i cannot be pissed.

all i can say is anything,up to you.
do i have the right to say anything?

the joy you had in your voice,
just send me this vibe.
i thought i was let in into your life,
but no,
i am still shut out.

whatever.

don't say that i didn't include you.
i wanted you to come.
but you chose something else,
don't blame me for it.

and i'm upset cos' i cancelled plans with my girlfriend to hang out.
it's not gonna happen.
and i don't want it anymore.