

Proving that he really is a Ronaldo.

HAHAHAHAHA.

And he is also Marcus's younger brother(NOT).

He is just wayyyyy too adorable :))))))))))))

was talking to beibei on the phone just now,
i hope you'll heal fast! :)
and thanks for the blessings!
i am very happy too!!!
she was laughing at me cos i said
"i don't know how to be a girlfriend."
LOL.
i know la funny,
lol.
walau.
i'm learning, hopefully.
will see you tmr.
:))))))))))

ooh can't wait for project group's Food Republic Food Trail..
and and and!!
to watch The Coffin and Record~
wee~
Halloween is coming.
Trick or treat soon!!!!!!!!

butterflies

hello world.
samansarii is back on her feet again,
thanks to many special people in her life.


actually i want to blog something more,
but the phonecall just cleared my doubts.
hahaha.
my soul is over the moon.
HELLO COME BACK TO EARTH SOON!
okay,
i hope we'll work things out together!
please look after me from now on :)))))))))))))))))))))

today's our special day :)
let's work hard in dance together!
and and and
TPRAWKS PEOPLE,
let's jia you and build our stamina!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:)

thanks joey for the very sweet message,
i feel very loved by you. :))))))))))))))

junwei for caring,
even though your main purpose was to ask for songs.

and you for talking to me :))))))))))))



i'm sorry if i hurt you in any way.
i really do care for you,
i hopewe'll still be friends :)

hurt

i'm very hurt by the things you say,
i thought we've changed,
learnt how to compromise with each other.
but i guess that side of you is still the same.
funny how the words we use hurt others so much.
i feel sad and disappointed cos i put alot of hope in this friendship that we have built through so much arguements before,
i thought you were nicer during the trip,
but somehow,
my hopes just plummeted today.
how can you ever think i was threatening you?
why would i do that?
i did not even think of that.
when you said that you felt like you were threatened,
it somehow stabbed my heart even more.
i felt that all the happiness in our friendship was sucked dry instantly.
i don't know how long it'll take for me to heal,
but such words just make me feel like closing up in my own world again.
it'll take time i guess,
it's not that i am sensitive or what,
but imagine after patching things up with someone you love,
then a major disappointment hits you in the face again.
you just lose hope.
initially, i still have thoughts of proving to you i can,
now it's like why should i do it for someone who has hurt me time and time again?
sometimes i feel that you can hurt others, but others can't hurt you.
sigh.
makes me wanna cry again.
it's not that i said i am right or what,
i am just expressing how i feel,
if you think whatever i said is trying to prove i am right,
then i really have nothing to say.
i am sorry that i am late.
bye.

do i or do i not?

have been feeling weird the past couple of days.
i don't know how to describe it.
cobrastyle choreo is the new love,
weird robson style.
love it,
i can finally do weird things on stage!! :)

watching tonnes of vidoes lately,
brian freeman, tucker, laura edwards, kaba modern, showcases by 3D, gucchon's crew and Hilty and Bosch.
makes me wanna level up faster.
they are amazing.
i wonder how they improve in such a short period of time...
looking forward to my next reggae masterclass session already,
i can work on a better choreography :)))))

been talking to joey and serene(cos she keep making fun of me. lol),
joey's right,
i have to affirm it,
when people's actions are not consistent,
it makes you doubt what was done in the past.
it's not that i do not trust,
more of like i can't figure out the thoughts running inside.
sometimes i feel i tend to get too concious about people's comments on us,
thus things tend to be awkward later on.
i should not care already,
but.. yeah.
good friends :)))))

i like being with you best,
cos i feel like i can tell you anything and everything,
and i'm sure you wouldn't blurt it out.
that's that.
sometimes you're caring, sometimes not,
sometimes you're helpful, other times gone.
i just cherish this thing we have on here yeah :D

okay i am superduper tired now,
training later on from 12noon to 7pm.
TMD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i cannot wait for it!!
see you guys in school!!!

and and and,
serene if you recite anything on my blog again,
i'm gonna squeeze your boobs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL.
****** don't kill me. LOL

this is making me crazy.
trying to coax this feeling inside of me.
i should put a stop to it.

irritation to a point of no return

this is so stupid.

why do i have to accomodate to others when it isn't my responsibilty in the first place?

argh.

think happy thoughts samansarii.

i'm gonna choreograph with joyce and raazmy later,

it's the only thing that i have been looking forward the whole day.

i cannot believe that i made my way home to find out that the softcopy of the osaka trip project has been deleted from my computer.

it's a wasted trip.

very wasted.

i'm just so irritated by the fact that i made a wasted trip.

and also, skipping lecture because of this wasted trip.

thanks zhen for making my day,
when she used her 9177983749874 decibel voice to call me in the morning.

lol.

it definitely made me smile :)

okay i need to head off to school AGAIN,

since daniel ain't replying,

i'll just let it be.

i'm glad that i met you :))))))

My First Official Job as a Freelance Dance Instructor

hello!!!!

i just came back home from teaching dancehall masterclass at dancepointe not too long ago.

jacky's a nice guy,

i think.

lol.

at least he looks decent and is very encouraging towards his students!

okay so i choreographed eight eighths,

but only used like 3 eighths?

the class was pretty slow,

had to focus on techniques more than anything as they are beginners!

anyhow,

the choreography was a little too fast for them,

should do a slower one the next time around.

so funny the class consists of young ballerinas/contemporary dancers to teenagers to NUS danceblast dancers.

there were like 20 odd people or so?

couldn't really count cos most of them were small size.

one of my students,

this bespectacled guy came and asked me to go through with him in detail about the techniques.

i felt very happy then!!

hehehe.

to see others willing to learn and loving dance,

i feel satisfied.

i really wanna impart more of my skills to them :)

can't wait for the next class!

missed ryan's lyrical recital today,

thank God they only cleaned up steps.

by the time i got to cityhall it was 11pm.

aiyah might as well go home,

i still have to nurse my stinking ankle.

you wanna know how i hurt it?

i woke up from bed and my legs were numb,

so i didn't really look into it,

just step normally,

but my sensory organs were a bit dead,

i couldn't control my body,

so i sprained my last two toes,

which is connected o my ankle.

i know dumb.

felt so lost and lonely today,

till i made kaiwen come save me.

lol.

i don't know why i feel so afraid to be alone,

choreographing in my own world.

why should i care about people i don't know who is judging me!??!?!

freak, i need to get over this really.

it's just gonna be a barrier in my life.

sucka sucka sucka.

i need a pacifier.

okay random.

LOL.

sometimes all i yearn for is to be in your arms.

'nuff said,

ciao mamacitas~

you'll always be my baby.

reached home 1.45am last night,
talked to nelson, kevin and kaiwen at angkeong(is this how you spell it?).
learnt some things about guys and their judgement of girls.
lol.
kinda hilarious.
didn't know that they take in so much consideration.
tried enlightening nelson,
but to no avail.
hahahaha.
kevin looks stressed, depressed about dance,
so we talked for a lil while more.
hope you're feeling better!!
don't think so much and get outta that emomo phase! :)

missed my last bus,
talked at the bus stop for a bit before hailing a cab.
was kinda pooped when i got back.
fell asleep on the couch,
till a text message woke me up.
washed up before heading to bed.

had a peaceful and nice sleep,
i think i dreamt of you.
weird.
slept the entire day and woke up only at 4.30pm.
how cool is that?
pig sial, what kat would say.
heh.
talked to beibei on msn for a bit,
hahahaha,
kinda hilarious the conversation.
learnt what has been going around.
which makes it even funnier.

okay shall post pictures of sentosa, first day of school and many other random shots that i took during the holidays.

sorry, KAT!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
it's too memorable.

i think the mask wasn't necessary at all,
it just enhances his natural looks. LOL.

nacho libre hongkong style! :)

the rejects :)

one of the worlds.

botak boy and i :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

SENTOSA WITH TPDE!
i had a lot of fun in the murky waters with my darlings :)
the massages,
discovery of the eeky seabed,
observing scandal fights,
watching silly boys,
eating chicken!!! :)

joyce baby and i <3

feel the love?

somehow my smile looks so fake. hahahahhaa

JJ and I, thanks for the talk! :)

i kinda admire certain people i know who always have someone there for them.
people like joey and joyce,
it's sweet to watch them always so blissful.
God, when's gonna be my turn!?!?
hahahaha.
perhaps i have been overlooking someone?
maybe i should open my eyes more to the people beside me.
it's not that i don't acknowledge them or what,
it's more like their someone, is special and dear :)

your care, protection, concern and smile.
thanks for everything :)

Osaka Trip! Day 4 onwards!

Day 4:
Wee~
Universal Studios Japan!!!
Though it was a tad too small, it was enjoyable.
Took 5 rides; Spiderman, Hollywood Dreaming, Snoopy's Great Race, Backdraft and Merry-go-round....



















































Day 5:
Fell asleep while writing last night's entry,
went to Panasonic Centre today,
saw this huge 130inch HD TV.
It's just too dope to be true, with all it's functions.
Shopped at Shinsaibashi and Namba today.
We walked okay!!!
Think like from Punggol to Hougang that kinda distance.
Kaypoh Nicholoas is reading my entry now,
GO AWAY!
LOL.
I was really happy when we arrived at America Mura,
had tonnes of nice stuff but too little time.
Found the headphones through a "handsome" boy(or so he says) cum sales assistant.
Very funny guy :)
Coming home soon!!!


























































i never felt like this before.
baby, you make me...