where's my saviour?

there's only two things that can make me happy now.
i feel so terrible right now.
tears falling on 2009 is no good.
i just have this feeling that it's going to be a rough year ahead.
save me won't you.

God, you're lying.
You said you're gonna make my life better,
comfort me in your loving hands.
But you didn't.
You fail me time and again.
Or did i fail you?
in the end,
i'm still left here alone,
trying to solve and make decisions.
i really want to runaway.
but i can't.
i have nowhere to go.

seems like i will have a hard life next time.
i must be stronger.