OH I'M S'WELL~ literally.

woke up this morning feeling weird. checked the mirror and to horror, my left eye was as swollen as a oversoaked kuay teow mee in soup. bad bad bad, i had to go for training, but i cannot even wear my contact lenses, called baby up and told him i couldn't go (I AM SO SAD ON THIS MATTER COS I WANTED TO SEE YOU. :( )

this is crazy, i found out my fingers were swollen too. now i had pudgy fingers and 'watch-too-much-porn' eye. ugh. to make matters worst i can't see my baby(s) - dance and boyfriend.

had to give RF 11th Anniversary Jam @ Zouk a miss. damn it. i was so looking forward to it. how i wish the swelling could go to my already ample boobs instead. maybe then i can fill up a DD cup bra and not look like i watched too much porn.

stupid stupid stupid.

guess what, a bug bit me. my mom was sweeping my room, when she chanced onto this huge bug, the moment she killed it, there was a mini explosion of blood from its insides (i am exaggerating.). my blood, my blood, my oh-so-sweet blood. DAMN YOU INSECT! thankfully it died. hopefully, i will not get bitten again cos it's still hurting like mad.

i'm contemplating on visiting a doctor. i mean, it's just a bite right? okay, if i ever die of dengue or whatever kind of serious disease, you guys will probably know why. me and my indecisiveness.

hahaha.

no wonder kaiwen wants me as a mistress instead of a wife, cos i don't value my life. hur hur hur. break my heart into a gazillion pieces. so if i see a doctor can i be your wife? LOL.

whatever, this post is making me feel even more down than ever.

i wanna see youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.